Princess Jocie

New hairstyle 2012 !

2012-01-21T20:48:00.001+08:00

Hello everyone! :) hehe, one more day before cny is here!

HAHA, it was a super last minute mind to apply AL just to do my hair when i realised i have no time to do my hair, which most of my loyal readers shld noe that i will definitely do my hair once a year or before cny,

unless i am poor, but that's impossible! HAHA.

i got worried initially when i ask the hotel colleagues, usually how long ahead to apply AL,

they say 1 mth, i was like huh?

because it was just 3 day before the actual AL day, so i was like hoping i can still get it,

and, thank god i got the day off!

so i went to do my hair, before that, i actually wanted to book an appt with the other hairdresser, but her appt is fully booked already,

so i decided to go to another salon,

the one that cut my hair short without hesistation!

last year i permed my hair which causes alot of damage because it become too dry and damaged and i have to chop away the hair when its long,

this year, i decided to straighten my hair instead!

haven't been taking lots of photo before my hairdo because it was srsly too cui already!

this was me, usually all girls look ugly with all the chemicals etc,
the decor of the salon is very classy one! HAHA,
anyway the salon is called, the highest,
i spent 4.5hr over there yesterday, kinda got restless.
but no choice, vainity got over me! HAHA.
i think i wash my hair like alot of times, i duno what chemicals they put,
when they see my hair, they was like shocked because my hair is too dry, damaged already,

i always hate the part when i dye my hair, im not sure whether my hair is sensitive or if the chemical got onto my scalp, because it has a very stinging feel when they put on my hair, and i was reading the magazine but it was unbearable that i started fidgeting,
and then i tried to scratch which was stopped by the hairdresser when she saw me feeling uncomfortable.
haha.
the photo above was after i dun feel the stinging feel anymore,
HAHA.
see the hairdresser behind me? haha she's the boss of the salon also the lady who cut my hair,
their service is quite good, so far the salons i visited, they are the one who have two people drying up my hair, two people rebonding my hair, and i req for the boss to cut my hair because i came for her ma!
HAHA
i trusted her, so i only told her i want my bangs to be thick!
hehe, me ftw bangs :)
so yeah it got thicker, and she chose for me the colour dye.
if you guys want her to cut ur hair, just request for may, or you can see her in the salon and choose her, HAHA,
of cos i have to warn beforehand, that the price is considered quite pricey,
because everyone literally got a shock when they know the price,
it cost me about $370,
they used shisedo product for my hair because its too cui, and mine is not rebonding bt soft rebonding so it doesn't look too flat, plus dye of the hair.
but if you were to go, try to ask clearly the price first,
because for me, i thought it was about $280 only because they told me the soft rebonding will be $200 and dye will be ard $70 but cny increase $10.
but i didn't know their shampoo and conditioning wasn't inclusive inside,
because other salons i went to cost me for hair rebonding the highest is probably $240,
so yes just ned to ask clearly first!
i will have to go for hair treatment as often as i can to maintain my hair! hehe.
but okay la from,

to ..

considered transform a success! HAHA now i look so demure right.
HAHAHAHAHAHA.
stop denying it,
the only regret i have is i didn't get to buy dolly lens otherwise more kawaii with enlarged lens. :(
but anyway, after my hairdo which was late, but glad pc still rmb me tt i told her that i am going to meet her,
we meet and had dinner at far east:)

make me remind of the times we have with kiti when we used to go to places to eat those mini mini food bites or junk food,

pc introduced me this fried mars balls w ice-cream,
and i have a craving for it so we shared this!
HAHA.
and afterthat we was walking around when she told me there was one time, a bird actually shitted on her right after she say,
and i got paronoid especially after my new expensive hairdo,
suddenly there was some raindrop falling onto my hair and i give the most funny expression scarly bei pc spot-on right! HAHA,
and she keep laughing as we keep walking down, tsktsk.
we went to buy gongcha, and she say she like oolong tea, and i was like okay i want try,
but the moment i tried i was like blueeak,
cos its taste like the tea that my mum always brew to pray for the gods one leh!
me no like!
but she say she like, eew,
i prefer jasmine milk tea, but preferably from DING TEA now, love this tea!

photo-taking,
once again at orchard central,
the other time was xmas, and actually there not much difference, the colour is almost the same ,

nice cute heart balloons!
reminds me of UP movie! hehe

pc love to take unglam photo of me, but hoho, i deleted it! WAHAHAHAHA.

us :)

the next shot is epic,

pc's pose! hehe

you guys should faster grab the chance to head to town to take more beautiful picture like this!

it was a pity we couldn't find somebody to help us take a shot of two of us,
i scared ppl run away with my phone uh, haha

love the light! omg <3

and PC, CATWALK! whistle* hehehe.

i too paiseh to pose catwalk leh,
haha i duno why, whenever ppl take foto of me, its very difficult for me to pose nicely,
but i cn pose nice chio photo if i take it myself,

haha i post this cos i realise pc expression is funny,
like a big boss beside me . haha
thn i told her, why ur eyes so small!

and this was the next shot we have, both of us opening big big our eyes!
n i think we went inside orchard central and found this area,

initially we din pay much attatention but decor too sweet leh,
plus i dun see much ppl sitting, like cn free sitting,
so we was like , okay lets go in and sit down
haha.

anyway, i dun feel any excited even though its gonna be cny,
ha. to me its like a normal day,
the only difference, i am not working this year ,
having friends over to my hse for gathering,
dressing up pretty,
wearing new clothes from head to toe , in and out! HAHAHA.
I hope its gonna be an awesome fantastic year ahead!
and i gonna try to do sth to revamp my blog layout, haha its been the same for two years!
time really pass without one's knowing,
and more camwhore foto coming up soon! hehe
once again,
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO ALL CELEBRATING TOO,
HAVE A BLESSED YEAR! ^^
GONG XI FA CAI! hehe

Back to school, Lunch w chanel and dhannie

2012-01-16T22:06:00.000+08:00

Hello everyone!
before i start, above is a photo of goodie that chanel buy for me again!
haha envy her being able to go holiday w her love one, haha.
Sorry for not updating as often,
because i am really goddamm busy,
especially with the coming of cny,
even though i don't have much relatives, but cny is a "big" thing in my family.
so, yeah i have to help out as much spring cleaning as i can,
i clean my room twice, trying to do clearance, but realised that i just have so much stuffs accumulated over the years,
everything is bought using my own money eh, thats a great accomplishment for me,
or probably why my stuff are piling up,
and i am proud of having my own room, with most of the stuffs using my own hard-earned money :)

recently, i almost have to give up my rm to let my uncle stay due to their family problem which i dun understand why my family have to get involved, and mum expect me to bunk in w oh li mei in the master bedrm, make me flare up.
even though mum was talking to me carefully when she try to bring up the subject. HA.
Yes, i am a hot-tempered girl yo, i cannot tolerate giving up things that belong to me,
furthermore, its their own family problem,
if they set up their family, they shld face the consequences when they choose to divorce and not pull us in,

i don't know why, but i aren't close with my relatives, in fact be it my dad's or my mum's side,
when it comes to money,
who cares whether you are relatives anot,
i am frank, so to me, i only treat my parents well,
and probably oh li mei sometimes if she does not pissed me off even though she also another kind of calculative type.

but anyway, i am glad the cousins is not coming to stay w us for 2 year, and i dun have to give up my rm,
which i die die sure refused one.
we are all grown up already,
oh li mei and me,
and its impossible for us to even take care of them with our hectic schedule,
most of the times, i dun even stay at home as often,

and beside my room is my precious,
even though my room is not big,
but its like a mini retail all in one store!
there a shoe corner for me to put all my shoes,
study ,work corner, my desktop area which is usually messy,
my wardrobe full of my clothes resting inside, hehe.
my dressing table where i usually spent most of the time every morning, and extra more if i am playing dolling up, etc , alot uh,

chanel and me at manhatten fish market w dhannie :)
anyway, i had two day off last weekend, hehe,
you know, when you rested more than one day , you get greedy and wish you had more,
haha. anyway went back to sch last saturday to do the iip presentation.
well, it was rather easy for me because i really learn alot over there,
i make friends and even though what seems like to be using me especially when i am attached to house side, one moment ask me relief coordinator thn later team ldr,
or relief coordinator, thn help the accountant for some paperworks,
or even a runner to sent item to lost and found or take items from business centre,
i was like wtf?

the lost and found item was abit frustrating,
but thn i am not stupid also la,
it happen tt the item was at lvl 10 so i am usually familiar w 6-10 floor RA,
and i knew guang liang is morning shift already, so i went to find him on floors to talk to him because i always have no time to talk to him!
haha i went to press the doorbell, and hide myself up until he opened the door and look who is the one pressing the doorbell, HAHA.
actually also because i got no keys, i want open door also cannot, HAHA.
i don't know why, but i like to talk to him, haha he give me this i want you to be my good guy friend kind of feeling.
since my elliott is gone w the gf, i have to find substitute right!
HAHA, no la,

anyway, chanel was asking me the other day when we had our lunch and watched alvin n the chipmunk 3! what's my new year resolution.
HAHA.

and she answered for me, to find a bf .
since im not getting any younger hor, hurhur,
girls usually like my age shld have a decent boyf already, or probably much in love w each other like her and kiwi, but none for me.

haha everybody is saying i am too fussy,
i am just sick of guys asking me the same old time again,
they give me the feeling that all of them the same, or should i say i just haven't meet enough guys yet?
if i want to say any guy that has a very important place in my heart,
i bet all my loyal reader or close friends should know,
hehe, he is very important to me,
and that why i take every step with caution,

it started with a crush, but as times goes by, the feeling doesn't go away and in between i did try to go into a new rs, but it won't work,
i don't even know why i am holding on, sometimes i appreciate the friendship between us,
okay at least i am sure he regard me as a friend! HAHA.
because friends are much more simpler, but every time the moment i think of him probably going to attach to be someone,my heart literally was on the verge of jumping out,
and there is still that aching pain,
i think i will be that, argh i don't want to know, but deep inside my heart,i know the harsh truth when the time comes.
and i've thought of all the impossibility before etc, but
i wanted to say, i trust you,
but i am afraid of wanting you more that i can't let go of you because i DO have feeling for you even if you don't have to me.
sighs big time.

thats probably another reason for making me working so hard, because i will be tired everyday to even think properly.
HAHA. my life is all kinda perfect except for the love life part, yeah i know.
HAHA, work is wonderful for me be it clinic or at the hotel,
everyone been so nice to me,
i have a wonderful family, an awesome mummy who take care of me because i been working so hard.
all except when it comes to love life , it seems nothing is perfect, and i just can't have best of both world,

anw, a food shot to tempt you guys! heehaw.

showing you guys soon more of me! ^^
i am actually applying annual leave for this friday because i have no time to do my hair!
everyday work from morning to noon, by the time i reach woodlands its alrdy 6plus,
so i hope my AL is successful :)
if i decide not to work in the hotel after i finish, which i probably will do that,
choosing between clinic and hotel, i know the latter is a better opportunity,
but the reason why i am treated so much better is probably because i was jus a trainee,
so the expectation wasn't too high,
maybe its different when i work full-time,
and thus i rather i have the sweet memories of me spending my internship in this hotel instead of having nightmare,
of course, i be probably taking a break before deciding what to do next,
guess i shall end now, i am so tired and sleepy
and i din get to clean my rm tdy ! :(
okay tmr then! ^^ till then! :)

2012-01-08T23:57:00.002+08:00

Hello! I am here to update my blog! bear with me for a few more weeks before i have my new photos up on this blog, getting sick of this old photo , but i haven't got the time to play photoshoot, so lets wait till cny yeah! haha, anyway, my hair is so cui right now that i don't even take alot of photos nowsdays.

above is an example :( the curls is too strong that even when i cut my hair short and when its grow back, its become one ugly look like curl but not look like curl,

so i am getting a rebond this time round! :)

this year so disappointing because i didn't get my alot of my bonus :(

i shld get ard $600plus, and i got half of it because of internal problems,

last year i got like $500 over plus.

sighs, wait for next year.so my budget for this year was tight, but lucky i got savings, so i can still dress up chio chio la. HAHAHA.

dress out chio, but no boyfriend. aiyo. HAHA.

but nvm, i am hosting gathering for all my friends to come to my hse and we are having cny visiting! :)
anyway, jus went for my clinic annual dinner at royal plaza,carousel.
second time that i went there, getting abit sick of the food already. hahaha.
but its halal, as most of my colleagues are malays.. you see. haha i hope they change to another restaurant leh. keep eating there abit sian:(

as it was a buffet dinner, so what i see is appealing but when i take it and put it on my plate, its doesn't look so appealing! hahaha.
the other one is the cold fish, it look like dry and not nice to eat when you see,
but when you really try,it not dry but refreshing, its super nice that i took second serving! hahaha.
tried a few oysters, but i din like, but their scallops was quite good :)

second round,lamb, chicken alot of food that i take, and creme brulee. HAHAHA.
after the 2nd rd, was quite full, but we continued eating, just that, i get too lazy to eat anymore.
even though i tweet often, but you will realise,if you follow me that if i am out or sth, i rarely use my phone to tweet, unless its awkward moment sth like that la, HAHA.
and then i was full so i was telling S, come lets take photo, rest first. haha
but it turns out everyone become so eggcited and initially there was only two of us,

looking good! the dress code was black so most of us was wearing black , heehaw.

me and shila. we always go out one! ^^
all my colleagues very funny one, some can't get along with each other,
but thank god i am okay with all of them, i am the popular partner to work with la, shyshy* haha.
tip: work with a big heart. be understanding,casual and help each other out. :)
anw i meet with lynn first because i ended work ard 4.30 so bath get prepared etc was like 5.30, waited outside but turns out most of them was already inside. haha.

shila wanted to take one full length shot because she want to show her orange belt which cnt be really see from this photo. haha.
do i look slim? HAHAHAHA. AWW. i know i know.
hahahaha.

raudha, feena , standing next to me was lynn.
as i was saying, more and more people joining us,

HAHA, and we had two table because my monster boss merge his another clinic colleagues which has 5 girls, all slim and skinny and chio cause they was the asethetics clinic one, and we filled up one table because no one wants to sit with monster, anyway he was late also. HAHAHA

there was more, look at all the iphone user among us, HAHAHA.
we asked one waitress to take for us, but there was so many phones, and even two ipad come out somemore,HAHAHA
got one is the super mega one but i din use my phone, some other ipad took one whole shot,
ps its blur because i using iphone.
quality not that good yeah. haha

more photos :)

very long never take photos, kind of excited what kind of photo i will take:)
i know i know, i super vain one ma! HAHAHA.
i bought most of my cny outfits already, like 3 set, HAHA,
cny always means spending lots of $ for me, haha from head to toe, in and out. everything.

and, this year will be more exciting because the gathering that i am hosting, the response was quite good,
as in i dun have lot of friends telling me they can't attend or not free,
so i was quite taken aback.
haha.
just hope it stays the same till the actual day ^^

and seeing the calender, the days gonna pass very fast already.
i feel like taking a break after i finish iip,
to continue to work or not is a unknown yet.
i not sure eh, kind of tired been working continously,
i am becoming more n more no lifer-.
maybe i jus need a break.

going back to school next saturday for the iip presentation!
and i haven even got started, hahaha. shall start tmr yeah. super lazy. hehehe.
will update soon^^ see ya guys!

2012-01-02T23:47:00.004+08:00

Hello everyone! This shall be the first post of 2012!

and it also marks the start of me blogging for 6 years already! if you count the archives,

but actually, i started blogging since 2006.

When i was much younger, i aspire to be as famous and popular like the few famous bloggers,

my thinking mindset at that time was,

"because they was able to earn lots of $ just by blogging."

all the cheque $ photo that they post make me wow.

But now, nahh.

I wanted to be famous, i wanted to have lots of readers. that was what i want in the past.

But i don't know.. maybe as times passes by, i don't even care about how many hits i have,

or what i have to do in order to let more people know about my blog.

I enjoy blogging, raving my day and what i encountered etc

and i don't really care whether i will have any readers or not,

i don't care what others think of me, even if they do read my blog,

because you won't understand me unless you really hang out with me:)

Reading my blog can be a pleasure, and sometimes i get comments from my friends or random stranger who added me in msn and because i only revealed my blog url by putting it only on my msn nick,

they read my blog and they say they love reading because it makes them feel happy after they read.

Thank you to all who read my blog and appreciate it , kuakuakua.

i don't hide what i am feeling about in my blog, except when its comes to relationship mattars.

i am straightforward, even if i am angry with a friend, i dont care whether they really read or not.

hehe.

elliott is so funny.

my previous post did mentioned about him and the gf,

and later that evening after i blog about the previous post, as i was working,

elliott texted me telling me he can go already fr the gathering that i am hosting at my hse.

i think it was quite weird because he rejected in the morning and suddenly telling me he can go in the evening,

later on that night when he talk to me, and while we was chatting,

i came to realise it was not him who send the msg telling me that he can go,

it was the gf, and i have been texting which i tot it was him but it was the gf who was talking to me instead.

BIAN TAI!! SHE PLAYING SPILT PERSONALITY!!

OKAY, anyway i didn't say anything scandalous to elliott, thank god so she does not know about anything.
oops. aha

she check his phone.

oh well, i guess pretty so, thats when she saw the msg that i invited elliott and she allowed elliott to go because she dun wan me to be angry at her.

anyway, elliott just did the most funny thing when i know that the gf check his phone and i ask him,

so did she actually see the msg that i say i waiting for him to break up w her and i will ask him out to hang w other friends of ours?

and he say no, cos he del.

and i was like, no wonder because i couldnt sense any hatred from her as she was texting me.

thats when elliott say,

" but i am not sure whether if she read your blog, she will be nice to you anymore"

and i was like,

how did you know i blogged?

HAHAHA i didn't tell him and i tot maybe he saw my twitter ranting first before i actually even blog.

and his reply was so epic,

make me laugh so much, no wonder can call as good friend of mine!

his reply was,

walau say until like i don't know you like that! when you are angry, you will blog one what.

LOL.

that was funny, he still remember. omg. gasps, sparkling eyes*

ok anyway, i invited the gf along but she didnt want to join,

and it was very contradicting when she say she don't like to join strangers, weirdo.

anyway who cares, elliott is glad he can come , but hopefully no last min hiccups!

and..

i was suppose to have two day off straight one, but i was happily going on work last saturday, the eve of new year, and was asked if i could come back to work on sunday,

which was a new year day. because they lack of manpower,

and i have to come back, but do team leader,

manager ask me personally, sighs, want reject also cannot la,

but luckily, she say she will give me one day off back which i can claim on 14jan! heheehe, so i dun have to switch my off day from sunday to sat next week! :)

all the asst mgr came back ytd and the atmosphere was tense because all unhappy they have to come back,

but nevertheless, it was funny when asst mgr super funny, they all do bed strippers, and i do team leader,

should change role right!

so funny and the RAs was shocked when they know the asst mgrs is the bed stripper,

only one was doing team ldr w me also, diff floors the other two girls asst mgr strip linens etc,

and it was abit unlucky when one of my RA didn't turned up,

somehow sometimes its expected,

but lucky thank god in the end, i was saved as the mrng AM managed to find one person for me.

hahahaha.

the day was tiring, but lucky i finish the day.

and today happen to be my off day! finally.

i checked the calender and i've been working 16 days straight,

i think its the highest record so far?

because even on my off days i working in the clinic,

and only rested for today before i have a long day tmr,

hotel and clinic as i started back morning shift!

k la, wake up morning tired, but i end work early!

clinic , here i come! :))

And some random things that happened to me when i was working in the hotel,
an auntie RA came to me, she always call me xiao mei,
and she was prc so she speak to me in chinese telling me my voice hen hao ting when i talk ( very nice voice i presume if i translate to eng)?
make me like a shy only!
and then the other PRC guy follow her and say li ling, your voice really very nice! HAHAHAHA.
and i just smile hahaha, i don't know how to react in public when people complimented me like that, hahaha
i have been doing coordinator for very long in evening so they say they like to listen to my voice when i pick up the calls. HAHAHAHA.

and when i do team ldr ytd, one runner also complimented me telling me my voice super gentle. HAHAHAHAHA. SUPER SHY. HAHAHAHA.
they haven seen me flare up only.
when i flare up, i am not only gentle, but ADORABLE TOO. :) HAHAHAHAHA,

this was sep the day i strike out when i was still doing rms, striking out the days one by one

and then oct, starting to attach to team ldr and learn their job scope, writing report etc.

and then start do solo.

the day before i do team ldr after so long,

i went back home and start revising the notes that i still keep.

thank god.

nov, i start to learn how to do turndown, and also learn coordinator

finally its dec, done two days of late eve team ldr, attach evening team ldr, evening coordinator, and amentiy packer.

and finally its jan!

i am stil striking my days off!

very fast its gonna be feb and i will end my internship soon!

its a confusing feeling whether i want to continue work,

sighs. i am too fickle-minded :(

okay i know this is random, i taken it sometime ago,
this belongs to oh li mei, this soft toy is so cute la! hahaha a guy bought it for her after she only say its so cute, i guess..HAHAHA.

WHY I NO MEET NICE GUYS LIKE THIS?!
don't ned to say also can buy for me! HAHAHAHA.
oh well, im immune.
sometimes friends who went through bad relationships telling me they give up on guys.
hahaha to me its a experience,
and i am not afraid to fall back in love, if i have a chance. :)
never give up. i am so worried i will be single forever.
BUT THATS IMPOSSIBLE RIGHT, I AM NOT UGLY.
WHY NO ONE FIND ME!
hahahahaha. okay jus kidding,
let nature take its course,
but let nature take its course sure very slow one leh!!
HAHAHAHAHA.
anyway i was super touched when i received a parcel sent from MTLW!
i knew it i knew it when she ask me for my address!
i knew she is going to sent me something, but i didn't really bothered after i give her the address.
it was only recently that i received and it was my xmas present!

tada! ok i know its kinda of slanted, i am lazy to rotate uh, but it was a beautiful wrap set of from head to body lotions! ;)
Thank you gf! ^^V
actually i wanted to give her sth like this for xmas!
but since i received it first, its not sincere if i will to give her back the same thing but different packaging only right!
and i love the message inside the small merry xmas card,
hahaha last year valentine! i still remember we celebrate it tgt!
if she dun have a bf yet, i gonna ask her out again and we can celebrate like what we do last year!
hopefully. hehehehe.
ok anyway i was reading 9gag one day and i wanted to do sth random and yet special for her..
and since it was my off day, i went to get some simple materials, and i thought of..

customising a teddy bear for her!!

Okay, it was the first time i actually make a doll, you know even though i have lots of soft toys,
but making one myself was the first time,
but it was not very successful for the first time.

EXPECTATION DOESNT MEET REALITY.
EVERYTIME ONE LEH!
make me angry.
HAHA.
it turns out not so pretty and its not even a bear, halfway i was depressed already and i decided to do it my own way..
and it was..

TADAH!!
i know it was ugly, and i blog it now because i am not giving this to her because it was like not impressive leh.
she will probably go. MEH. tis present if i give her and so paiseh to give her right,
like i sew until tis doll not so cute anymore,
and so i didn't think of giving it to anyone, because i gonna try to make another one for her,
hopefully it works, otherwise i gonna shop another gift for her! hahahaha.

and so i whatsapp pc randomly and show her tis photo!
HAAHAHAHA, she thought i bought it and she say its cute!!
HAHAHAHA and she want it, i haven finish the hand, because halfway too demoralised so i put it on my table and went to the living rm to watch my tv. HAHAHA all until oh li mei ask me what is this. HHAHAHA
ANYWAY, since pc wants it, i gonna put in more extra effort to complete this and give it to her.HAHAHAHA
hope she like it!
i asked if she want me to redo another one, but she want tis ! so okay, i shall do it more nicer! HAHAHAHA
anyway its gonna be 12am and i am still blogging away because i can't sleep,
so long do noon shift, its gonna take some hard time for me to adapt to morning shift waking up in the morning.
i guess its time for me to get to bed! till then! :)))
HAPPY NEW YEAR ALL! ^^

Ending 2011, welcoming 2012! :)

2011-12-30T12:00:00.002+08:00

Hello everyone!! :) Before this blog actually move to a new year.

Here i am, typing out a post ending 2011 and welcoming 2012.

Year 2011 has been quite a good year for me i guess?

i don't presume any worst year because life's have all ups and down,

even in 2012, there is no guarantee that i will be happy all the way.

signs coming from a girl who have really grow up. :)

In 2011, i moved on to year 3 of poly life. the last stage of schooling before i guess i will start working officially in 2012 , since i have no plans of furthering my studies.

2011 was a very simple ordinary year.

or rather because i am just that simple and ordinary, being positive really helps alot.

One of the most daring thing that i do was probably cutting my hair short.

the very old photo in this blog is a proof of how short i actually cut my hair.

my hair grow longer, ps: you guys can only see when its nearing cny my new hairstyle:) stay tuned ;)

Had a very short relationship w sean which not much people know about it because i didnt really tell anybody.

only one two friends know about it.

hurt before but i've let it go.

when a rs fail, it doesn't involve one party, both party are at fault.

i have my reserve too when i didnt want to make it official because at that time, i didn't want to let V know because in case you know there's miracles.

but yet,i am the one finding him when i break off w sean.

and then he knows everything. HA.

if i can say for these years, i don't really have any lasting relationship, and the longest time i like someone was actually V that we didn't even have a rs.

But sometimes maybe its the best because i have someone to talk to, to flirt with too .HAHA.

maybe thats enough for me, i just can't have a rs because it won't last.

maybe i only love myself more. :)

Get to know a few more guys later on in this year, but the feelings is not there.

or because i didn't want to commit to a relationship when i am so busy nowsdays.

Meanwhile, i was still a workaholic in 2011, meeting friends once in a while, making plans etc when i got the time to meet them. And, i am glad that my friends didn't abandon me.

we still hang out when most of us are free.

but when my internship starts or for most of us, it was even much difficult.

almost 5mth have passed and for this 5mth,

it was pretty a no lifer because going to work. go home, go work. go home.

so actually from sep to dec.

i have nothing much to update haha except i meet really nice colleagues who guide me etc till where i stand now.

Welcoming 2012, i hope to have a more happening year!

No 1. I want to learn how to dance KPOP!

i was actually first attracted by KPOP becus of 2ne1.

i really love their live performances compared to their video..

and my KPOP =2NE1 only. haha.

so in the new year, i hope i be able to find friends that is interested to join dancing class with me!

No.2. I want to travel.

this was actually my first thought after i finish my internship, to go overseas ,

to pamper myself after the super disciplined 6th intern life.

But, i have second thoughts of whether to continue to work in the hotel if i finish my intern.

whether i can take up a job first so that i doesn't have to worry finding a full time job since i dun plan to further studies.

yet on the other hand, my clinic job. i dunwan to let go of that job too.

so i really have to manage my schedule and discuss with my mgr if they really allow me to continue to work.

i know i am too greedy, i love my clinic job, but on the other hand, working in the hotel is not bad considering i already know everybody over there :)

No.3 Photoshoot w Jieying.

Taking a photoshoot has always been my dream.

because i want to tell myself next time i used to be so pretty that its okay i am old with all the wrinkles etc.

i wanted to feel how its like taking good photos.

and i didn't know Jieying was interested too!

so it gonna be a one to do list in the new year!

No.4. Meeting new people.

I hope i will have chances of meeting new people.

friends that i can hang out with.

sometimes i missed the i have girlfriends that i can hang out with.

because each of them is from my different group of cliques.

i have stopped trying to put them all tgt when we go out because i will be the most tired trying to mingling with both cliques which i throw them tgt to meet at the same day.

meeting new friends, i don't know, working life seems to be lesser chance of meeting new friends, because you never know if they are ur friends or ur enemy.

HAHA.

No.5 Elliott breaking up with his current gf.

before you jump to conclusion that i fall in love with my closest guy friend,

No, i just feel unfair for him that ever since he attach with that current gf he have right now,

he stopped hanging out with me.

initially i can understand when he first started out with her, i will be the odd one if i do still cling over him,

i understand, but whenever we have gathering like mingyi bdae chalet, the gf dun allow him to stay and he can't stay.

and in the upcoming cny gathering that i've planning to invite different grp of my friends to my hse for steamboat,

he don't seem to be the elliott that i used to know,

the okay i will come! confirm come!

but he texted me, telling me he not going because he don't feel like going.

and that next time if he dun have gf, i dun have to call him out anymore because he's alrdy trap alone.

i was like shocked and confused,

knowing my pattern , of cos i questioned him.

what do you mean you dont want to come? what the crap of trapping alone?

thn he told me he can't even have normal friends but he trying to shift the blame to himself instead of the girl.

and thn he told me that girl doesn't want him to hang out with his frens yet she still can go out w her own friends,

i was wondering if that girl actually take elliott for a dog.

even a dog other people still can sayang hor!

i really wonder how the girl talk to elliott as a boyfriend.

imagine*

girl : hey baby.

elliott ,: yes?

girl ; can you stop hanging out with ur friends because i only want you as my only, i can still go out w my friends but you belong to me solely~ WITH THE CHAO BABY ACT CUTE VOICE.

elliott : smitten with love* okay.

TMD CRAP ASS THAT BITCH JUST PUT BLACK MAGIC ON ELLIOTT!!

and i really don't get it why elliott just don't want to break off with her leh!

did he just lose himself to her?! LOL.

or did he do sth to her? oops.

a relationship won't work if one is controlling too much of the other.

they won't get sick of each other meh.

i look at you, you look at me.

i mean ok la, if its starting the first 3 honeymoon mths.

afterthat leh?

everyone will have things that they want to do not with their partner, but probably

girls hanging out w her girlfriends for shopping,

guy playing their fav video games or going gym w their friends etc.

but SHE is not letting elliott meeting his own friends.

isn't it weird?

i get mad if my partner tried to control me.

because im just gg to trust him, usually if they just inform me where they are gg if they cant meet me or where they actually going, i am okay.

the most extreme was allowing my ex to go to clubs.

even though i was not happy but i let him go,

sometimes it really depends how much you trust the guy.

for elliott okay even if she's worried elliott will smoke under his friends influence,

but seriously whether he smoke or not , good or bad for health.

EVERYBODY DIE EVENTUALLY.

FYI, i am not a smoker. but i know i will die eventually too. how sad. HAHA.

and i told him not to feel so pitiful just because he want to tolerate her.

he must have really love her alot.

maintaining a rs takes time, even though i know for elliott case, its a waste of time la. HAHA.

maybe thats how the reason why my rs won't work because i am just too impulsive ,rash etc.

BUT I TOLD HIM, ITS OKAY, I WILL WAIT FOR YOU TO BREAK,

WE WILL HANG OUT ONCE AGAIN WHEN YOU DECIDED TO ESCAPED FROM HELL OR WHEN THE girl don't find eu interesting anymore and dump you or when he decide to wake up from his nightmare.

doesn't mean i won't call you anymore just because when you are attached you always cant make it and now tt you are single, i leave you to die!. no la, i won't.

he will still be my forever good friend until one day that bitch decided to lift the curse for him! HAHAHAHA.

as i am writing till now, i realised, WHAT LIKE REALLY?!

the main highlight looks like hoping elliott to break w the gf. HAHAHA.

I HAVE SO LIL THINGS THAT I WANTED TO ACHIEVE ACTUALLY?!

oh well, i am always so random. its not so accurate for a few lil things that i want to achieve right now. HAHAHAHA.

till then! ;)

HAPPY NEW YEAR FOR ALL WELCOMING 2012! :)

on the last day of 2011, i will still be working too ;((

Random updates,

2011-12-26T01:01:00.000+08:00

Hello everyone!Merry xmas to all yeah!

didn't really celebrate this year, which i mentioned in previous post.

but i hope everyone is enjoying themselves!

i just spent these two supposingly two off day working at my clinic. HAHA.

the days pass so fast that i realised i haven't been blogging for so long!

recently, i'm just been busy with working. you know, the usual.

if i haven't mentioned, or if anyone ever bothered to rmb my shift becus i been saying so many times, Yet my clinic colleagues always ask if i can cover, practically everyday that pissed me off.

, i've been working 3-11pm this shift for this entire mth.

even though learning totally different things for different week.

for eg, doing evening team leader, midnight RA, late evening team leader, Pu/Co group, coordinator which i

have been doing for 5 days and i still have 4 days more!etc.

and actually i enjoy the most is..

doing rooms with the other RAs. HAHA.

that has got to be the less burden.

most stressful is the evening coordinator.

i am totally going crazy when phone calls keep ringing,

have to really really know how to multi-task.

and its making me think twice whether i want to continue to work after my internship.

its giving me second thoughts.

even though pay is considerably not bad from what i heard, but i know i need to enjoy my job.

otherwise i will have no motivation because i can't get any sense of satisfaction out of it.

but.. aiya.. currently i am not sure what i want..

i guess sometimes when you been working to a extent where you totally doesn't have any rest,

you don't get to do stuffs that you love to do, having ur own free time to do,

it is like struggling,

if i really count, actually i am practically working everyday.

but i am still going strong..

life still goes on, the world still moves whether you want to move or not.

and what keeps me going, i don't know, but i am not feeling negative whenever i report to work either in hotel or at my clinic.

so thats probably make my life much more happier..

internship has taken a great part of my life as you can see, i am not even having any new picture of me,

the super vain love to camwhore once in awhile in order to get chio picture of me,

is still using the same picture where i cut my hair short early apr this year till NOW.

and i will only probably start to post a new photo of me only during CNY i guess,

because i would have done up my hair etc.

haha. i am rebonding my hair this year to make me look much younger. hahaha.

till now, unless i manage to take photo that i look nice, HAHA.

some random updates and photos in order not to make this post looks like its only words,

i bought this almond roca and macadamia roca at watsons when it was having a special offer,
like 2 for $9.90!
i first try almond roca when i was working as a telemarketer for hamper-ordering and we get to sample some of the products inside and i love this roca.
HAHA.
and even though i spent my weekend working whole day in the clinic, in between i have the break,
last time when i was still studying, there is no way i will actually stepped out of the clinic during break.
but because this is my only day off that i am sort of 'available' to go shop around,
cos if i am working 3-11pm,
i try to wake up early, but failed everytime and will wake up like 11am,
or 12am, ha, by then i will had my lunch, bath and go off to work already.
meet J at jurong point and there was cocoa trees, and she introduced me one kind of chocolates that is so nice!
did you guys see the one bag full of wrapping it like sweets? its actually chocolates,
don't get deceived by its cheap wrapping,
it taste so nice! plus some of the flavour got cereals instead, making it more crunchy!
and i super super love bitter dark chocolates,
and actually J treated me to that bag of chocolates,
if you buy 20 you get 5 free, one piece is 0.70cent, so abt $14 for 20 pieces,
super nice can go and try!
the name is called sorini, its under those mix n match catergory.
and there is the toggi, w rum filling!
omg, that is tasty too, when you bite the sort of the wafer, got the rum smell already woohoo.
and i was sort of shopping w J, because after xmas, the next highlight event confirmed is the cny one! HAHAHA.
time to shop for new clothes, even though i am like shopping that whole year round. HAHAHA.
but cny give me the excuse to dress up and put in more effort to wear more chio! HAHAHA.
i saw a bag that was super nice, but i resisted to buy.
because i got this habit of , if i like, i will buy it straight.
usually, i have the thought of what i can do when i buy this bag, mix n match etc all running inside my mind,
and thats why, i shop randomly, not for all the fancy brands.
like hushpuppies, if i dun like anything, i wont even buy no mattar if the brand is having a great sale or what,
somehow, looking good in an outfit, doesn't mean you have to spend tons of $ on it.
and i been thinking of the bag when i went back to work,
and then, think think think..
and decided to, aiya i shld reward myself right so i decided to go bak the next day which was today to buy the bag.

and tada, it was mine!
but it has a story behind it. HAHA.
i know some of you might not understand why i like this bag or you don't think its nice. due to different perceptions view etc.
but who cares, i like and i know it suit me! :)
the photo doesn't really justify it the chio-ness of this bag. haha.
i love this type of plain, chain, gold bling , big ,type of bag.
before that S and I decided to have lunch first before going to buy my bag.

tom yum bee hoon kuay, nice to eat especially on a rainy day! HAHA.
drools* HAHAHAHA. i love spicy food^^
and so we went to the store, and i was relieved when the bag was still there.
because you never know someone might actually bought this bag before i even decided to buy.
but before i take that bag, i wanted to look around other stuff that might interest me,
and.. then a mother and a daughter walked into the store too,
and the daughter take the bag too, because when i turned around, that bag was gone and i realised she took it as she is wearing it while looking at the mirror.
and she look as much interested as i am.

the fastest person get the bag!
i didn't really take the bag after she put it back, must got composure right! cannot so kiasu right, HAHA.
so i just went to ask the salesgirl if she have a new one for this bag.
and she went to checked, and then she came back telling me this is the last one.
by then, i already taken the bag.
okay la, to me, if i really like the bag, i am not so particular whether if its a display set or what.
afterall, its still looks new to me, and i really like the bag. HAHA.
plus if i take longer time to decide whether to take or not, scarly the daughter want that bag already.
so i straightaway pay.
actually i spend my $ fast,
if i like something, and if i am able to afford, i will buy it without hesistation,
just a minor check on the goods, and cling cling. you earned my $.
HAHA
n the mother n daughter was looking me when i pay for that bag already.
in fact, i started wearing it because i didn't bring my bag as i only bring my wallet and phone since i am going back to clinic when its 5pm.
HAHA.
and then we went to shop around and i bought clothes again and shoes!

this picture alone can't tells you how much i love all this,
you just gotta see me in real wearing , w mix n match or when you see photos of me wearing the clothes!
i love to mix and match,
a top is a top.
however you can dress it either casual or you can wear it smartly,
it really just depends on ur creativity etc.
and its about one more week before 2011 end and welcoming the beginning of 2012,!
this year, same as the previous year, ending 2011 single.
this is probably the biggest regret of my life in 2011 that i am still unable to find that someone.
HAHA, love will come by and i guess i probably just have to wait,
but then, i am always so busy, sometimes i am not even sure if i am just finding excuses for myself or i place priority over earning $ then getting into a r.s
probably talk about this in some other post, long lengthy post, shall end nw! gdnight! :)

Xmas Party, Updating etc.

2011-12-17T02:17:00.002+08:00

HOHOHO. Merry xmas in advance! This year is slightly different from last year, not really celebrating xmas with my friends compared to last year.
last year was a super absurd random idea for me to book a hotel n having some cuddling times with some of my closest friends or those that i hang out with,
preparing all the foods etc by myself!
don't believe, can just go read back my dec archives! hahaha.
but this year.. not so free like last year already, plus elliott got a gf already, qianci is also busy, and the others..its not so easy to organise one party again.
But this year, i managed to walk down the orchard road w lesden,zolene, the previous post that i blog, just to get myself in the xmas atmosphere.. HAHA.

But, the hotel that i am working under now as a trainee, has their xmas party just recently! haha.
they pulled me out to help out w the party, so for the very first time i get to wear a santarina outfit! HAHA.
its was quite a fun and interesting experience.
i was worried i couldn't fit in the outfit.
i was supposed to work noon shift, but they chg my shift to morning so that i can go back afterthat! like whee!
because i having 3-11pm shift for this entire month, abit ta, too boring?
even though i dun have to get up very early, but still..
its a bit no life because i can't do anything.
go work. home. sleep. haha.
but so far, i am still doing good!
not complaining much now because nth bad happens to me yet,

this was the amount of people who play the secret santa games! HAHA.
this table which is full of presents was a game that they come up with,
those who wish to play will have to draw a lot and see who are they suppose to buy a gift budget of $5 to that person.
if you got play, you will get a gift.
i arrange all those presents one hor! haha.

i get very excited when i see all these nicely wrapped presents! hahaha.
like omg, some was really very sweet to wrap it super nice! hahaha.
there was also the lucky draw presents.
that was a bit challenging because they actually numbered the present already but its like, some number couldn't be found, and it got me irritated when i was suggesting why we couldn't jus skip the number.
the way they play lucky draw was also very funny.
to me i think its very confusing.
usually, eu get ur number and if ur number is draw out, you will get probably from top 10 prizes onwards right?
but this was different,it was arranged in names instead,
for etc , announcing top 10 first draw out name will receive the prizes in order, so that why they couldn't just skip the number.
halfway when we arrange, i already headache and sian plus we was running out of time when we haven't even get changed etc.
and they ask me to go help eric who was going to perform lady gaga bad romance as he dress up as a girl. HAHA.

this was the ballroom for the xmas party, even bigger thn the photo cos i couldn't get to take down the whole place photo.
i shall say, it was a rather successful one but then, you know housekeepers, they don't have all the time,
there are others who didn't come down for the party because they couldn't finish cleaning their rooms on time. sad.
halfway some have to leave because they have to start their solo turndown at 5.30pm.
but the game and activities was fun enough when you see how kiasu and serious in playing games, i jus keep on laughing n laughing.
i was the secret santa girl standing beside all the prizes just to give out mini treats when they won the game etc,

this was deborah and trixia.

and this was me! now i see the length of the outfit was quite long, but when i wear it, i feel its kinda of short. HAHA weird.
before that i was helping eric in one of the rm he was dressing up. haha
the fake wig, the costume etc. haha
so funny.
and before that we tally the present for secret santa, and i was rather disappointed how come i didn't see my name on any of the present one..
it was like.. don't tell me i don't have present leh!
like HOW CAN?! so sad can.
but the truth was revealed after i finish helping eric and wanted to go down to the party already thn he ask me to hand down, and i was itchyhand trying to see who he is giving,
hahha by the time he tried to stop me, i saw my name! HAHAHAHA.
so he is my secret santa afterall!
it feels good to have someone you have once work together with as my secret santa! HAHAHAHA.
especially when i saw the gift that he make for me!
super touched can. hahahaha.
are you ready to see the gift that he make for me? HAHAHA..
drum rolls!*

this is it!
as much as i hate photo frame as a gift actually.. but i was super happy when i saw this!
because its customised!!
its not a paper that he burned to make the corner effects,
but its carved out!
the material can be clearly see that its make from a wood, and all these wordings,
i must say, he did it all by himself!

because he was a designer back in philipines.
and he got this photo when we participate in the vertical marathon event!
this gift was like priceless!
there was a small mini xmas card which he wrote to me too, hahaha.
it was "stay sweet and humble as you are! "kept me laughing when i saw.
he is a funny and interesting guy and he clean rooms super fast one!
when he was one of the rm attendants that was under me when i manage floors, he always help me if i need help one!

the two new girl afterparty craze. haha

me and S.N. haha i worried they will track my blog you see. haha.

taking some photos . hahaha

me with N.

and when i thought i will lose weight when i work in hskp, apparently its not because i been so happy working there, no signs of depression that i didn't lose my appetite etc leh. still bui bui one! sighs.

i only know so far in these 4 mths that i been there,
everyone is super nice to me!
and team ldr is even encouraging me to continue to work after i finish my internship.
initially, my plan was to be able to finish my internship successfully which looks like there is only two more months more.
time pass fast one leh! for me, what i can say was,
i think that i am one lucky girl.
i get to meet so far all quite nice people, or sometimes i just choose not to take it too seriously their sarcasm,
just tell yourself, its their own mouth, not yours, you can't do anything.
forgive and try to probably forget.

and i didn't really think of what to do after i graduated, because i don't think i will go on and study university because i can't get into a local one, so i probably have to get one in private,
and its so irritating because private only require a gpa of 2 n you can get in!
then what for i work so hard to get a 3 right! tsk.
anyway, the fees for private uni aren't cheap too.
and i don't think i can afford to pay the fees.
its takes lots of determination.
coping work and studies in poly for my own expenses is enough, if i have to add on one more of paying my own sch fees.
sighs.
i much rather start working already.
and i think those who follows me on twitter knows what i been thinking about,
my consideration to take into advice of one team leader's words.
it started when we was checking rm at night since i solo evening team ldr bt they still got their shift to do too,
so he suggest me to go and apply for AM position.
which is asst mgr position after i graduated.
FYI, most of the AMS in my dept are all under 27.
most graduated from uni and here they are working as AM already,
it look good in their resume if they decided to switch jobs next time.
like at such a age, its not easy already to get that title.
HAHA.

i was modest and told him he think too highly of me already,
he told me a secret, but i won't reveal. its a position that is still empty. HAHA.
he say he think i can do it because i can manage the stressful floors, which i been grumbling in twitter because its not easy to manage that floors and yet i can still do it.
and not only him, the other two leaders complimented me too when i told them my hesistation of deciding whether to continue to work upon graduation.
most of them which i am more closer to give me the thumbs up n say tht i am good because they say so far nobody can manage the floors, esp when i was just a trainee.
so, anyone who heard this not just from one person also happy right! HAHA.
i put in effort to learn one eh, its not easy to be the mrng team ldr.
it give me much encouragement because i thought nobody see the effort that i put in.
HAHA.
and its like, after i cn manage that floor uh, walau that period of time, i almost everyday get that floor.
even though i grow much closer to the RAs who work in that floor range, but if i want to cont to work,
i don't want to work as a team ldr eh.
because i scared they might really give me the stressful floors forever just because they know i can take it. :(

actually it would be quite challenging and fun to work compared to a office job sitting there typing all day.
and i know both asst mgr and team ldr positions are available..
so, i am still thinking because i will also get to learn the work of asst mgr too,
so if i can handle the stress etc,
i might consider asking the mgr if i cn apply for that position.
what i am more concerned is whether they will take me in for tt position because the other have the degree, mine is only diploma.
but hospitality industry doesn't really need a degree eh!
so lets just see how it goes..
i still need to know whether i can cope anot. HAHA.

anyway, just some other update that i decided to blog in this post, haha, super lazy to separate post,
watched "almost famous"and really its quite a good movie after hearing good comments from others who watched it long ago, because i dun have too much free time to catch movie as often like last time!

jieying w the chipmunks.

me with him! aww theordore is so damm cute!
"Me: Can i take a photo with you?
Simon: Of course! "

AND HERE YOU GO! HAHAHAHA.
one more one more!

i still haven start painting my room, it was delayed because my parents are visiting my aunt's hushband who was hospitalised.
and i am working 5pm to 1am tmrw, so i won't have time to paint tmrw,
and i have to work again on sunday morning in the clinic and 5pm at the hotel.
i missed working in the clinic! hehe.

and, have started to buy cny clothes, everytime around this year,
everything need to be new, and also to start managing my $ so that i can use it wisely,
every new year, all my clothes from head to toe , in and out all have to be brand new!
even a new hairstyle!
HAHA. last year i permed my hair, this year i getting a rebond and probably a dye!
to make myself look more younger now.. HAHA.

no of masks that i always love to buy when i see beauty fair! hahaha there is still alot not used yet when i bought at sasa fair the other time,
beneath all the mask,
its a furry coat, super chio one! and super nice to touch,
a knitted type of top, and a furry bottom,
it a set outfit that i am going to wear for cny!
hahaha.
need a beanie or a pair of boots to finish that look! HAHAHA

anyway i was rather apologetic that i couldn't attend grandeur chalet as i promised the other time, because i am too busy already, and i bet they are having a great time even w/o me! HAHAHA.
PS : and to follow up, sufi just transfer the $ back after one day when i blog the previous post,
when he told me his whatsapp gt problem.
but before that, the text msges leh?
anyway i am not angry anymore when i finish that post,
i am not sure whether he read my previous post, but then i have nth much to say,
i just feel that its impossible for me to pretend nth happen .
guess i shall end now! goodbye! probably not updating any soon!
goodnight!

Money issues, Friendship.

2011-12-14T11:11:00.002+08:00

Hello! I am here to update my blog, usually when i write a post on it,

especially to someone with the name indicated,

its mean i couldn't care less to hang out with the person anymore.

if you guys have been reading my past posts, you would have know I've blogged before people delaying payment to me.

right way before i even blog that, i have resisted the urge to tweet or even blog,

its like i am feeling so angry but i just kept it down,

its so unusual for me because i am not one who will keep quiet when i was so angry with someone,

and that someone was SUFI

i just complained verbally to jieying when we meet each other in locker rm when i was gg to work.

all until i decided it kinda getting to me and then i start to blog one post in my recently posts still not indicating the name.

when we wanted to buy present for jieying, i was glad that i insisted him to transfer me the $ first.

otherwise who knows i would have blow up long ago,

because i just know his character,

i see how JJ allowed him to pay him after so many mth for my bdae present, i already know.

JJ is nice, he is not so calculative with him,

for me. i see the kind of person.

for eg : when i go out w my colleagues, its okay for me if she tell me she pay for the cab fare, and i pay for tickets or food etc.

don't have to even pay exactly,

i mean doesnt have to be so calculative , to me i can only be generous to the person if i know they are not the type who sponge.

but to such person like that, i just can't do it.

to others, most will aiya, forget it if they don't pay you.

but its because of this, forget it, he will just take for granted.

the most sickening was when i asked him the 2nd time after i know he get his pay.

i have to EVEN ASK.

i dun like to ask people back for money,

i feel that they should got the initiative to return w/o me asking because if someone pay for me first, i would want to return their $ asap.

he ask me for my bank acc no.

and then totally mia,

after bt few days when i checked my balance,

money was not transferred in too.

do you think this person can be trusted?

i doubt so.

and even after that few days i din texted him,

i waited, and msg him.

no reply.

and then after few days i tried to text him.

still no reply.

you tell me is this person dead or what already?

because obviously i can see he is still active in facebook sharing videos.

and i just whatsapp him ytd, you know the two ticks means someone has read ur msg and din get back to you?

yeah and thats what he did, read and i don't know whether he is avoiding me or what

totally no reply.

and i complained to JY and JJ already,

its like what is the meaning of this?

i should be glad i am not lending hundreds.

gods know what happen, i NEVER get my $ back with a person with such mentality, such attitude, worse this character.

JJ try to make peace telling me, its not worth to sacrifice friendship over money,

which i think he should tell sufi instead of me.

if he has really cherish the friendship, he shld know i am not JJ,

once i have to start asking, i am not happy already.

and when i ask and doesn't get a reply, i am boiling.

and after umpteen of not replying,

i am done over with. the whole world just happen to know you are such a person, owing money and doesn't even have the courtesy to reply.

i don't believe if he is so busy to not even have time to check phone. I NO BELIEVE SUCH SHIT.

and, i really don't think i deserve to have such a friend,what for making myself so unhappy when we go out , having to be careful that i don't pay for him first because i probably doesn't get back my money and he doesn't pay at all too.

if you say you don't care to even have such a friend like me , i am even more happier,

but say it only when you prepare to return the $ la hor.

but wait.

NOW even if you decide to return me the money, im not going to even take it.

when i say i not going to take it. I MEAN IT.

oh wait, i dun even think i will be able to get the $ back, what am i thinking. pffsh.

i no longer even want to have anything related to him.

im just gonna treat it as i am doing some charity.

that is when you forced me to say nasty things when i get real pissed.

its just a lesson learnt for me and also people around me,

when you have such a friend,if you just kept quiet, and continue to be friends with them.

they will think its perfectly okay for them to go out with you and any chance of you paying instead of them.

don't try it with me.

i won't tolerate such people, so far all my other friends is not someone like him yet. so yeah just a warning to everyone around me.

i know JJ and JY is gonna be difficult to be in the middle, because we are one clique,but i see no point to hang out with someone w a character like that,

i am still perfectly okay to meet them if they want, but no when they ask him out too.

when i say i don't even want to see his face.

i mean it.

so don't try it in case they are reading this post too.

so then, i guess i shall end this post.

voila! :)

Hangout, Oh Xmas!

2011-12-12T11:57:00.002+08:00

Hello! I am here to update my blog :)

finally some photos after so long because i am always working and there is not much time for me to actually go out you know. hahaha.

anyway, last saturday finally meet up with friends that we haven't got the chance to meet up for so long!

in fact, i uploaded photos to a album that we used to have and realised the last time we update was probably like two year ago. HAHA.

even though i still meet MTLW now and then, but we don't really meet too often too nowsdays.

but she couldn't make it due to some personal reasons and its okay since i think we will meet up very soon too!

as i am always working and usually i wear casual since i have to wear my uniform when i work, so when i really do go out with my friends, i will really dress up!

HAHA, i was actually late.

because halfway when i was almost reaching the bus-stop, i realised my shoes was spoiled,

and i was hesistating between dragging the shoes to town to buy a new one or to go back and change another pair.

and i CHOOSE THE LATTER.

which make me suffer later on. ( read on.) ha

i had no flats anymore, that was the last flats, so i have to wear HEELS.

and its been so long since i actually wear heels,

the last time i wear heels was when i was still studying, you know wearing all the formal attire and wearing heels to make you look more chio-er? haha.

i wear one w the straps on because i scared the shoes will fall out because its been quite long since i get used to walking w heels.

i dun really like to wear heels, but sometimes when i match a outfit, i know that the outfit needs to match w heels to look nice, so die die will wear heels out JUST to match. hahahaha.

and wearing heels need to walk small step by steps,

now actually i prefer wedges. haha.

anyway, we was deciding what to do, my bickering partner, lesden hoe.

just cnt stop suan-ing me, tsk.

cos i didn't plan what to do actually, hahaha.

ok one motive was to walk along the street of orchard and taking photos like what MTLW and i do randomly two years ago.

HAHA. but halfway i wanted to watch movies, because there is so many movies that i haven watch but they had already watched! :(

as we walked along the way,

i don't like this year xmas light decor, not very nice i guess..

lesden hoe fail photo-taking skills. haha

and we was walking when we saw there was a crowd, so we kaypoh kaypoh went and see, hahaha

and it turns out..

there was all the hot guys standing one row for people to take photo w them. hahaha.

this was a funny shot that i take, HAHA.

zolene wanted to take photo w them, we waited awhile before i just went forward and so

tada, us taking photo with them. haha.

thn me w lesden hoe!

before that he was giving me that chao qian bian face, and i was like,

oi give good face hor! tsk.

see my heels. hahaha. it was 3 inch one, and i walked around orchard one whole day. god.

me w zolene, haha

zolene was laughing between the convo of me and lesden, because i am always irritate lesden hoe, hahaha.

sometimes i just don't talk sense, and i din catch what he say and i goes,

huh?

AND he goes.. -.- i dunwan talk to you le!

tsk!

sometimes when i am looking sth, the words that i wanted to say happen to be different from what i think. HAHA

i actually say, hey look i want to take photo w the lamb!

and he goes, you say that is the lamb?!

n i goes.. oh no, its the deer i mean!

haha

and he goes, deer somemore!

and i was like no meh?!

thn he ask me to see the brand, and he say, deer uh.

fine, i din catch the brand, anyway, i see the brand name.

but..who cares right! haha.

i don't even really know so many different brands out there!

shui bian la, haha.

ok then.. here a proper picture of us. haha.

on the street,

actually lesden wasn't feeling well so he keep insisting on eating porridge, but we walked ard n din see any eh, in the end we went in crystal jade , but i dun really like to eat in crystal jade. because the dishes to me is like the same as what i can get in hawker centre eh,

porridge i also can cook myself and it cost even lesser and also tastier! haha.

plus, maybe because my mum knows how to cook so many food, to me, i think its a waste asking me to eat in crystal jade

i rather eat in western restaurant. keke.

and i wasn't hungry but legs was aching, so he eat, he pay and i get to sit down not a bad idea. haha.

thn in the end we wanted to book ticket for the movie you are the apple of my eye,

but i don't know why i can't make the booking through online, so in the end we went to the cathay to book the ticket instead.

actually lesden watched already, but both of us haven't. haha

so he watch 2nd time w us, forced one though .haha

us. haha.

and the movie, you are the apple of my eye was such a awesome movie!

before that, i read the story, i love reading, its the app that you can install in iphone and the story plot was quite different from the movie, its longer and actually the male lead has one girl before he actually woo the female lead for so long one, haha.

but nevertheless, watching the movie makes me thinking of the adolescent me,

when i was 15-16 years old,

i guess i was lucky, i din have a plain student life. HAHAHA.

somehow i miss studying in the sec sch life, even though wearing the uniforms was ugly, haha.

somhow looking back as i watch the movie,

the girl think that he think too perfect for her and she might not be the one that he has thought she was.

ps: maybe everyone just feel the same at that age?

i agreed much when i was that age, especially when i was super fat, still wearing the old ah ma glasses, how can somebody like me?

but then someone really did.

or maybe they really did.

somehow if i didn't, who know whether we might be still tgt by now.

but we are good friends now :) my first love. wahaha.

the stress when you know someone likes you, and

if most of you have watch, the girl wanted to tell the guy her answer but he didn't wanted to know the answer, maybe, if the girl has insisted to tell him.

they would have been tgt long ago.

and it was true that girl matured faster thn the same age guys.

but when i went to poly life, i no longer hesistated, hahaha.

now if i really like someone, i will tell him.

but then, i need to see that he likes me too la, hahahaha.

i have confess to that someone before eh.

actually i still love the scandal rs than the actual one. HAHA.

because when two person really get tgt, the feeling might have vanished.

however, flirting w each other once in awhile might be good afterall, but not for long term la.

HAHA.

girls are complicated. yes :)

anyway, my legs was hurting when we was walking, to the extent when zolene and lesden was talking to each other, i was so quiet because i was suffering from the every step that i take wearing the heels.

feel so much want to cry already.

when we reached dhoby, i can't take it anymore. i told them i am so gonna buy a slipper.

YES A SLIPPER.

now i have total 5 pair of slippers already. rofl.

so they went to buy the tickets while i went to cotton on, haha grabbed a decent top jus so that i cn buy the slipper for $5.

but i was paiseh to change inside their shop eh, there was so much people,

so i thought if i could just bear the pain and walked to cathay and change when i am in the cinema,

but it was really painful, and the time was like 10min b4 show start..

and i walked halfway out ps.

and jus around the area when there was pathway for ppl to walk,

i throw out my heels and start wearing slippers,

haha

i think there was people looking at me, but i don't care.

the heels is hurting me, and i just want it to be done over with,

wearing slippers and i was able to reach in 5min!

woots.

after finished watching the movie,

we wanted to head home already, but the xmas light was so nice and so we walked along from dhoby to orchard,

i was okay w it because i am wearing slippers even though i know how ugly it is to fit my outfit, but i dun care anymore haha.

some other photos..

and i got real excited when we reached orchard central! hahaha

so cute one!

hahaha big postcard! n i got my face as the stamp! haha

i love this photo of them. haha

lesden weirdo face!

and...

i love this photo of me!

HAHAHAHA. actually i ask him not to take w my slipper in the foto, but it was inside, so i crop it away such tt looks like i am wearing heels right ,hahahaha.

i think lesden hoe is really sleeping,

he can't take focus shot!

haha

see

oops you guys must have see my slipper by now. haha

carrying alot of barang barang.

bought some peeps, and a webcam! :)

this one never see before tree.

HAHA

its was very beautiful if you guys do go there!

love the "runaway" cool eh!

they look nicer while walking.

and to end this post,

a photo of the exactly look. HAHA.

sry i am kinda rushing this post because i am suppose to head out for work. HAHAHA.

till then! ;)

What a day, angry pissed.

2011-12-08T10:43:00.002+08:00

Hello there! its been long since i updated my blog.

life as usual, just that i was so frustrated because i had an argument with my mum,

and drama starts*

its no wonder if you ever see my mum flare up smashing things and destroying things.

its a stupid, foolish act.

i mean, she throw and WE have to clean up after her.

damm fedup one, especially when i wasted my time cleaning the damm kitchen just because of what she done and have to prepared for work when i was almost done.

and the reason she flared up was she refused to admit the fact that i am saying.

recently Jetstar is having some promotion and its a one for one deal,

so the flight ticket get real cheap,

and i wanted to go BKK, and i been saying for so many many time,

so i told her, i am going to book the ticket,

when guys say they can't understand girls,

its the same feeling i have toward my mum,

sibei damm one i tell you, was so angry, she could be so calm, etc when i told her,

thn next day threw her temper, say that i din ask her permission when i wanted to go,

i was so fucking angry.

sometimes, i am just tired of saying i have grown up,

how come i don't need her permission to allow me to get a job before i even start any job?

why?

she was angry because i talked back, when she start telling me you know going overseas, all the accidents , all the stranger you don't know what they might do etc.

i mean come on la, even in sg, you have all these people, what a difference even if you go overseas,

plus , all the other people went overseas all came back one piece,

if i go overseas means i will be killed meh.

damm frustrating,

i talked back to her saying, im not asking you to pay what, i paying myself.

this sentence is the spark of the fire. HAHA.

her old fashioned traditional mind is blowing me up,

i don't know whether it is the ego/face.

or she don't like it when i talked back to her.

but i don't think i am saying anything wrong.

she can't respect any decision that i make,

for my parents, whenever i have any ideas, they just shut it off.

you know giving me the negative etc.

and thats when i stop telling them anything.

it doesn't work when they are not listening to you.

what for?

and then she starts going on, i can work, give a lil bit of money, then all the bills etc don't need to pay etc.

and i was actually kinda of upset because, its like for the past few years,

when i work, all my job is usually perm, monthly, so its like every mth earn that few hundred bucks i will also give to her some,

and then she been asking for more n more,

especially if i decided to work alot in my clinic.

she and my dad, my dad knows how much i earn w/o asking me cos he can count the days i work,

so what i get from her is, i shld be keep working n working and give them more $ as much as i can, you know, just work till i die.

and when i just wanted to go overseas for holiday WITHOUT EVEN ASKING HER TO PAY A SINGLE CENT FOR ME,

and she give me that fucking bloody face.

like want to go overseas, i have to make sure i got one big lump sum to shut her mouth thn i can go overseas.

sometimes its very irritating , you know like me holding two jobs now, because working as an intern earning $600 is not enuff for me anymore,

i will not even have enuff to give them,

that time, she say its okay if i dun have the $ to give.

SAY ONLY WHAT, see if i nv give her the $ every mth la, jump already.

so i work at the clinic too on my off days, at least earning bt extra 300 bucks frm there,

its almost/barely enough sometimes, because i do save too.

so actually i am not that rich la, work so much doesn't mean i have alot of $,

the reason why i have to work so much so that after giving them the $, i have somemore left for me to spend.

i am a girl afterall~

HAHA.

and when my colleagues in the hotel get to know bt me, and my other part time job, they was wondering why i am so different from others, because other interns didn't worked before and i have another job.

hardworking la, not like i got any choice.

but it feels good when you earning ur own money and eu dun have to get it from ur parents.

don't need to even like ask for $

i never asked my parents for $ before once i start work,

and i don't envy those who can get $ if they ask frm their parents.

to me, its my own discipline, if i want the $, i earn myself.

but i hate it when parents start to know that i earning more and want me to give more.

next month, i got my bonus somemore from the clinic.

sian lor.

everytime when its coming to th end of the year, you know,

alot of things to pay right,

last year i help to pay for the stupid goddam tv license, thn they say don't ned to pay already right, and return the cheque, it was sometime after i pay .

my dad also didn't return me the cheque, usually i not so calculative uh la, but if they want to pick on these small slightest thing jus becus i want to go holidays, thn i can also be calculative what.

if by law, i shld be taken care of till i am 21 what,

my restricted freedom too, sometimes when people ask me out,

the time restriction is really sighs, work can work till late, go out cannot go out late.

what logic leh.

when i tell my friends, they usually go, cos you girl ma.

SIGHS BIG TIME.

actually i dun mean that i will always go out till wee hours, but i dun need someone to tell me,

why i am still not coming home, you know?

and because of that, we din talk at all,

and then i was trying to find someone to be my partner to go for holidays!

but sometimes its depressing when my friends can't make a decision fast,

by the time one say they can go, my flight already no more le la!

super pissed off with everybody that i asked, because i couldn't ask all at the same time in case if everyone can, thn how am i going to answer for everybody,

so when all of them either reply late or cant go, hais.

so i was angry that i couldn't go la, because the flight was so cheap eh.

if only i got a boyfriend, i dun even need to ask so much, jus go with boyf can already!

but..sadly i don't have.

and i not going to ask any of my friends anymore le lor, i only go with people who are steady or next time. make me so angry.

if i can't go, thn i just save the money first yeah.

afterall, my plan was to go on a short holiday after iip,

and thn to work, and then to prepare my 21st party.

and then probably a short holiday afterthat.

but, i guess.. i need to find a boyfriend first uh. HAHA.

not random but one that i can trust on then:)

btw, as much as i am not calculative, but i do look at people, your know like if i know they are not the type who is always expecting you to pay thn hopefully you forget and won't pay.

i will be super calculative to make sure i get the $ back.

but sometimes it do get me pissed when i have to keep asking my $ back,

and once i know that they are the person who won't pay on time,

wait long long i even lend a single cent to you.

i am straightforward just like that, i have try to be nice polite, and you tell me you pay me when eu get ur pay , thn you totally forgot until i remind you again, and then remind again, and now totally MIA.

I hate this type of people one,

if you read my blog, you know who you are.

everybody is also earning the same amount of $, why is it so hard for you to return someone's money first before you even think of spending on some other thing?

this is something that i cnt understand.

i don't even like to own people anything, if i own you, i pay straight.

if you don't have the $, eu shld know how to manage ur $ so that you don't need people to pay for you everytime.

its not the first time liao eh.

i didn't wanted to blog or tweet because i thought i given you enough face, but you are obviously oblivious,

i don't even think we can hang out as friends if i DO NOT GET MY $ BACK.

because i don't need such a friend like that.

Updates

2011-12-01T00:50:00.003+08:00

Hello everybody! its almost 1am and i am not asleep yet. keke.

in fact, i only reached home half an hr ago and got bath etc and here i am typing away this post.

just feel like blogging even though i got nothing much to update.

speaking of it,this is the 1st december post! haha.

today was the first day i having my 3-11pm shift.

sighs, reached home almost 12.30 when i was waiting for mrt by 11.10pm,

and my december mth is all 3-11pm.

which means i can't work at my clinic place except on my off day,

my poor pocket. HAHA.

so far, to update you guys, since its december, which means my hse have to do painting, standard for every year, and my mum been saying the same thing for probably the past 8 years whenever we was gg to paint our hse n hopefully by then to get a boyf to help to paint th hse when they get older and they couldn't move. every year say the same thing, and every year, i am still the one to do the painting. :(

funny uh, to get a boyfriend so that he can help out with the painting is still kinda quite funny to me.

even if i had a boyfriend, i wouldn't ask him because if he really cared, he don't need me to ask right. hahaha.

3 more mths of internship to go, i am really tired already,

having funny shift is like wth.

for this entire mth, i gg to have 3-11pm.

this coming fri one midnight shift 11pm to 7am,

screw my body clock. confirm.

i don't hate the job, its kinda different from others when they keep complaining how much they hate the job.

but to me, i am having fun, i am not going to work feeling miserable.

its just that i feel that, i cant work in a hotel with these funny shift time,

imagine how to get a boyfriend when i have to work 6 days, n sometimes the day off is probably week day?

like that even if got boyfriend, sooner or later, he will also run away. HAHA.

i am just quoting an example.

and also, i see no future in working there, i mean i dun like team ldr/ asst mgr position, the challenges and toughness.

wouldn't i be digging my own grave if i decided to cont working over there?

wasting my youth, my time etc?

nowsdays i rarely have time for my family/ friends, not to mention to even get into a r/s.

whenever i think of the previous rs i have, i can't help thinking whether it would be better if i will to stay single,

you know, no one's gonna hurt me,

i don't have to worry when my guy will cheat behind my back,

i dun have to put in effort in maintaining the rs.

i don't have to be guilty that i am not good to him etc.

anyway, beside painting the hse, i have a few upcoming meetup with my friends! :)

one of it is the long meetup w lesden, zol, and MTLW.

another one coming up is the JJ,JY,Sufi.

last year xmas was quite an amazing one,

this year xmas, actually i am not sure whether i am even going to celebrate it, but i heard that at my wkplace, they gg to assign me to distribute gifts to the ppl in the whole dept and i get to wear a santa outfit, i hope its a nice one pls :) HAHA

we have a xmas party coming up soon, and we are suppose to draw a name and buy a gift which is abt $5 to the person that we have draw. HAHA

i am suppose to buy a gift for a guy, aiks, but i duno what to buy eh at the value of $5?

maybe i shall buy him some chocolates? HAHA its the easiest because its impossible he dun eat right . kekeke.

anyway i guess i shall stop for now, its gg be 1.30am soon! crazy .

goodnight folks <3

Updates

2011-11-27T22:14:00.002+08:00

Hello everybody! once again, i am here to update my post again :)

i came home at 3am yesterday.

in fact i was working 1-9pm shift and went to attended mingyi's birthday chalet.

lucky i din bring any extra clothes because i din stay in the end.

HAHA, i was so hungry eh, but i only stayed for awhile before i left to catch a midnight movie with brandon,

glad that i have his company, otherwise i went to pasir ris, but realised i feel so outcasted because they was busy playing with their mahjong and i don't really know the girls over there,

damm qianci was suppose to go with me but she couldn't attend.

something i couldn't grasp when she say she can attend , thn she went for her other events and then suddenly saying she can't attend.

but then the chalet is too cramped for me to stay anyway.

so watched twilight, breaking dawn part 1 with brandon!

HAHA. i was so worried i might jus dozed off, not because the movie might be boring but i might be too tired.

and i decided to catch a midnight movie was because i have never watched one!

ahaha i know its kind of silly, but hey hello, i am random just like that!

HAHA.

the reason why i dun catch a midnight movie was because i can't stay out late,

and i often feel its difficult for me to tell the reason why i couldn't come out at night when others asked me out.

i know i am 20 already, but then i don't really have th freedom to hang out as late as what i want,

to my mum, girls who hang out late are considered indecent.

sighs big time.

to me, if i know what i am doing, i am fine to stay out.

but sometimes its pointless explaining to her because she wouldn't hear of it, and as i been busy working nowsdays which leave me no reason to actually stay out because i get tired too after a whole day of work.

you know working in hsekeeping dept aint a easy dept.

but now its slightly better because i work noon shift which means i dun have to wake up like 4-6am for now. HAHA

anyway, the movie was quite awesome, except for the last part i got shocked when bella was dead and the face change to fairer and then the sound effect when she opened her eyes make me chuan tio. HAHA

kns.

she was damm ugly when she was pregnant, looking damm skinny and pale.

its like she was beautiful when she got married , the times spend with edward all until she got pregnant. scary big time.

and most of the shops was closed when we finished the movie, haha we didn't know where to go at this time,

and thank god for brandon to drive me home instead. because we didn't know where to go, and i could only think of home, he invited me to his hse ,but it will be weird if i will to stay at his hse as he live nearby over there too.

so he drive me back to my own home instead, haha, i din quite know how to say the expressway for me to get home, and i will just bombard any expressway and luckily he manage to drive the correct way to my home. HAHA.

and when i got home, i was locked outside -.-

not because i forgot my keys but because my hse have two lock and one more double lock,

the double lock is only when everyone is at home alrdy,

and my mum tot i will not be coming back for the night so she locked it.

and i spend 5 min trying to unlocked which obviously fail.

super tarded, HAHA, and no choice, i try to call oh li mei who will pick up any call in the middle of night, haha and she opened the door for me! HAHA

n my mum came to my rm and asked how did i even get in last night. HAHA.

i can even talk to her semi-conscious, but i forgot what i sae. HAHA

before all this, i was working and i keep laughing even though i ended work late, was working quite happily.

i was attached to two RAs to do turndown service which starts from 6 to 9pm.

i duno why they give me those better RAs to attach to, but if i attach with them, sure cannot finish on time,

and the other RAs who saw us coming down like on the dot was like eh why eu guys 3 ppl still end 9pm one uh?

feel lika burden.

turndown service is to fold the duvet so that the guests can slip in when they returned,

fill up ice bucket with ice, clear rubbish and to clean bathrm if gst have used the bathrm.

i think its over 70 rms , depends on whether you are lucky or not i guess.

and i was rather unlucky because it was like 9pm and we still have like 10 rooms to turndown,

and i was like omg.

and one RA was teasing me like oh hoh, li ling cannot go home liao. HAHA

i was like fine nvm sure can do finish one!

they also bit kns one, cos i do before team leader, when its come to talking to the guest, they very scared one, which i dun understand why, because to me its normal.

they won't eat you up what,

and we went into one rm which look like checkout rm, so i used what i learn when i work as coordinator to call front office to ask them rm status, HAHA they wun suspect cause RA won't call front office, only either coordinator/team ldr /mgr will call ma. HAHAHA

cos if checkout rm, thn we dun need do turndown ma, but it was!

TMD.

HAHA, and there was one guest i couldn't stop laughing when the other RA press the bell and he was inside, she asked ,"turndown service sir?"

and the gst say, "eh no, come back later."

it was already 9.10 i think. we was already late.

and i think her face was black and the guest must have see her face and changed his mind and say,

"err. or its okay nvm. " thn closes door,

and both me and another one keep laughing because it must be because she look too intimidating already.

i cnt stop laughing sia whenever i think of it while doing other rms. HAHA

another one was when we was finally finished and we was pushing the cart 3 of us, when we saw a gst trying to open her door, and we push even faster the cart because sometimes they will called for us,

and she really did,

and 3 of us just managed to run into corners and siam!

HAHA

its was so funny.

and when we went down, the other pinoys was waiting with the asst mgr, basically cos one of the RA was pinoys, and one thing about pinoys in my dept,

they are very united one, they will wait for their group everyone to finish, no mattar hw late to go back home tgt,

isn't it sweet?

they are also trainees, but sometimes they jus ask me why isit so unfair that i am also trainee but i get to rotate and they can only do rooms.

i was speechless because i don't want to hurt their feelings,

but lucky they didn't outcasted me because of this and i feel quite warmed sometimes. HAHA.

when i was the team leader for the floor, they will ask me whether they can go help their friends, of course i will agree if they finish their rooms already.

but speaking of that,

few days ago,

i been running the stressful floors, 4 floors. that considered one extra floor to manage compared to other team ldrs cos they usually run 3 floors.

and before that one of the team ldr know that i was gg to run the stressful floors, and asked me to geng mc so that i wun be so stressed when doing that floors,

i have run that floors for quite a few time already, and i was rather timid to geng mc, and also to geng just because i was scared i couldn't do it well.

so i din go and geng mc when i could easy get one,

it was rather okay for me,

don't know isit because i been attached to that team ldr who used to run these floors and i know the stressful times,

but the 2nd day was a bit tad.

cause there was grp arrival, i have got like 5 rms in one floor to be rdy by 3pm but all these rm is done by only one RA, but thank god he was fast and he finished on time bt the system gt error and couldnt see the updated status and the coordinaitor was rushing me to faster assign to other RAs to do the rm,

and then i got another 4 rm in another lvl cleaned by another pinoy girl,

she panicked alrdy when i told her to do co rm first but she go do gstrm, and it was like 2.45pm when she still got 3 rm to clean, and cfm know she won't finish in time by 3.30

and i transfer one RA to help the other one while i help her do one of the rm since she actually finish making all the bed just need to touch up,

and it was super tense, cause its like i trying to clean the bathrm they couldnt stop bugging me.

at one time, they told me the vip team ldr is gg to send ppl to help me do the rms,

and i was in one of the rm when the asst mgr walkie me, and because of the sound he managed to find me in one of the rm when he open the door and saw me cleaning th rm too.

HAHAHA.

stupid front office rush rush rush one eh.

sibei fedup.

and thn it was like 4-5 RAs all in one rm to finish that last rm,

and it was like phew when it finally finish and i couldnt rest fr awhile.

before that you cant imagine how tight the time was.

thats what happen when doing stressful floors.

very tense up one,

lucky i have two more days before i finish the job of team ldr, at least fr mrng and noon.

sibei stress one, i dun like even though i am quick to react now, its like for intern can la, but not for long term, i will turn from being positive to negative.

i think i can do it one!! ;) lets just hope! tmr is my solo turndown with partner, lucky it is still nov, cos starting from dec they will turndown one person solo, confirm die. HAHA.

anyway i am sleepy already. shall sleep now! ;) gdnight all, and thanks for reading this long lengthy post! HAHAHA.

Nor's Wedding. Vertical Marathon

2011-11-20T20:20:00.005+08:00

Hello everybody! :)

my eyes is half closing despite me napping after i got back from the vertical marathon event which was happening in the morning.

crazy. totally conked out when i sit in the mrt back home, its even so difficult for me to open my eyes when i almost reached.

anyway, shall update this post from yesterday since i have photos to share! :)

shila and i went to attended nor's wedding, my ex colleague in my clinic workplace.

i love malay weddings where you don't have to stay throughout, and its a buffet style so its easier, you can choose what you want to eat, and the food is nice!

nasi briyani :) and alot more!

shila ate alot more thn me!

anyway, i thought i was late due to dolling up myself. keke.

but she was even more late, when she take cab somemore!

haha, we missed the bride when we reached because she went to the guy's place and won't be back so soon, and we was going to catch a movie afterthat, so we didn't stay through.

and lucky i asked her which dishes was beef, because i cnt take beef.

and apparently most was beef. thank god.

HAHA. anyway there was still other foods that i can eat ,teehee!

we was still deciding where we want to go to watch the movie,

as we was at cck, i didn't actually wanted to go town anymore,

everyday also go town to work.

boring plus its gonna be so far if i will to go back when i have to wake up at 3.30am today!

so i was sort of trying to psycho shila to watch movie at cwp instead, easier.

HAHA, did you guys know that cwp has changed? as in the interior, the renovation inside is almost done and more shops added , its almost like a town already!

HAHA.

and there was so much things that i want to buy!

shall wait for my next pay. i bought tops, and there was a sasa beauty fair and the masks was so cheap! bought tons too, haha

we catched a movie, HAPPY FEET 2. even though i din watch the part 1

it was so cute one!! HAHAHA.

i think anybody who watched movie with me knows i love to watch animation/cartoon movie ALOT. HAHA.

actually, i don't watch brutal,violence, horror movie because i dun want to scared myself or pollute my mind with nonsense.

thats why i rarely have nightmares too. i lead a happy life! :)

and im eyeing for a camera leh, my canon look like toy camera is going to cmi soon, and nowsdays i jus using iphone camera to take photo, but you know the quality is so different compared to a real camera.

even though there is apps to make the photos look much nicer! :) haha

and there is not much movie that is nice to watch anymore recently, like pffsh, the other time i wan watch, but i got no time, and all the movie was taken down already.:(

anyway, love the time spend ytd w shila at least for so long, the first day that i don't have to work at all even on my off day!

at least we still go out occasionally etc. and this girl go everywhere also take cab one!

as we was going back to cwp and we asked how to go back, and my colleague told us we could take the LRT.

we barely walked a few steps out and as we saw a cab stopping there, she asked,

why not we take the cab? HAHA.

she say she dun take public transport one, too much $ to spare already. lol.

and i managed to get home ard 10pm, slept at 11pm and waking up at almost 3.22am!

i remember this exact time because i received a call at this timing.

i thought who called me,

and turned out it was the taxi driver!

i don't know why i been getting nice taxi drivers for the past few days when i first start taking cab to work.

( note i don't pay for the cab, i had no choice because its too early for public transport to be available yet)

i rather take public transport in exchg for going to work at a later timing!!

the first driver has been picking me up for the few consecutively days, and he will always call me at night to tell me pickup time.

usually the policy is to call my security dept to ask for the cab no, but i don't know why he call me instead and i don't even have to call back security.

and today this driver sort of like giving me a wakeup call yeah.haha

i was making my bed already and he call telling me he is the driver and to cfm i gg dwn by 4.30pm.

and i was like err yeah? cos its not even 3.30am ma.

its only 3.22am! haha.

nevertheless, i always go down 15min early because i don't want to missed my cab too.

usually i write the address is the blk outside because so far no cab driver will know how to drive inside to my blk, so i usually write the blk outside so its easier for them to pick me up and i jus need to walk out.

but today, the driver din drive in like the other usual cab driver did!

i don't really know where he drive in, usually cab drivers are very punctual, but today when it was like 4.35am i panic, bt i waited til 4.40 thn i call him.

thank god he got call me so i got his number to call him back.

and he told me he reached already,

and i told him i also reached but i din see him.

in the end, its because he drive at the garbage chute area instead.

and as i was the first one to be pick up, since i was delayed, the other 3 was delayed too.

abit guilty,but its not really my fault eh, i came down 15min early already hor!

anyway lucky he got wait for me sia, phew.

tmr waking up at 4am instead.

2 more days!! to end my morning coordinator days.

don't really like to sit down there the whole day and picking up calls.

sometimes slack sometimes get so busy :(

i rather do rms, time pass even more faster.

but i gonna be doing rms again ! oh yeah, doing rms as in learning how to do turndown service soon!

after i finish the mrng coordinator shift, i will start 1-9pm shift.

like finally!!!!

noon shift.

ask me work at night can, morning shift is so sucky.

even though some say they prefer morning shift because you go back early,

but then, even if i ended work early, i will still go back home because im just so goddam tired and just want to go back and rest!

so.. we have to get up early and report at 5.30 for this vertical marathon event!

its a volunteer job, and since the asst mgr asked me 2 mth ago, and she say she shift my off day to other day instead of tday, so i gladly obliged.

cause this will means one day work eh, yes! skip one day. HAHA.

so far i haven take any mcs,

don't want to spoil my schedule.

yeah, one whole hsekeeping representatives.

its blur because apparently the person who take the photo as early as almost 5.30am is still not fully awake too. haha.

we had our breakfast first before we got briefed and start walking to raffles city to stationed at various point.

i think i am super lucky to be stationed at the starbucks mcdonalds that areas, because those staircase marshall is more worse,

there was alot of people vomitting at the staircase and they have to wipe it to prevent others from slipping from the puke.

heng sia,

i need to just block people when there is a signal to block to let the contestants run pass first before allowing others to cross over.

photo taken with eric!

he is one of the most efficient housekeeper! haha, he clean rooms super fast one!

and he was one of the RAs that help me when i was their team leader because sometimes i have too much rms, and i asked him to help me do ot instead since it was over his quota and the time was still early!

look's who here! lesden hoe! haha

haha, there is so many faces so similar like his and i keep mistaking others for him!

i know that he is taking part of the event uh, but he was taking under the corporate challenge

one, crazy lor, climb 73 storeys, i climb 2 storey i already sian.

if i got the free time, i rather sleep the day off. HAHA.

and the time pass so slow one when it was there,

there will be 6 ppl running as a group, one grp by one grp to prevent congestion

and we keep blocking whenever there is a grp running towards the entrance.

so tiring from the standing :(

and we keep countdown the time left, some of them never even slept a wink.!

when it finally ended, we was so goddamm happy!

haha end already 12.30pm bt there was prize presentation but wasn't so interested though,

haha.

a few more shots with the others.

it was a good experience to be able to help out at this event,

there was inspirational runners too, admire their courage.

keke.

and some other photos taking!

and one last more photos before i end this post!

i still have one delayed weekly log that i haven done yet,

probably do it tmrw because its already 9pm plus and i need to go back to my bed and hibernate again! till then , see ya!

guess i won't be updating any soon unless there is a need for me too! haha

goodnight all!

Life as a coordinator.

2011-11-19T12:30:00.002+08:00

Hello everybody! :)

If you're looking forward for any cheerful posts, im sorry you come to the wrong place today.

HAHA.

even though i know i always meet assholes during work, i take it, but i can't take it lying down until i finished typing down my thoughts in this post.

hows you guys been?

actually i'm been leading a super normal life,

as i mentioned, i started waking up at 4am for the past few days since mon,

to take the cab provided by the hotel to send me to work.

pro- i don't have to squeeze or even try to find a seat in mrt.

cons- waking up early sucks.

and i always complain to my mum, no mattar how early i sleep, i will still wake up feeling tired, because at this stupid timing 4am, the body is supposed to be STILL sleeping.

but i have to wake up instead. :(

today was my off day, i get to sleep late, lika finally!

but my body clock is damm irritating, my eyes was open wide when it was like 6.30am!!

tmd, i want to sleep till i am happy to wake up,

and it was just freaking 6.30am!

and i refused to get up, and sleep till almost 11am instead.

as i was working hotel in the morning and clinic ytd.

cnt believe i had 6 hr sleep and the body think its enuff that i was awakened when it was just 6.30am!

haha.

i still have to go out later one eh! 6 hr sleep, whr got enuff!

its my godly day off today. my precious.

and to wake up probably 3.30am tmrw, to prepare for the vertical marathon event tmrw!

actually im glad today and tmr, i don't have to work as coordinator because these two days is going to be crazy with high departures, so the front office will rush rms,

queue rms like nobody business, and RAs will call down to ask for check out rooms.

i experienced that yesterday.

ytd was so called written in my schedule sheet , that it was my solo, but still shadow by the other person.

PUI.

in reality, the first day i was attached, i already do solo liao hor!

reason was being, the asst mgr ask the coordinator to let me do instead because she is confident i can do one.

so okay la, at least i wun feel so sleepy sitting down like a fool.

so the days goes, everyday i solo, actually quite easy just that you need to be alert, fast and be able to multi-task well.

its boring to work with him, because i don't find a reason to work with him. ok i named as R. easier for me.

compared to another indian guy, as in he is so funny one, named as K.

and enjoyed working with him lor, he was teasing ppl when it was not so busy in the noon, when the runner called down and he change his voice and the runner thought they called the wrong dept. darn hilarious.

okay, anyway coordinator job, to print 12 reports in the morning,besides taking phone call to answer enquiries, there may also be calls coming from guests who lost their items and wanted to ask if we found their items. we are also to record the lost n found items the day before.

we also have another walkie-talkie to communicate with RAs and team ldrs.

to inform them anything.

and the reason why i was pissed with R was because he really buay zi dong.

you know there's a line between teaching me, and actually doing nth?

as in now that i know most of the things, unless i ask him, i really wonder what he is doing instead.

when i was busy picking up calls, he still asked me to check mobile inventory,

then aftertat asking whether i finished anot,

you try sitting down there phone calls keep coming non stop, like just when you put down one call, another come again, and again.

sometimes when its noon and its still so busy, i was so frustrated when phone calls keep coming.

then beside phone calls, still have to monitor any jobs alert, those that comm dept send regarding guests need for eg they want to service their rm,

so must inform team ldr to assign RA,

and it must be completed within a timing otherwise my asst mgr walkie will beep non-stop and it will keep on escalate further to the director etc if its not completed.

and also the front desk calling to ask to clean any rms or when they queue any rooms.

queuing rooms means there is a timing frm the time they q, and when its been more then one 1hr, sometimes they call to check how much more time needed to finish that rm.

so everything must be done asap.

must be alert etc.

so he just look only see me busy with the calls, assigning out, thn he basically do WTF NTH.

usually i don't voice out because im still new, i dunwan trouble, and also i wanted to look in another way that i am learning how to cope and that i can handle it.

all by myself.

or rather i have a very aiya , chim chai personality, sometimes if i can help, i just help.

for eg, a guest who checked out the exact same day left a key, he was the one who received the call,

knn ask me call RA to asked, like wtf, its ur task leh,

fine lor , i called thn really there is a key, i asked him if guest need it now, he say yeah, thn because the RA is upstairs cleaning so she cnt bring it dwn, so i asked him, thn how?

even though i know i can bring down but i act blur la. thn he TMD SIBEI DAMM

he say nvm later he go up and take,

thn he was doing some other stuff like printing the sheets which we doesn't need it right now and its just the extras fr the next days,

he rather do this first instead of going up straight to take that key

tell me maddening anot?

SIBEI BRAINLESS ONE I SWEAR.

faster take faster settle better right.

damm, i was busy with preparing the notes for the asst mgr.

when i finished, he also haven finished,

make me so pissed then i say i go up take instead.

you know there is always people around purposely dilly dally doing things just so that they don't have to handle the shit?

work clinic got this type work here also got such people. DAMM.

sibei bekchei one,

then aftertat, as there was too much crazy departues ytd, too much checkout,

and asst mgr also frustrated, thn asked to tell team ldr dun do any gst rm anymore, focus on checkout rooms, and i thought he want me to go inform

before that, as much as i keep silent even if im angry, but my face don't lie.

if you ask if im okay,

but when i say im, and you see my face as black as charcoal,

it means im not okay. HAHA.

thn he say oh not me , is that DAMM R.

ok i added that damm in,

he become rm contrller, thn he happily go in the rm, and say, ok i be rm controller any team ldr called for checkout rm passed to him.

if im nt wrong, there is no rm controller like him, only tell one time to team ldr checkout rm,

thn the rest of the time duno what he is doing inside.

nvm hear him calling to ask all pickup rm, why isit on pickup etc.

loser bad rm controller.

hate him.

but i still have to tolerate him for two days,

shall rely on myself!

DAMM ASSHOLE.

OK shall end now, time to prepare to go out later w Shila! :) till then!

Bad Day. But nvm its over but i STILL WANT TO VENT.

2011-11-12T21:01:00.002+08:00

Hello! Because i'm a girl, and i am a girl who will like to complain whenever i had a bad day

since it has been super long since i complained

but i will be all okay the next day as long as you let me complain to you what happened to my day.

anyway, my followers in twitter / facebook probably know what happened to me after all my rants today.

today was the last day of me being the team leader.

i am relieved, i finally survived and gone through 10 days of team ldr.

its really not a easy job.

you won't get bored, its much more challenging compared to sitting down in the office job,

you need to be flexible and sort of smart to allocate your staff especially for the past few days, check out rooms has been mad crazy.

just today i checked like 30 check out rms?!

thats like a lot!

anyway, i actually, cried today.

and the cause of me crying was not because i did something wrong. its was just a wtf engineering stupid old dick man. pardon my vulgarities because i was really feeling so angry just now. and i think he deserve all these vulgarities.

HAHA.

the story was ,

i got the stressful floors to manage again, like what i mentioned yesterday, the 4 floor, actually i kinda of expected it lor, cos its not like the team ldr was on off day/mc when i take their floor ytd, they just come but do different stuffs,

so today when i report, see my name on that floor,

okay la, resign to fate, i mean come on, i could survived ytd somehow, so i will also survive today one right, today was better actually even with the stupid engineering person who ruined my morning.

as there was alot of checkout rms, we have a rm controller, which is also one of the team ldr except he din manage his floors but basically just keep looking at the system and rushing my rm attendants after he told me the new checkout rooms, because they was complaining to me he keep rush them check out rooms, HAHA.

he was asking me i take which floor today, and when he know i take same floor again,

he laughed at me again lo!

tsk, cause he know i don't like to become team leader.

btw did i mentioned he is amazing, because he speaks 4 languages!

he is an indian but he can speak indian,malay,eng, chinese.

multi-racial siol!

and he like to disturb me too, and he was laughing whenever i knows he want to rush me the checkout rooms, i become kiasu also just keep walkie my rm attendants to do co rms before he will rush them and shuffle them ard without my knowledge hor!

chao qian bian.

i give away one person and i have to manage 12 rm attendants today.

lucky it was easy because all work morning shift, if all come on noon , i confirm die.

and so i have to check rm, and he was rushing me some rms that has to be ready by 11am.

so i went to check those rms tt are clean but sometimes RA forgetful , so jus double check make sure its clean and realised one of the rm, the toilet flush will leak water when i flush.

and so the drama start here. -- CCB.

as usual, i call engineering for defects that only their damm dept can do,

so i call and told that fucker that this particular rm, the toilet flush is leaking,

and that is when he started to give me attitude over the phone.

CCB, if im polite to you, i expect you to be polite to me too.

he say, WHY I don't want call at the same time when just now his people was at that floor too.

and now make his ppl have to go down that floor to do again , like double job

like CCB LA, WHO THE HELL WILL I STALK YOUR PEOPLE WHETHER THEY ARE IN MY FLOOR REPAIRING STUFFS?

you think i sibei free isit, sit office shake leg meh,

i AM RUNNING FLOORS, UP AND DOWN CHECKING RA.

FUCKER.

and in the first place, i din even call for engrg at all, it was the RA and he must have bloody thought i was the RA too,

like HELLO LA, IF YOUR PPL CAN ONLY BE FIXED ON ONE FLOOR, THEN MIGHT AS WELL DON'T WORK OKAY.

first time i heard people telling me, any defects shld tell them at the same time,

HOW DO YOU EXPECT PEOPLE TO PREDICT? LIKE BEFORE THEY DO THE RM, FASTER CHECK ALL THEIR CO RMS IF GT ENGRG PROBLEM THN CALL THEM TO DO SAME TIME?

eu ccb come and do rooms la, i see how eu check all the rms and if got defect call for all.

usually RA will only call if there is one defect in tt room, and if they go the next rm, gt defect thn call again, if your ppl finish tt rm already go other floor and if they got called back same floor, still have to do what.

complain simi?!

obviously i am talking to a dumb retarded LOW IQ STUPID MAN?

like venting anger on me showing me how stupid and ridiculous he is.

and because you know how engineering dept super corked up one,

sometimes you call in the morning they afternoon then come and do the repairing.

so i told him that room is on arrival,

and then he say, so now you rushing me?! like blah blah talk cock with me,

thn he fedup, and say he want to talk to my supervisor, and ask who is my supervisor.

CCB FUCKER.

i AM MY OWN SUPERVISOR.

and just because he didn't hear before my voice he thought i was the RA instead.

FUCKER RIGHT,

and i had to tell him,

i am the team leader.

and he knows im new la, you know how this people cork up see people one.

thn he say want to talk to manager, fine lo,

i not so coward , i gave him my name,

come la, i am not scared because i did nothing wrong,

the only thing i shld have done was telling him

i've tell you the defects, you want do or don't want do is up to you, its arrival room, if guest complain, you handle it urself and kup fone!

i shld have done that!

i mean, since you want to attitude me , i also can one!

because if guest complain the certain rms and it happen to be in my floor, i will be the one responsible, but if its engrg defects and i informed but they didn't go do and its their fucking bloody problem already.

and then, i was not dumb too, i call down my hsekeeping dept req to talk to my mgr first and to explain to her the fucked up engrg man attitude problem in case he want complain i can also complain back.

but mgr was nt ard, so the coordinator pass me back to the rm controller,

and i complained to him la, and he asked me what is his name etc,

i din get his name, he also loser, dare to ask my name but no guts to tell me his even when i didn't ask.

and i was mad busy and told him, some stupid guy.

and i think i was getting emotional after that goddam argument, and my eyes was reddening liao lor. i know i was going to cry already.

like omg doomed , cause once i start, i can't stop because i don't cry easily unless my feelings is really affected.

and i didn't want to cry because my eye will swollen and everyone who see my face will know that i been crying.

embarrasing! HAHA.

and i try to fan myself to prevent the tears from shedding , it was such a choking feeling,

the more i think, the more i feel sorry for myself.

and in the end i still ended up crying and keep trying to wipe off my tears,

n the FUCKER sent up his ppl to do the rm just when i was inside the rm crying.

the person he sent up was nice unlike him la! CCB.

i saw like two or 3 engrg ppl, they are quite nice i don't know who the fuck is the one who was talking on the fone w me, i don't know if he realised i am crying ,

because i got that choking voice and i talked to him abt the toilet flush thing,

thn he do, thn he say after he done maybe i can ask ppl to clean the place again cos of the water,

but i don't know if he really saw like i cried, thn he say,

"nvm, i help you wipe later."

and i thank him because he not the one who make me upset, and faster run off to some place that nobody will saw my red eyes.

i didn't want to go and find my RAs because embarrasing right if they saw their team leader crying, and still have to manage the 12 of them.

most of my RAs are PRC guys and they are always nice to me,

i mean in my dept no one have been mean to me, except a few STUPID aunties sibei naggy abt work,

complain so much don't work la, the things they complain is super minor one.

they don't even work so stress like the team ldr also complain.

the filipinos and other ras are all okay with me one. and i was really grateful to them for guiding me.

but because i couldn't stop crying, i went to hide in the staircase, calmed down first because i still have a long time to go before i end work.

because crying is no use ma, still have to finish work.

and there was alot of defects relating to engrg that i cnt release my clean rms, and i just called again ,and the ccb guy i think just shut up already.

if he expect to be free when he is working in a hotel, just don't work la hor,just go home blow wind. blow all the time you want also can.

no one will call and disturb you fucker.

and i know , working is like that,you meet all sorts of FUCKER but i don't know why, if anybody raise voice at me, i will be greatly affected like super easy will want to cry even though i am not a crybaby!

and the rm controller guy was talking to me on the mobile and asked today i last day right team leader, and i was like YEAHHH ^^V

but still got do team ldr la, but is night one, but usually mrng one hectic cause need to write report etc.

like for the past 10 days i suppose to start work tentatively by 8am, but i will reach by 730 just to count allocate write report for my RAs.

but glad its over, starting mon i will attached to coordinator and shift starts at 6.30am.

and tmr happen to be my offday, so i have to ask my colleague to book for me in advance.

till then, coordinator also not easy, front office will keep rush rooms, wtf.

anyway i know its a long complaining post, but if you really finish reading it,

its like omg , are you just bored or are you curious what's going on? kekekeke.

till then! :)

Yeah. Work In Progress

2011-11-11T22:12:00.005+08:00

Hello everybody! Came here to blog because despite me tweeting everytime, but i guess its just not enough for me to rant.

Even though i usually ended up spamming in twitter whenever i am feeling so fedup.

as i mentioned, i have already learn the roles of being a team leader and was going to be solo team leader managing certain different floors for 10 days.

tmr will be the last day!

actually, not really last day, but i think i don't have to write report in the morning , issue mobile, walkie etc.

because i will still have solo floor team ldr but its like 1-9pm shift, so maybe its like ppl write the report and i just relief, something like that? HAHA.

i think the way they put my schedule is super funny one lo,

i haven even learn how to do turndown service and then i go learn hw to become team leader,

so when i finished my coordinator, thn solo noon shift team ldr, thn i will go and do turndown,

then my body will start to ache again. HAHA.

cause then i will be attach to do rooms again, and then midnight rm attendant.

so i will one midnight shift, which is 11pm to 7.

so you see, you tell me, they always ask whether i want to continue to work after i graduate.

how to answer yes ?

with all these super irregular timing.

i don't want to spend my whole life being lonely.

because during the days that has passed everyday, you know waking up , going to work, finish work going home, and repeat the same old routine again.

and recently when i was running floor, cause supervisor( team ldr) need to run on floors to check on my rm attendant and rush them fr check out rms,

and have a short chat with a uncle who worked for 20 over years.

haha, he also asked me the same qns, i don't think i want to continue to work over here.

its not the people i swear,

i think i encountered alot of nice people over there who was patient and teach me alot of stuffs,

and i respect everybody highly, except some super attitude one that i feel like giving them a tight slap when i managing them.

he told me not to work here also, waste my youth, somemore later cant get bf because always work work, or if had off day, confirm will be weekdays,

thats what i thought too, even though now they give me off day on Sunday cause i trainee what.

but if full-time, i doubt so lo.

and even though i do still work on weekends at the clinic when i having my off day.

im nicknamed "workaholic " by most of my friends,

but i will still want to spend my free time with my family or future boyf if i do ever have one.

i mean, even though i love working, but that doesn't mean i will work the whole life until i die eh.

HAHA i tend to think very long term,

cause to me, i need to love my job before i can love to work.

just comparing my clinic job/ trainee in the hotel now.

if you ask me work 7 days straight for clinic, i don't mind as long as i don't fall sick.

but if eu ask me to work 7 days straight, and then no off for hotel, i will think twice.

and even though many tell me to think of the prospects for the two different jobs.

to me, a title is just a title.

so what if its a asst mgr when the pay is almost similar to a hr temp admin asst?

the job duties varies ALOT , mgr more stressed bt both having the same pay?

as much as you want to climb high in any industry, there is always a price to pay.

i rather work happily everyday instead of being stressed up everyday.

i am left with 4 months to really decide what i want to do.

still very fickle-minded.

haiyo!

and for the past few days, being the solo team ldr was rather okay, i think you just need time to adapt,

and i know today was my doomsday with alot of checkout rooms,

and as if that is not worse, the floor they give me was 6-10 which is 4 floors instead of other team ldr managing 3 floors!

i really hope tmr the 6-10 team ldr can work leh, i feel super demotivated , tired after i finish work today.

its like, 4 floors means i have more rm attendants to check on, and then i have to check rm,

thn assign co rms asap , give them clear instructions etc.

run up and down.

and rm controller keep rushing me to rush my ppl.

and then disturbing my ppl too, and its like chaos, i am glad though that i have all good rm attendants because they listen my instruction and clear co rms first.

and the rm controller was like complimenting me that my co rms is moving. phew.

not easy sia, you know.

and im such a blur team leader.

i use my staff card to put in the keycard when i check rms and i forgot to take it out and when i go for lunch today, i realised it was lost, lucky i rmb which rms i put n ask my rm attendant to help me check and keep for me, haha

he was still worried that i can't had my lunch because i need the staff card and bring down for me instead!

they are all so nice la, haha.

and the second time, the blur me use my staff card again,

you know why i keep forgeting? because my walkie talkies doesn't stop ringing.

it keep ringing, either ask me check certain certain blah rm,

or what, and i will rush and thus i forgot.

i even lost my paper bag which i put th cloths, misc etc.

i am so worried whether i might put in vacant clean rms and thn if gst checked in complain,

but i checked all the corridor, and didn't see any sight of my paper bag.

sighs.

i have to help a gst to carry luggage today because they say they need help to rm move, actually shld be front desk and bell boy job lor!

i suay lor, happen to let them see me, and ask me help them.

and it was a father and son,caucasians, the father was demanding while the son seems to be more understanding, so stressed already leh me, cause it was getting late and i need to find rms for my rm attendants, but no choice, service oriented, i still help them, cause they say they was rushing for a meeting.

i asked if they want wait for bell boy, they say they can't wait, and their clothes hanging on the closet, and the dad was telling me, i am not going to settle the clothes,

like what? meaning to ask me to help to take right? wtf.

so i help them take their clothes, and dragged one of their luggage.

still open door for them somemore. :( why my life so sad one hor? haha.

the son actually chased after me when i quickly get out of the rm after they changed room,

he wanted to tip me, but i say its okay, usually when i help guests like teaching them hw to use nespresso machine or assisting them, most will tip, but i don't want la, cause its like part of my job.

and i keep taking a step back and say its okay ,

and he keep insisting and i keep stepping back,

like dancing a-gogo. haha

in the end i just take and thank him.HAHA.

i hope tmr last day of team leader will be a better one, even though occupancy is high.

guess i shall sleep now, waking up to finish tt one more day again!

hope everything turns out well tmrw! :)

Updates ,With a Pinch of Salt Cafe

2011-11-05T22:11:00.004+08:00

Hello everyone! Actually i am quite tired today after going out consecutively for the past two days after work and having to wake up at 5.30am the next day,

nevertheless, for the past few days,

my workplace was organising a flea market, which they will sell lots of things , mostly items tt are from lost and found and has been kept for around 1 year, and the price range from $1 -$5,

there are some new items, like irons, or hairdryer, super popular because it is selling for like $8? of cos its not new but people still love to buy. HAHA

and this was the first time that i am participating a flea market, HAHA.

i mean, helping out at a flea market, haha.

the asst mgr told me they need ppl, so she put me there for two days,

haha nothing new for me when its comes to selling things , but the crowd was mad crazy!

we was getting prepared, and had other guys carrying out all the items that was selling.

and soon, alot of people actually came down and start shopping.

all eat snake somehow. cos its quite impossible so many to come down at the same time,

cos ,most of them know if they come late, there's nth much for them left.

i help to keep alot of ppl stuff because they have to attend to the gst, they just shopped and say they will come back later. HAHA.

and for me.. HAHA. of cos i bought sth too!

cause all this money will also be used as donation for the needy! :)

i bought this cute lil sheep, actually i saw this before they bring it out to sell,

and i was eyeing, but didn't make up my mind, so i just thought maybe somebody will sell it off later.

but little did i know, someone hide under the table inside a bag,

tt bag was actually booked by a girl. when she came back aftertat, and in the end she din buy this toy cause she tot it was too exp, $3.

HAHA.

and i got it instead, HAHA, so lucky of me,

and i got it for $2, my colleague told me cause executive club member got discount ( cos i help out ma) haha.

it was a nice and interesting experience,

and actually it was suppose to be two day one, tot i could eat snake don't need become team ldr,

and the next day i come ard 820 plus and they told me one team ldr MC,

so i haf to take over the floors :(
sighs.

anyway after work tt day, JJ and I meet just to shop for Yeo Jie Ying birthday present!

man, it was so hard to shop a present for her, because she is not as barbie girl as me, HAHA,

and im glad that JJ was w me when we shop for the present because i like to have impulsive buys, HAHA!

we wanted to buy her a wallet or bag, but she got a coach wallet eh, ( someone richer thn me , thats what i always tease her cos i don't own any brand YET ) hahaha

so we stick to buying her a bag, i know she like a bag at accesorize and when we wanted to go back and buy, it was the last one in display,

for me , if i really like and even if its display, i just check for any defects, and i will take,

but when it comes to giving others as a gift,im VERY PARTICULAR.

haha, refused to take the LAST one on the shelf!

so i was waiting for JJ at ion while shop around,

the reason why im always late was because if i reach early,

i confirm buy stuffs even before the friend that i am waiting for reached.

HAHA. thats how impulsive i am and how fast my $ runs out. HAHA.

anyway, i was looking at a bag, a super big bag, amazed that even JJ knows my style of buying a bag, it must be big enough, and its usually plain.

plain as in they don't have funny funny design, i love it plain, simple.

and also practical,

i think it started because i am always not at home most of the times, mostly outside, so my bag need to be big enough for me to store my stuffs and i got alot of barang barang.

like umbrella,medicines,my planner book,drink, sweets, sometimes even food, my ipod nano,makeup pouch, phone, wallet ,keys etc.

whenever i ask ppl to hold my bag for me, they will be shocked why my bag so heavy. HAHAHA

so i show JJ this big pink bag! so chio can, it cost ard 60$ and he was so spot on when he say the zip look like easy to spoil, so when we take a new one and try, oh man, its true.. HAHA.

in the end, we bought her a GUESS bag instead, hahaha.

which i won't disclose the price over here too if she trying to fish out the price if she happen to read my blog! boo. HAHA.

and then i googled and found out there is this cute cafe,

called, with a pinch of salt.

the decor is so cute one!

and i think it would be better then eating in too much fastfood outlets in so many shopping centres,

it do gets a lil boring eating the same stuff everytimes.

nowsdays, i am more interested in visiting those shophouses where they have their own shop, like how to say.. hmm.. anyway, next time i show you if i managed to go. HAHA.

so introducing you this cute awesome cafe, good for par tor. i don't know about the others but i think if i wasn't tired after working the whole day and meeting up with them,

i would have enjoyed alot MORE chatting and chilling with them in this cafe!

not that i don't enjoyed the other day, but because i am rather tired already. team leader job is using both brain and physical strength :(

constantly so stressful for me. damm it .

if you step in the cafe, you will be amazed such a cafe existed in sg haha, don't have to dress like atas to go in , HAHA,

they have a magazine corner where you can grab a magazine and read if you are waiting for ur food,

but we was sitting outside because there was no more tables anymore inside, all reserved.

dumb me forgot to make reservations. aiya.

anyway i googled the place but JJ found out hw to go, HAHA

its at tanjong katong rd, nearest mrt station is paya lebar,

eu have to take a bus to get there frm the mrt. hehe.

i think i will bring my friends go there again! :)

when we sat down, we was served quite fast with iced water before we start looking at the menus,

compared to the other japanese restaurant that MTLW and i visited last time in ion, such a big difference! pffsh. next time can bring her come here dine too! haha.

look at their cute menubook,even though it looks a lil bit old here, but whats important is the food right! hahaha.

i think i was quite satisfied with my food on that day, haha

i had marinara tom yum pasta! HAHAHA,

tada my one! super nice one, make me feel like eating again!

never try before tom yum pasta, and it was good!1 haha compared to sufi, aglio oglio which was very plain. haha

i don't know they copy cat me order pasta when there are so many other foods over there!

HAHA, they got chicken,lamb,steak,fish and also got PORK.

but i din ordered pork la cause sufi was sitting beside me, HAHHA

maybe can go back the next time and try pork one! hahahaha.

and Jieying ordered white lips pasta!

she say not nice, but i think the sauce not bad eh, haha

and JJ ordered different food, he ordered this black pepper chicken chop and he din finished because he say it was too large a portion and he was bloated!

jieying and i ordered desserts! HAHAH

how can not try the dessert?! HAHAHA

how can you tell me?!

hehe obsessed with my BANANA SPILT. HAHA

my banana spilt, look at the cute heart shaped sprinkles on top!

awww so cute!!!

and it taste nice too!!

ok one more, HAHA

and Jieying ordered her choco lava!

its super goddam nice, the brownie was piping hot while the ice cream complement the entire dessert well. omg. drools when i rmb how i just had a few bite of this jus few days ago!

anyway i hope Jieying love this super simple belated birthday celebration for her, haha

cause the hectic schedule that all of us have is very difficult to celebrate for her on that day,

HAHA.

this month got alot of my friends birthday, coming up will be JJ's birthday and also Beng's birthday party and stayover at the chalet!

so at least i am still socialising with my friends even though i am so busy nowsdays,

working and slogging out my guts everyday,

today is my off day but i am working morning in the clinic as usual,

and one whole day at the clinic tmr since its my PH off day too.

i gg to earn 110 bucks at my clinic tmr when i need to take 5 days to earn $100 at the hotel.

what a super big difference, sad life.

and i really hate to become the team leader,

i got like 5 more days to endure!

faster finish faster better!

so stressful everyday, maybe i will blog how challenging it is to be a team ldr next time,

this post is too lengthy, as usual. till then.

goodnight! :)

So you think you want to mess with me eh?

2011-11-01T21:07:00.002+08:00

Hello everybody!

I thought i couldn't update my blog any sooner, but looks like there is something interesting for me to blog about.

apparently, i never really realised i caught someone's attention to read my blog,

read nevermind, worse, rip my blog content somemore and putting that as her fb status and replying somemore.

i don't know why, i don't even know her, even though we are in the same course,

i only know she completed her internship in china w tricia. FULL STOP.

and the place is exactly the same that chanel, kiti and Whitley went to.

and i say that chanel is back and not continuing her internship over there?

most people doesn't know that chanel has returned from china.

and all of them was, ? how come she returned?

this was also one of my usual qns when she told me she was coming back.

but apparently, she heard rumours that people is talking behind her back that she came back because she couldn't adapt over there, and can't withstand other's scolding etc.

thats why i heard from her.

i don't even know how anyone can spread such rumours, its either their soul is over there to see how they cope with their internship or they just got a bloody bitchy mouth .

too big, you know.

and to clarify, the reason why she came back was because she was having rashes over there,

and the dr advised her to come back better,

ps: this is not my hand, HAHA, this was taken from chanel's photo.

note: at least i credit.

and if anybody really did read my previous post, which was a long lengthy one,

you guys should realised that this person,

which i didn't add her in fb, but she happen to somehow got the same thinking like me,

you know like as if got telepathy to type the same exactly thing in her fb status!

omg, amazing or what?

i couldn't believe it when i first saw.

there is no way i could find someone who have got the same thinking to actually write the exactly same thing!

you can actually scroll down to the 2nd photo of my previous post, posing w chanel than a whole chunk of words, you will see, its the exactly same words.

and i blogged it jus yesterday.

even an idiot can read and know that this person has just copy whatever i blog and this was the part that i blogged, and her replying to it,

okay, the 2nd part was her reply,

in the first place, do i even know you? wait. don't you guys think its weird when this person is replying to what i blog when she probably doesn't know me unless SOMEONE told her ,

and that SOMEONE must have read my blog, and i only tweeted my blog is updated in twitter,

i don't usually update in fb status.

so she didn't even follow me in my twitter.

so how the hell is she going to even know my blog if the SOMEONE among my followers wasn't close to her and probably wanted her to stand up and prove that i was wrong to say that they are misleading others.

oh btw, you guys or rather if coursemates, should probably know whose the first batch who go to china for internship.

if they wanted to say, ppl can't adapt well over there, then, can i also say because NO OTHER HOTELS IN SG wanted them so they flew over there to have their internship instead?

i mean afterall anybody can sign up for that overseas internship,

that will be totally an new experience for them!

FYI, i have signed up for overseas internship but i withdraw and not because i feel jealous that you guys get to go china and i couldn't

just in case someone gonna use that to rebut me back. HOHO.

plus the two hotels that i went for interview chosen me, and one offered me front office another one offered me hsekeeping.

so it proves that you doesn't have to go overseas to show what? come back show off and criticise others when they couldn't finish their intern like you do over there? disgusted.

and i don't mean others friends who had their overseas internship, at least they are not criticizing others like she is.

and so lets look at what she replied, quoting from her. hey look i got credit you!

the first sentence,

" wah sibei poor thing to the person who went overseas thinking its a bed of roses.

in the first place,

of course like what i say, i am sure no one believe that interning overseas will be smooth-sailing, there will be good and bad times, but the next sentence,

"Seriously thank god that my internship experience was pleasant!"

omg, are you sure you really grow up after your intern overseas trip?

why do i sense that you are being childish?

i mean come on, afterall living overseas for 6 mths should ought to make you more mature and dealing with all kind of people should make you be more sensitive to others?

but what i see is just a girl, trying to rebut what i say, how sad.

and then she goes,

"sometimes its just the people, sucky people get sucky experiences. too bad.

ohh. then you should jolly make sure that you will have wonderful good experiences all the time after you graduated or start working,

because once you get sucky experiences, you become one sucky people too!

am i right? :)

thats why you say, from what i inferred.

so MAKE SURE YOU KNOW, don't get sucky experiences, and you be one sucky girl then!

JOKE. haha.

and by that time, i can return you that word.

TOO BAD. aww.

if you guys choose to potray the good sides while staying over there,

i am most certainly sure chanel has the right to show whatever she want while she is over there,

don't tell me she is so free to dirty

this toilet by herself and then complain , am i right?

and i don't really know why would they want to create such fuss, probably going back to school make them feel so bored to try to create trouble for themselves?

so pls go back and study hard. stop all this nonsense, it won't get you anywhere,

pls grow up okay.

and don't rip my blog content anymore, don't be so childish, work outside for 6 mths still haven't grow up. wtf.

and i know that someone who must have told her,

don't think i don't know, when i have to confront you,it will be ugly.

till then, time for my sleep!

its a long day!

gdnight! :)

Random Updates, Sotong 21ST birthday celebration!

2011-10-31T19:47:00.002+08:00

Hello everybody!!

i guess its really been quite long since i blogged, haha, i thought i had update my blog long ago, only to look back and realised i didn't, for the past weeks, i have been working hard to get the hook of how to become a team leader, what to learn, and how to cope etc.

so its been kinda of stressful for me, because i have been attaching with different team leader, all different style, and the reason why i was stressed, was because i have to do solo myself eventually managing 3 floors and my RAs that i have everytime i see the schedule,

and tmr will be the day that i will start being solo.

i don't know is it because i am prepared , or because i know even if im prepared, i have to be prepared for unforeseen circumstances.

so what for being SO PREPARED and getting myself panicked that all type of circumstances will occur, so i let nature take tis course, and probably because of this, i am not so stressed anymore.

so wish me luck for tomorrow on being my own team leader,

actually, i think its also the comments that others give me that give me courage to be more confident of myself,

everything is fine for me so far, doing the report, checking rooms etc,

its only one thing that i am not so good at, assigning RAs to do the rooms in each different floor, counting the rooms, and assigning, writing their report,

that one, i will be quite slow in the counting part.

and alot more which i am lazy to elaborate unless you work in this hotel like me, you will know what i mean.

and so before i start doing solo tmrw, i have two days off!

HAHA, well it was because i have to work during deepavali, and they makeup tt PH day for today, and since sunday is my usual off, so i got two day off :)

Happy eh! :) cause seriously one day is not enough for me.

if one day off, i think i will be working in my clinic side, so actually i am pretty much busy,

but i managed to fork out time to meet up with my friends!

otherwise i think i am dying, everyday work work work.

i am afterall a human being! you know. :)

meetup with chanel and sotong on fri night! :)

yes! chanel has returned from china because she have rashes while staying there and the dr advised her to come back since she was not recovering,

i was quite shocked when she whatsapp me that she is coming back to spore,

i thought what happened to her, haha.

we had our dinner at the xin wang cafe and really talked non stop,

i think im quite fortunate when i dropped my idea of doing my interns overseas,

you know when my parents and V told me not to go,

i listened and i really think its a blessing in disguise after hearing her life while interning over there.

maybe different people will have different view of finishing their interns whether in sg or overseas, haha, to me i think its a choice that you choose, some will still portray like its very nice to work there, but in actual its not,

there is not a need to really mislead others, that they are having it better over there.

because you ended up being exposed anyway. HAHA.

i feel pitiful for her over there, but then glad she's back and i think she doing well over here in sg too! HAHA, no shift hours and work 5 days only!

so its like suffering for her and now the sweetness :)

and she bought me stuffs while she was over there! HAHA she say she couldnt buy much cause she was in a rush, but still i think its still sweet when friends actually bought sth back from me whenever they are overseas!

HAHA

ok the HK keychain was from my hotel colleague cause she went to HK , so sweet right, HAHA.

now i got like clinic and hotel colleagues to differentiate, HAHA.

the eyeliner was from bkk , and the rest was keychain,pens, sweet,

there was a box of pretz milk coffee flavour! it was nice!

not taken inside because i eat it up before i even take a photo of it! HAHA

anyway we couldn't stay too late cause i have to work the next morning.

but a pretty awesome day spend with them!

the next day, i meet the peeps, junjie jieying and sufi on saturday after i end work,

actually i can meet friends whenever i end work, but it depends on my mood and my tiredness level.

usually, i won't want to meet after work, because i have to wake up everyday at 5.30am.

so i will sleep by 9pm every night, if i were to meet my friends after work, i won't be able to sleep by 9pm and i will be feeling zombie the next day,

and i can't feel zombie because team ldr need to be alert at all times :(

so i was alright w meeting on saturday because i am off on sunday!

haha actually even on sunday i was working in the morning at clinic since its end at 1pm and usually clinic is like my 2nd hse! so relaxed go work one, so sleep late also nvm.

HAHA.

we was looking around, and ended up me buying things for myself instead. HAHA.

did i mentioned that working in hotel actually can save alot of money?

HAHA, cos uniforms is provided, you dont even have to wash urself,

food is provided, and there is basically no time for you to go out cause once you step in the hotel, the only time you step out would be when you are going home,

unless you are a smoker, which im not, otherwise you won't sneak out during lunch too. HAHA

i bought this! tadah! in my previous post, i was saying that i went to dye my hair, and my hair was curly already after i wash before the hairdresser just style for me the other time, not really rebonding, so i thought i want to buy a straightener so tt i can style my own hair at home next time.

i used to have one in the past, but it was spoiled already, this time round get a better one, of cos at a "better price too" :(

actually i was hesistant between choosing this one or the other one that can use for curls or straight.

but then, you know i am not really good at curling my own hair,

i prefer hairdresser to do my hair,plus JJ remind me that straightener also can do into curls leh, i almost forgot, so i bought just this straightener.

i tried it already , it comes with a warranty too, the result is not bad, i mean compared to the normal brand, cause i bought this in watsons store, and you know watsons have their own straightener brand, its sucks really.

haha , so after trying a inferior one, i think this is more better even though it cost a lil more than the watsons brand one :)

so after shopping around, we wanted to have dinner, i know its was supposed to be a halloween weekends, but i was so not interested to go for any halloween events,

well.. because i so timid, i confirmed screamed very easily!

so why will i want to go and let myself scared by others? HAHA

even if i want to dress up for halloween, also must be the chio chio one instead of the ugly face to scared ppl. HAHA

it was hard to really find a place to eat, we spend like one hr deciding what to eat,

actually im okay with ANYTHING.

and i actually realised we always dine in those casual dining restaurants.

so this time we went to a slightly lower priced foods, which i dont mind as long as the food is still tasty! :)

actually its like the chomp chomp type, but i think the price of the foods over there is not that lower priced, HAHA compare to chomp chomp, i think i pretty much prefer chomp chomp.

satay, carrot cake, we decided to buy what we want and spilt the total bill,

each about 8 dollar only, its cheap cause we had four of us, they wanted to have fried rice, but actually i was quite full already eating the satay, carrot cake, mee goreng.

anybody got any other good place to eat? so that i can visit next time!

haha and i feel like a baby when JJ helped me to scoop up the mee goreng into a bowl and handed it to me, HAHA.

I think he will make a great dad for his child the next time! HAHA cause i din expect him to take for me ma, totally unexpected. HAHA.

an abrupt topic, but my latest desire..

champouf plushie!!! :)))

i am not a fan of soft toy nowsdays, i was in the past. HAHA and i got alot of soft toy gifted all frm my friends fr my birthday, but this plushie make me feel like owning one too!

it look so soft, like no boyfriend to hug also nvm, i hug this also can! ;) HAHAHA.

i didn't know that this plushie even appeared on runaways. HAHA.

of cos the price is also very "nice" haha, there is small and large size,but i want the large one.

it cost bt 99sgd. exclusive of postage cause i saw it on sale online. I like the white one! haha when i first show sotong, she tell me sheep plushie? HAHA so funny, n i goes, no its not a sheep plushie! got name one! but okay.. actually its a sheep.. HAHA.

so i am eyeing on that for now.. HAHA.

anyway, attended sotong 21st birthday celebration yesterday!

i think its a must to celebrate the big day 21st birthday celebration!

its a day for you to rmb, a reminder that you have grow up!

if its me, its a reminder to my parents, i have grow up, time to let me fly~ HAHA.

because nowsdays my mum will still called me and asked why i am still not home. hais.

before that, i meet chanel first to shop for her birthday present!

it was a difficult task because we don't know what she like!

cause she is a very simple girl, if we buy cosmetics, she wont like, she don't use perfumes too,

and when chanel thought of buying soaps for her, but we scared later she too kind, she never use give it to others when its a very expensive soap! HAHA

but while shopping for her present, actually we are also like shopping for ourselves!

HAHA sephora cosmetics, soaps, alot of things ..

in the end we have no choice but to buy her chocolates, since she confirm got eat one right! HAHA.

even when we shopped for that, a high tendency to buy one for ourselves too, HAHAHAA

we went to TAKA , bought Royce chocolates. and Mary's chocolates.

love the nice wrapping :)

hope she will like it!

we reached there about 7pm, this is the beautiful birthday cake! its lychee flavour, and it was the first time i eat lychee cake, haha cause i always choose chocolate one, HAHA

when we went there, we was famished, so we help ourselves with the food first, HAHA.

after the foods, comes the more camwhoring shots! HAHA

Liyi and Me.it seems like i am wearing sth on my neck, but it was not, haha guess its my hair, but its kinda funny how it look like a band wrapped ard my neck, nevertheless, its still quite nice right! HAHA say pretty!

i wear a curtain top, accesorise with pearl necklace, bought it long ago but never have the chance to accesorise it with other top because its so hard to find one that is nice to match it with.

before that i wanted to be a pink girl,

pink polka dot headband, tops pink bag and polka dot slippers,

since we was gg to the chalet , but somehow the top doesnt match w the shorts i wanted to wear so i changed to this top instead. haha

anyway i din edit any of the photos, the lighting was yellow, not very nice eh ,HAHA but nvm.

whenever i want to take photo, i wil tel the others who are taking, eh watch out for the lighting and i will always rmb jean using a lamp to adjust the lighting more nicer to take photos and i will laughed. HAHA

my look like buay song face, HAHA i was trying out different angle, but so difficult to take one nice, so look like unhappy like that, but i am actually very happy eh! HAHA.

been so long since i chill with my friends,

a party is nice when you get to meet up your friends after so long, especially when all of us is having our attachment, and its good to catch up you know,

asking how they are coping with their work, what they learn, any interesting stories etc.

feel so good to catch up.

and i can say there is alot of us who was working in hsekeeping dept, even more things to relate to, HAHA.

i think i more luckier, cos i only clean up to 9 or 10rooms, but they all have to clean up to 11 ,14 rooms. haha. they are still cleaning rooms, but i have changed to team ldr already! HAHA

i talked till everyone tot they shld have choose hsekeeping too! :)

its a good dept where you can learn lots of things!

staying inside because outside was too hot!

this was a funny photo because dhannie was using my iphone to take a photo, thn i was looking at the phone cause its a inner camera, and i told him as i was looking at the camera like..

eh ,"dhannie take this shot! cos i look very slim over here!"

but he was trembling, and my face was blur ! tskk. haha

but cn see the body slim right? HAHAHA

so obedient of him to really take the shot when i told him to. HAHA!

not bad sia, he lied backword and still cannot see his double chin! hahaha!

just kidding, i will never pose like that, cos i too fat sure very ugly if i pose in the same position like him! HAHA but he look okay seh! haha.

adjusted the lighting using lightroom software cause it was rather dark, it was so funny when we say

hey come lets take photo!, then totally forgot the lead, HAHAHA!

sibei epic, cos like ok come lets all come tgt, thn sotong come last! HAHAHA keep laughing aftertat.

one more photo of us!

me and chanel!

i try to straigten my hair for the first time, took very long, slightly better compare to the usual curls now. haha

did you guys realised both of us got sharp face now? WHEEEE. SIBEI HAPPY! HAHA

and i think it was very considerate of sotong to cut her birthday cake early!

like 830pm cause i think she know that most ppl might leave halfway,

you know like most people cut the cake only when its nearing to the end?

if its me, i also cut the cake earlier leh,

sometimes i will leave halfway before the cut cake time because its so late already and i might have to go off already,

and since most of them is working morning shift today, they wasn't going to hang out too late too,

all mad crazy morning shift,

the others was saying her cake so girly don't look like her style! haha funny

and i was amazed she got 5 brothers eh! HAHA

she is the only girl, the princess in the family leh!

polyfriends! &<3

she told me before that she knew she is going to get birthday bash one, confirmed, and it was true

HAHA i think because she is the playful type so they can play with her, haha

i will throw my face and angry if i get birthday bash on my birthday one! HAHA

so its a reminder to everyone uh.haha

then she tried to get other bash too, HAHA

everyone was running when she had the cake w her. haha

i think it is so funny seeing this candid shot.

i got a lil bit of the cream on my hair when she suddenly pop behind me while i was texting brandon, off guard until i sense she was behind me, i screamed and quickly squat down, so it din get to my face, and still hao lian like,

YEAH I DIN GET IT. haha that super happy look , thn everyone tell me,

no you got it. and i go -.- wa.

HAHA.

it got onto my hair and shirt. pffsh.

haha this was before i got the cream on my hair i think.
woots look at my deceiving sexy thighs. HAHA. side view nicer eh, hahaha usually it is so scary fatty bom bom thighs.

anyway, we only stayed for awhile before we had to go off already, i was happy cause i having my off day so i dont really mind if i stay longer but the others was leaving already ma, HAHA

texted brandon to ask if he wanted to meet since i was ard his area, but he din reply and only replied after i was otw home already, so din get to meet him.

anyway, have to wake up early and start working again!

love the awesome 3 days that i have spending with my friends! :))

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GIRL! :)

My new hairstyle.updating

2011-10-15T20:36:00.005+08:00

Hello everybody! i love this shot :) so it shall be my first photo of this post, teehee.

so as you guys might have know, its been zillions years since i actually decided to do sth about my hair,

oh pardon for my lots of camwhoring shots that i take after my hairdo. and its small cos i using blogger to upload photo instead of photobucket, cos i am lazy to wait for photobucket.

all the black roots was so obvious, like almost half of my head, its black ,leaving the ends of it gold brown. and i swear its so ugly.

and oh li mei recently went to dye her hair too, she dye it red.

and mum was asking me to go and dye it too,

and so okay! here i go! :)

though i know i can't dye super bright colour, like red. violet ash brown those colour.

but after i dye this colour, i am kinda of afraid when i turned up for work, they might tell me my hair is not acceptable.

or maybe because i been seeing myself having blackhair for so many mths, so suddenly become so gold brown, i am nt used to it. HAHA

so this is my chosen colour, actually i don't really like the hairdresser when she give me options when she already have the answer,like jus asking me for courtesy like that lor!

i went and do my hair after i ended my morning work at the clinic,

so long never dye my hair, and reminded me back of the chemicals,

the smell is too strong i almost died cos i thought i was breathing the chemicals in too much.

and when it actually got to my hair, wa it was so itchy!

i resisted the urge to scratch it, and so i kinda of keep fidgeting.

pardon my motionless face, i was just getting warmed up to taking more shots of myself, HAHA.

i had highlight too, actually i think it looks more nicer if eu see me in real compare to the photos, hahaha, i din go rebond my hair, she just straighten it for me,

so i guess maybe the hair will not be so straight after i washed my hair, AHHA

but still i like the look so decent look after the frizzy perm that appeared after my short hair start to become longer!

and i really love the hairdresser , not this one who cut my hair short , but the other one at town, she was so good at it, and my hair was not layered now, so happy!

i kinda of hate layered hair now, especially when it become those thin thin type, wa like a pineapple, but now my hair is thick, and i am keeping it longer now :)

i love my hair now :) i really do! HAHA, i din know i could take an emo shot by taking sideways, look like im sad. but im not! or maybe when i am being ignored. this is probably the best picture to describe..

i kinda of love all these shots when i tot i usually picked out the best out of the lots of photos that i take, at least i don't look so fat right now. ok la, maybe in the photos. HAHA.

times do really flies, its been almost one month plus since i started the training, thn doing the rooms, all i can say was, i never regret choosing this dept.

i might complain, alot in twitter, but i never never regret my decision to work in hsekeeping dept thn in front office.

everytime everyone ask me , y do i choose hsekeeping.

i always have different reasons for it. HAHA.

so far, i haven cried. which is thank god, because i only cried once for work ,badly when i couldn't get home in time and still counting the $ because it was not balanced,

that was like i think when i was 17.

of course, i believed there are always unhappiness during work, you know the ups and downs,

but i try not to let it affect me too much,

i will think of it, and i let times brush through all the thinking in my mind.

even though i will be nervous when i saw my team ldr spot checking the rms that i cleaned, to see whether it is up to standard,

so far, its been okay. like phew.

cause i think i been doing quite fast and having to do additional rms out of my quota for few days the other day.

and the other day they thought i was suppose to finish my cleaning rms day and start attaching to team ldr, HAHA, but it was because they saw it wrong, i have about 2 more days to end my chambermaid days. it was a good experience,i learn a few tricks from cleaning the rms, and i have to say, housekeepers is really amazing, like me. coughs* HAHA.

its not easy especially when someone actually make the room very messy,

you know , rubbish everywhere, bedsheets all crumpled, foods lying ard etc.

i will be like omg, wth this rm is goddamm messy,

but i choose to look in another way,

i be amazed when i managed to transform back to the standard rm, like somehow everything, it has a start, it has an end, so if the rm is super messy, somehow i will make it all right again, haha.

having a positive attitude is very important.

of cos i got even more happy when i got lots of tips ! HAHA.

i guess not only to cleaning rms, but it can also applies to other things, the way how you view.

and its only two more days before i will be "promoted" HAHA.

attach to team ldr for about few weeks then i will start to do solo myself as team leader.

i hope i learn fast,

i hate being a burden to everybody, you know, so i will try to take the initiative to ask if im unsure, and go back and reflect how i could do better just so that i can catch up and understand what they taught me, and thats is probably why everyone is amazed i start to do solo the rms by myself so fast and i clean rms so fast.

so of course, it means there is more responsiblity and being more smarter when i observed what they always do, especially when RA don't have rms, they will assign rms , thn RA will just communicate w them if they meet w any problems,

so you know, its a new thing to learn.

there is still alot of things for me to learn, so i hope i will do it well :)

i have been so busy working hard for the attachment and having to work part time at my clinic during my off days so that i can earn more $, i really want to go overseas this time! to bangkok, its scheduled to be next year, but i am already checking the price hotel stay etc. HAHA.

and having a birthday chalet coming up , its SOTONG MEIMEI 21st birthday!

so maybe there is something that i cn look forward to!

oh, and also the meet up that is coming up w brandon. i hope things will goes on well for him on monday when he meet his boss and his prof!

meanwhile, i missed watching movies :( there is so much movies that i want to watch, but no time, and having one day off is of no use, because times pass so fast its like i never had my free day at all.

more of me! i look kinda of slim right? hahahahahaha.

but its kinda of cheating la, cos my arms is still very fat, HAHA.

and look at my highlight, i sincerely pray hard my hair is acceptable tmr.

i don't want dye black! its so boring!

make me feel like i am back in sec sch time like that, HAHA.

and i hate it when i was going back happily telling my mum, see i look so much nicer now! HAHA.

ok i used pretty* HAHA SHY* LOL.

and she goes, so nice for what? also nobody woo you.

pffsh. heart shattered to pieces*

and i was speechless.*

no words to say. HAHA.

i didn't choose, i wasn't picky,

its so obvious that i am too plain to have anyone to fall for me. wink* HAHA.

looking good is to make me feel better that its okay i don't have a boyfriend now.

afterall, its no point rushing to a relationship if you know it doesn't work. isn't it?

and i have begin to see it more clearly that, its no point holding on..

don't worry i am not feeling upset.

sometimes i will just have these random thoughts running through my mind.

someday,somehow, i will find my love. so wait for me , you!

won't you? :)

till then, goodbye! time to sleep in.

goodnights all! xoxos.

Attachment life.

2011-10-07T20:09:00.002+08:00

Hello everyone! :) Its a friday and i am staying in tonight!

reason was i have been going out for the past few friday nights as my off day was saturday, and i got myself always so tired aftertat.

though tmr is my off day too, but i will be working in the clinic for one whole day

so my off day will be just gone like that. but its okay.

since i am free, and resting is like wasting my time.

joking! HAHA. dur, who don't want to rest?!

but its like i trying to earn as much as i can, planning to go overseas to relax after my attachment,

of cos need more $ right! :)

plus i paying everything by my own pocket eh.

i think i am far too independant.

except the part whenever i fall sick and cnt really take care of myself well .

as i was saying in my previous post, i was going to attached to the RA in the north side cos i will be going solo after tt few days attaching with them.

i think its a killer, attaching me to them.

though the filipinos was kind, and they taught me bad. but i think its okay.

HAHA. i had fun working w another RA as i was attached w her two days.

she was glad she got me because she got alot of checkout rooms, and having a partner reduce the overall workload.

the first day i attach w her northside.

can you imagine anot, 15 rms and 9 checkout?!!

9 CHECKOUT EH!!

i know i shldn't be grumbling because some of them have like 11 checkout.

but i was really very tired and she tried to scared me saying we will have to finish by 7pm.

and i was shocked. and i work even harder, faster because i hate to work overtime!

cos usually we report 830 end work 430.

and by 7pm. n this is by no means you will get overtime hor,

because if you cnt finish, eu just haf to finish, no mattar what time.

thats how scary isn't it?

i feel pitiful for the filipinos and the china guys sometimes.

and she was telling me that i was very fast.

well she not the first one to say that. HOHO.

before tt when i work at south side, they give me 9 rms, i completed 5 rms in the mrng, n 4 in the noon. and not bad la.

because i got a bad experience of staying till 6pm. when i shld end at 430.

cos i thought i still got time so i do slowly, scarly go in one checkout rm, kns sibei messy i spent longer time inside and delay, thn one rm didn't clean properly as in gt watermarks team ldr ask me go back pick up, as in rectify. sibei sian.

so i got smarter. :)

and for the past few days i got very tired working w them.

either 9 or 7 checkout, today also 7 checkout. sighs.

if i work solo right , i either get 1 or 2 checkout rms.

so its a big achievement for me to do so many with them

and i always ended up getting so tired.

really dozed off in the mrt everytym.

most of my partner is happy tt i am fast.

well, cos i don't want to be feel like a burden to them.

i hate the feeling when you work with someone and you feel urself unable to help them and they have to do everything themselves.

i don't like.

so starting when it was the 1st day, when i know nth.

i just observe and see what i cn do to help them.

thn slowly training, thn when i go back, i will reflect and improvise like how to clean rm faster.

i believe everything that you do, need to have a strategy.

it helps you sort your thinking, increase your efficiency and then you will be able to do things fast :)

though i think i dispense medicine still the faster la. HAHA. 5MIN.

bt dun worry i dispense correct one hor!

cleaning an occupied rm i take now only 30min!

today w partner, we take 15min only! amazing right.

but sometimes it also take luck. some of the guests are very neat. so more faster

some very messy take longer time :(

and some interesting scenes when i was working.

usually we will have to check every rms after we finished cleaning our assigned rms to make sure most of the rms have been serviced cos scared sometimes they missed out some rooms.

and sometimes if some rms gt problem, they will called engineering dept ppl to come and fixed certain things in the rms.

so i will go around pressing the bell and usually we will say,

housekeeping! me with my cheery tone, and the guys who was like opposite me purposely come and tease me and say engineering!

so i was like housekeeping!

and he goes engineering!

for a few times. LOL. damm funny one. trying to imiate my high pitch voice.

and then he thought i was filipinos.

cos when i speak chinese to him and he was amazed, like

EH NI HUI JIANG HUA YU?!

( like eh you know how to speak chinese?! )

thn i say, wo shi hua ren ma!

( i am chinese ma! )

thn they looked at my name tag thn say really eh. haha. cos they see my skin tone tot i was filipinos.

but its okay, i get used already.

i got mistaken before as malaysian,filipinos,china.

and today damm funny the front office girl called me auntie when i had my back facing her!

you know w my baggy pants and my big sized top. i really look much fatter thn i am!:(

i wanted to ignore cos i was not an auntie!

but its looks like she was calling me so i turned back,

and she saw me. and she laugh and say oh sorry! HAHA

she keep apologising make me laugh instead.

i was quite happy because at least she got apologise when i turned back,

won't it be worse if she din even apologise even AFTER i had turned back?! lol.

she laugh and i laughed too.

din get to rmb her name. HAHA

but i get used to since jieying and her friend always call me auntie when they was doing rm check and happen to chance into me as i was cleaning the rm.

few days ago, giant jieying ring the bell as i was cleaning the rm, i thought who ring the bell, turn out it was her! HAHA.

quite concidence uh. she wanted to see how i do the bed but because my partner was dre so she cnt stay for long.

actually she wan eat snake la, cos i inside rm she can slack what! rest for awhile thn go do rm check! TSKTSK. HAHA

and i have to say, everyone been quite kind to me,

the uncles ,the aunties, the filipinos, the china guys. well the major population all stated here. HAHA.

there was so many people and i cnt recognise everybody and then there was a malay guy who saw me on the floor and was asking whether i lived in woodlands.

turns out he saw me few days ago , and we lived quite near each other!

i get so paiseh because i don't even rmb seeing him.

and i don't want others to thought i am like arrogant or what when they saw me and i cnt acknowledge because i cnt rmb so many faces so well yet.

and my partner, an indian lady was very funny when she was being sarcastic to a china guy cos this guy saw me a few times and he was smiling at me, but i still think he have got that cheeky look .but also like cannot act dao so i have to like acknowledge his presence.

usually i hide sometimes if i dun even want to say hi after being so tired. haha.

and he happen to be one of the days i work in south team ldr.

cause i don't know why we keep seeing him few times today.

happen to enter lift and he ask me which floor he want to go.

and i think i very dumb i still go reply him.

i don't know.
thn after he rmb he translate to the indian lady in eng that he forgot which lvl he want to go and the indian lady my partner ask him, sure anot you forgot? thn give him that nodding acknowlegement look.

and sunday will start my own solo north side! start w 8 rooms!

north side they sae usually is alot of airline crews people. oh handsome and pretty girls! just joking, its not a good sign to see them. cos if they are inside i cnt clean if they put DND, thn i got no rms, i cnt clean i have to run up and down in different rms to hit quota!

so nono. pls pray my these few days room will goes smoothly for me.

aftertat 9 rms, thn aftertat.. i will start my shift at 8am.

early half an hr cos i attach to team ldr now ,

no mre cleaning rms!

like level up liao like tt! HAHAHA.

shall end now, i been blogging a long lengthy post!

goodbye!

Make up birthday celebration for MTLW

2011-10-03T20:15:00.002+08:00

Hello everybody! sorry for the poor update of my blog since i been doing the same thing over n over again and it would be boring to share my day like that.

a photo of me after so long! btw all the photos is not edited in this post.

getting too lazy to edit nowsdays.

its been really long since i camwhore myself chio pictures of myself.

for now, i cnt because my hair is so cui and i am doing my attachment, and it would be useless to do my hair now :( boo.

so anyway tis was a delayed post, my off day was last saturday.

nice one when they put all my off days either on sat or sun even though i work 6 days

in fact they got my entire schedule out till the end of intern.

how awesome is that? HAHA all of my friends get their schedule week by week but i got till the end!

i think its fate. HAHA. with the schedule they have given me, i was able to plan days where i cn still grab $ from my clinic!:)

of cos i skip the part wking w my monster boss cos cannot uh, work hotel thn go clinic wk w him, i will die w so many patients. HAHA.

so on tis saturday, meet up with MTLW for her long-delayed birthday celebration.

a rather simple one. but i was working in the clinic in the morning.

on the way to work..

super unlucky, i don't know why i actually fall down!

sickening.

its like i reached the interchg, and i was gg to alight from the bus but i don't rmb i slipped because of my slipper or what, its like i just walk down and

PLONK! i was on the floor!

cos usually eu know when eu gg to fall down right, like the slipper too slippery make eu fall down,

mine like people push me, but yet nobody push me leh.

and it always have to be the right leg which got injured.

actually, when i fall down, the first thing i thought of was not whether i am okay.

i was like. OMG DIU LIAN SI LE. HAHA.and busy faster getting up in composure.

then walk straight, not even looking back! HAHA.

i never even look at my legs. HAHA. i only know that it is kinda of painful after i walked,

but i was too busy trying to get myself out that place first.

and i think mum seem to sense that sth happened to me, cause after i walked to the bus number q to wait for my bus to clinic, she called me.

bt i didn't tell her that i just fall down, it was after i returned home thn she told me. HAHA.

i think i am kind of amazing.

everytime injured also don't know how i got injured. HAHA.

its only when i see the blood and then i goes. oh i really got injured.

but its still that oh..calm tone.

halfway when i reached my workplace as it was raining heavily, i almost fall down the 2nd time cos tis time the slipper really cmi.

xia si wo le fall 2nd time i die sia. HAHA.

when colleague saw my legs, she appear to be more shocked thn me, HAHA she asked me to let dr see to do dressing, but well, i am skilled myself!

do for so many people dressing before liao. HAHA

plus it was just a very simple dressing. :)

after i disinfect and do the dressing myself , it doesn't really hurt so much anymore

pardon my bui bui leg. HAHA

and it doesn't really affect except i was limping abit, but then i still carry on working and meet up with MTLW!

HAHA , she thought i put some plaster because all the muscle pains ever since i work in hsekeeping. haha.

we decided to catch a movie first before having a simple dinner aftertat!

wanted to watch crazy stupid love but it was filling out fast so in the end we catched

a lil bit of heaven!

man, it was such a teary movie. i swear, the part when the actress is gg to died and her parents ,friends etc try to act happy ard her when all of them are hiding their real emotions inside them.

omg. this movie sure drained alot of my tears as i am shedding my tears silently. HAHA.

don't know why always watch touching/sad scenes i sure cry,

but in real life, i wan shed a drop of tear is so difficult. HAHA.

and as the time was still early, we went to charlie brown!

it was a random idea because we wanted to have lunch first, and since i never visited charlie brown cafe so we went there! :)

of cos, the decor is so cute that caught my attention whenever i passed by alot of times but nv gt the chc to step in!

we didn't know what to order, so in the end we have crepes since we are gg to have dinner aftertat, not a wise idea if we order heavy food. HAHA

i keep laughing abt this.

it was because we was suppose to write down our order thn present it to the cashier,

thy place tis on each table.

and from what i interpret was, we was suppose to write our order and bring this black table no 8 to the cashier! HAHA.

since MTLW is the one writing our order so i told her, like.

eh you see, must bring tis tgt when you go present the paper to them!

MTLW: really meh?

she like almost believed me but then in the end she smarter, she wrote the table no on the paper instead of bringing this black number 8 thing to the cashier.

i keep laughing when she look like she gg to be tricked!

we have the crepe also because they have tis cute design on the crepe itself!

but i love my chocolate flavour! but i think it got too chocolate and i cnt finish in the end.

become sick of it.

it has been quite long since i went out and enjoyed myself since i am always working.

HAHA. really want to meet all my friends but whenever i finished work.

i am so tired i just wanna go home and rest.

and i glad that my friends doesn't abandoned me just because i am too busy for them!

include MTLW! HAHA. oh i bought a perfume for her , its the britney spears radiance.

HAHA SMELL NICE EH. HAHA

usually i don't give perfume if i am nt sure whether the person will like the scent anot,but we went shopping the other time, n she agreed that this scent is nice and actually got others but i cn only rmb tis. HAHA.

I wrapped the present and she unwrapping :)

we really start to take lots of photos because she bring her ipad and it is so convenient to take photo anytime! HAHA

while i am busy snapping it away!

haha told her to upload this photo and she did!

good girl. HAHA she become a present herself. hurhur.

tell me whether i got slim down anot! HAHA.

i think chances are not that high leh. since i am only cleaning rms for one mth plus.

not that i want it to be longer. HAHA

i think i have it enough. LOL.

we tried to take using my iphone, but i think its time for me to chg my screen protector,

cause all my friends who use my phone to pose w me is getting irritated cos its a mirror screen protector and its difficult for them to see too!

so actually most of the photos was taken using MTLW ipad/iphone.

even though i get kind of distracted after someone whatsapp me that he was nearby too and i lost my concentration already lo! HAHA

tsk. but still we went to scape and walked around thn back to cineleisure,

you know where's the best place for you to sit down if you just wanna chill?

its the pontian wanton mee at b1 in cineleisure!

since there is so many tables and chairs, nobody really care if we occupied a table. HAHA

so more photos of us tgt!

me being emo. HAHA. just kidding, MTLW take tis when i am not noticing.

i am not closing my eyes! i think the falsies is too thick that i cn barely open my eyes! haha

love the angelic look .HAHAAH

more photos since i doubt i be having any new post after tis!

i gonna be working everyday even when its my off day

though i think i cn still do dinner on friday after work!

some good news, i be keeping my hair long so that i cn do some hair makeover during cny time!

its coming soon, n i hate it bt its an occasion to pamper myself.

HAHA

and. MTLW's ipad got this app for us to take continous shots.

so here more of us doing weird faces!

warm up session, i still veh shy. HAHA

ok, maybe its getting better

ok tis is getting better as i am showing more expression .HAHA

mtlw's face oso got buffered up. HAHA

and here come one super funny one!

look carefully. do i look like i boxing the person behind me? HAHAHA

actually i not that mean hor! it happen i wanted to show off my bling watch thn MTLW reminded me to look carefully like i am boxing the person behind me!

HAHA

hehehe. i think i look kind of cute over here. HAHA.

but i dont know why sometimes i got motionless expression.

don't know if its because working has make me gone crazy. HAHA

and this was an unexpected one, i waited for MTLW to come over to take w me, and thn i press it suddenly start the continous shots,

and thats why there is one shocked face of mine in one of these. HAHA

i love my lips :)

and after our movie session, we went to watami.

cos usually we will walk ard town not thinking of what to eat. so i have googled in advance to try this japanese casual restaurant in ion.

poor service i have to say :(

waited for the tables, and

went in ,start ordering our food and man, my pork arrived so late!

i wait for 45minutes for my food!

i would appreciate it much better if they could tell me they need to take longer time as usual to prepare my food!

even when we ordered, the drinks was also served slow.

MTLW order one cocktail and mine was a non alcoholic drink but if its take time for eu to prepare, isn't it better if they could served us iced water first? damm sickening as i was tweeting while waiting.

like they have to go catch the pork first ,kill it thn cook it for me.

damm pissed.

after waiting for godaamm long,

my drink finally came. damm.

picking up my kiwi while waiting for my food.

actually i prefer MTLW one leh. HAHAHA

got the alcohol one ! :)

and its like the table next to us get served much faster when we came here first!

qi si ren one eh.

thn poor MTLW food came first, and it was cold.

i don't know why their pizza is cold one. HAHA

in the end, i was very frsutrated and called one of the waiter and asked where is my food?

they tell me on the way.

is the food coming by car or public transport?! pffsh.

after i sort of showed my displeasure, thn they start to hurry up but i still have to goddam WAIT.

WAIT.

when my food comes, MTLW keep laughing cos i have to cook myself!

like wtf?

after waiting for so long, served me my food and i still have to cook the egg myself!

i hate interactive food like that.!

SO HUNGRY ALRDY STILL HAVE TO DIRTY MY HANDS!

plus btw i don't really know how to crack an egg without using a spoon!

thank god it wasnt too bad.

chao qian bian de. pork filled w egg scramble.

that w egg scramble is the egg i cracked and cook it myself!

and i seriously don't know whats taking them so long inside to cook tis dish!

its just fried and the sauce!

got how much difficult eu tell me?!

anyway if you guys want to visit tis watami restaurant.

unless you can wait. otherwise its not really worth to go though.

its packed but i think the food is still soso only.

after we finished our dinner, i have to go bk home since i am working morning shift everyday now.

and it will only get even early soon!

i just finished the last day wking in south tower of the hotel, and i will start north tmr, for few days thn solo, thn i will attach to team ldr.

which means i haf to start 8am instead of 8.30

kill me pls i hate to work so early!!

but this is not the most early one,

i got one that is 6.30am one! and one graveyard shift.

sighs.

hope everything ends fast now!

shall end now. time for me to sleep now though its only 9plus.

i am exhausted after a hard day of physical work.

goodnight loves! <33

Working solo.

2011-09-28T21:05:00.002+08:00

Hey there! Updating you guys my progress of my work.

HAHA. i think i really enjoyed working alone , not restricted, and i got more freedom.

they say, or rather everyone keep asking why i choose this dept.

even my mum's friends who get to know from my mum what i am working as an intern, was shocked.

they was shocked why i didn't want to choose like front office.

at least like you don't have to handle the physical stress.

front office is mentally stress, haha.

or rather each job got the level of difficulties one,

to be frank, when they say, this dept is very tough..

but till now, maybe i have been very fortunate, i haven see a room that i want to cry yet.

and i get used to working alone.

for a start, i managed to clean about 7-8rooms.

which i think i was quite lucky because they sae last time they have to clean up to 12-14rms.

mine the highest that they r gg to give me is 9rm, thn i move on to other areas.

the only frustrating problem was, waking up.

since i have to start work by 8.30am everytime, i would wake up 6am.

go out by 7am.

lucky if i get a seat all the way to cityhall, otherwise stand all the way.

though it end earlylike 4.30.

so when my shift starts 8am.

i haven figure out what time should i wake up then.

which means cannot be 6am liao!

TMD. maybe 5.30pm.

nowsdays you rarely see me online till midnight, most of the times i am in bed either at 9plus or 10.

i need to have enough sleep to ensure that i am healthy to clean the rm the next day.

everyday do the same routine work,

i am getting used, i mean now i have clean rm by myself and its the third day.

today was lucky because the faci came down and find us, so i get a cut rm,

so i clean 5 rooms only :)

but 3 was checkout. checkout rms are terrible.

everyday when i hit my bed, i feel so comfortable and i would immediately fall asleep!

its kinda good because i am tired and i cn get to sleep easier.

waking up body feeling refreshed, all the aching gone, but when i start work and by the end of the work, the aching come back.

in fact now my right hand is aching, i think its a sprain due to carrying heavy mattress up whenever i need to change the linens.

so far so good.

i am learning better n better as times goes.

and i can't wait for saturday!

its my makeup-birthday celebration for MTLW! as i have to work too on her birthday the other day,

so at least you guys won't be bored seeing words and words again!

More interesting post will come up soon!

okay, guess i gonna turn in soon!

GOODNIGHT LOVES :)

Misery of adapting myself to different people.

2011-09-22T20:50:00.002+08:00

Hey there! Guess its time for me to update my blog, but actually i think all my readers can just stop reading my blog because i am currently leading a no-life just waiting for days to pass faster and i can faster graduate.

when they say, what you study doesn't necessarily means you will end up working jobs that is related to what you study.

How true.

i think probably its because when you study the modules,and you getting to understand how its really working out and realised, its well not to your liking.

HAHA.

and yes i am one of them too.

still haven't decide what i want to do after i graduate but definitely not the course that im studying now.

shifts is such a :(

anyway i been trying to update my blog long ago to blog about every single day that i start working at my intern place, but then everyday when i got back home, i just lie on my bed and feel like going to sleep.

do you know from the start of my intern, my body has been feeling the muscle aching and my hands is showing all the green veins, i got a real shock today when i was cleaning one of the room and i was looking at the mirror and realised my hands has those green veins that is so obvious!

and this proves that i am working hard.

and you know i got used to carrying the heavy vaccum that when i was using my own one at home, it was so light and caught me so taken aback.

anyway, on the 2nd day onwards, i had a few day training from the supervisor,

it was very tiring despite i only clean one room

because one room already can take one whole day,

and its not because i am slow,but because.. the supervisor is really..

i know because they have to teach all the correct thing, you know wiping everything, every single thing, even the legs of the table.

sometimes i even wonder if a guest would be even so particular to check the legs to see if its even been wiped. HAHA.

anyway, then i prefer to attach to rm attendant already instead of undergoing training,

cos its a torture really, :(

and i forgot to mention how i think i am amazing,

work daytime at my intern place and work night at my clinic.

of cos, its was emergency situaton as they couldn't find people to cover,

all my colleagues like a weak, either sick or hospitalised one, HAHA

but i get super goddam tired as you guys know my clinic usually ends at 11pm.

yesterday was working there, and so mad the stupid dog delay my time.

the next day i have to wake up at 6am eh!

i get super angsty when i am tired, and i really mean it,

those who follow me on my twitter shld have seen all my rants and spams.

my temper get real bad when im tired. or if i failed to get my way.

qi si wo.

anyway, times actually flies pretty fast when i work in hsekeeping, because we are always rushing rooms. and despite whole body is aching and tired, but we still have to move.

and everyday after i end work, my legs confirm suan like hell,

and i will take rebound mrt and will dozed off while on the way back home. HAHA.

my schedule is out for the next 5mths.

till the end of the intern.

super happy when i realised i am not going to be a chambermaid till the end!

one month only and then i will be attached to team leaders, learn how to communicate with the th others,thn solo being the team leader and other stuff, thn i will also be sent to various areas like being the amentites packer, being the runner, alot of other stuff .laundry linen side all also have, and i was going through everything when the last two weeks caught my attention.

assistant mgr!

wow. i don't know if its a good thing or not, but i shall take one step at a time,

i will be attached to asst mgr one wk, thn solo myself one wk!

will have one midnight shift and one crazy super early morning shift like 6.30am.

see how i survive sia, 6.30, OMG 4plus must wake up.

but for now, i have to know the basic of cleaning a room properly before i can move on to others!

i been attaching to different room attendant for a week, tmr will be the last day,

you know attaching to different people is such a torture,

because different people work different way,

some say use this cloth to wipe, some say cannot, must use other,

some say do bed first, some say clean bathroom first,

like work w this person, must work his way,

work w that person must work that way, i really feel like dying sometime.

but i do alot of observations, and come up with a strategy planned for myself because when i come back from my off day on sun, i am going to do solo for 6 day cleaning 7 rooms !

thn another 6 day , 8 rooms!

i trying to remember the extension number. actually i am quite nervous working alone,

but the good thing is nobody watch and see how you do it.

of cos there are always tricks to do it well.

and i been improvising so that i can clean the room quick and fast. :)

the bed is still the toughest.

hope i can survive, or maybe after i start solo, i won't even have time because if i have do, i think i might even sleep early.

i guess i shall end now! but so far so good, nobody bully me, and i am doing quite good, in fact actually i seldom talk while working w my partner, don't know leh,

i think i too tired to talk also. gt uncles and aunties who will smile and talk to me sometimes,

haha they was asking me , good to work anot, HAO ZUO MA, haha,

and i will smiled and say still okay la.

i mean, do i have a choice? but i think its still quite okay,

he was super encouraging when he told me, you work this for 3 mths, you sure slim down, bian miao tiao! HAHA and i keep laughing.

but i only going to do it for 1mth, so i think my kiam bui plan is not gg to work,

maybe will lose weight but not much only. HAHA

but then i think one mth enough liao uh. i can't take it really. HAHA.

not the work you know, its the waking up part. ask me wake up 6am, is like so few years ago when im still studying in sec sch.

actually i rather work afternoon shift now since i after work will also head back home.

too tired to meet with my friends,plus all of them r oso working.

HAIS. super no life me, in fact as i am blogging now, my neck is quite stiff, my shoulder, my back, aiya whole body, HAHA. hands oso tired sia. AHHA

guess i shall end now, its been a lengthy post. BYE FOR NOW!:)

Days as chambermaid

2011-09-15T12:58:00.002+08:00

Hello! Today happen to be my off day after working for 3 day and so here i am updating my blog of how i am doing so far working in the hotel.

ME NO LIKE.

i missed the freedom, i missed how i go to work so happily when i work in the clinic whereas i feel so lost, so lonely when starting the job in the hotel.

i not sure if its because i am still new, but apparently the first day was a disaster.

even though i have been telling my friends who asked bt my day but i shall be more more detailed over here since its my blog! :)

first day reporting to HR, full of unsure not nervous. cos come on, its not my first job!

haha. they issued me the locker key and damm it was so hard to use.

supposed to report at 9am but i was late even though i reached at 8am.

collect uniform, then i can't open my locker.

to all my friends who using the same lock, haha i saw them tweeted too, the locker was hardcore!

so damm effing pissed. its not the normal you poke a key inside and you unlocked.

its a lock, there 3 codes and you turn clockwise to right once, thn anticlockwise to another number thn clockwise.

i cn't get it and in the end, the HR staff have to follow me down to help me with it.

so nervous already because of this.

i was with Jieying and her friend, they was at front office,

so by the time we was rdy and went up to HR dept, soon their front office staff collected them and i was alone.

YES. ALONE.

and then there is another trainee who came to pick me up, haha she was shocked i was the only one.

I ALSO UBER SHOCKED I WAS THE ONLY ONE.

talked to her and know that she has one more mth to go!

HAIS , HOW I WISH my intern only one mth and not freaking 6 MTH!

its not even a week yet.

when i reported at hsekeeping, apparently the mgr can't find my schedule.

and she asked the team leader to attach me to another room attendant first.

zero knowledge . very funny the person who brought me up told the rm attendant, this girl is a student with zero knowledge so you just teach her what to do.

sibei damm. actually i got alot of knowledge one okay!

plus its not like i never clean room before, maybe not their style.

haha so i was w this RA. thn she ask me keep the ironing board, but their ironing board different from those i had in my hse right!

thn she say gt this metal you press cn liao.

KAO EH I CNT FIND OR SEE ANY WHAT. thn in the end she bek chei.

n say, you never do before housework at home uh?

WTFF. but i tolerate. you don't see i complain here but actually i have a high level of tolerance :) but i need to vent it out to balance it out. HAHA

actually in work, i hate ppl giving me attitudes, i tend to feel upset and demoralised.

but i don't go ard being emo.

the more i will buck up and be better!!

so i diam diam never talk back, my hse one not like tt what!

say i nv do before!

im not so pampered okay, i even ironed for xuejun's clothes last tym we stay in the hotel rm in aussie!!

TMD.

actually im kind of glad i have the basic training and Ms Su modules in sch,

where we was taught how to make the bed, basic one, clean bathtub toilet etc.

in sch we do one bedsheet only hor.

that side, is 3 for each bed.

and i have no idea where to take the different linens in the cart, i just ransacked.

fortunately for me now, i haven see any room that looks like someone teared the room down.

first day me w my partner cleaned over 10plus room, i lost count.

and i do dusting, try to help to make the bed.

the auntie din teach me but i just look at how she do and roughly.

but ended up she redo herself again.

so hate myself for being so dumb n not of help.

it was no good because i was lonely.

there was too many staff and nobody really hiu wo during lunchbreak.

first day i eat with this auntie, bt 2nd day onwards, it was the teamleader who trained me, and she just leave me alone during lunchbreak.

FINE. but im getting used to it.

45minutes of break.

i really feel like i am going back when i was a salesgirl.

but at least salesgirl you can eat in the store.

how to say, i just think that eating alone when you are in other places is like so weird.

i don't like.

i don't like to eat alone outside crowded places, like if i work in the clinic, i cn buy back and i eat at my own timing, you know. SUPER got lots of FREEDOM.

i missed missed my job already. but i can't go back yet since my schedule is not fixed.

and nobody really care bt you, i don't know if its because im introvert

suddenly i feel im VERY.

maybe because i am in an unfamiliar environment.

and trust me, its not the job that i feel sian, but the people around me.

they didn't bully me, but i just feel its hard to bond.

no singaporeans will want to work this except aunties who have to work for a living , so i guess the mgr might have thought i was rather dumb, like which sg girl would choose hk.

and really no one sia. HAHA.

so i guess, maybe im special. wink* HAHAHA.

and whoever talked to me was very curious why i want choose hk dept.

to this, i can't answer the question.

some i replied, because i don't want to work in front office?

and i hate f&b.

so that leaves HK.

sometimes i think if i shld choose klapson the other time instead my current,

cos its small and you know like this few ppl, you will feel that sense of belonging,

but in a big hotel. nobody really care bt ur existence.

and i work really really based on the environment that i need to feel like im most welcomed.

otherwise i just work but in my heart i don't feel sense of satisfaction.

maybe i just start first 3 day and its normal to feel like that.

third day and i starting to get bored you know its like doing housework.

im still practising how to make the bed, HAHA.

the mattress is very heavy, esp the king sized bed.

you know the hotel tend to have two night stand and it makes you trying to cover the bed very difficult. i have to stand, bend ,squat,

stand bend ,squat.

but i think i have a slight sprain not very serious when i try to lift up the mattress and i couldn't! HAHA. it was kind of eating my energy.

all panting and sweating when i finish one corner.

HAHA. and 3rd day, i attached to another china guy,

he was uber nice and kind. HAHA. and he do very fast!!

make me so demoralised.

but i tried to be more useful and help those areas that i can do, and when i try to make the bed, as we was standing opposite, he see me struggling with the mattress he was laughing.

like ben shou ben jiao one.

(clumsy hands and legs )

thn he will helped me! HAHA i think work with guys better. HAHA. i got advantage.

wk w aunties , they don't care.

esp my supervisor. really make me clean every inch. whole day trng tt tym clean one rm, i feel like dying.

sibei detailed. the legs of the table also must wipe. can cry.

but i never cry la, i just feel very ma fan, HAHA.

cos when i was young, my mum was like this supervisor like that lor!

when she taught me how to do housewk or when few mth before chinese new year,

my house all the furniture really all must wipe every inch.move all the furniture out, really clean.

it slightly got better when my mum grow older and she so tired and i grow up and i am busy with working or i have other stuff to do. HAHAHA.

but this really make me look back on my much much younger time when i was just a kid.

and i know all of my friends out there who is doing internship is suffering too!

you know some other friends who choose to become housekeepers!

and you know first day confirm demoralised one,and i exchg number w jonathan chg even thou we r not familiar but when we talked and know tt we choose to work in HK,

so like buddy buddy la, so life is much more easier when we share things tgt.

and i created a fb thread, HAHA, its private especially to all my friends who are housekeeper to share their everday!

so despite maybe i eat alone ( they do too) we can relate and i think you feel really better after you say it all out.

and its cool hearing them sharing their day everyday and mine too!

so at least we don't feel like we choose the wrong place to work in.

when i told them the cart is very heavy and you know its very hard to push ard,

there was once i try pushing it , they got a button , you press they will MOVE SUPER FAST!

first time when i try pressing the cart move super fast and like i have to walk super fast to catch up!

super retarded and i still trying to get used moving the cart.

but the best thing is , we don't have to move the cart down or top up,

got other ppl top up! heng sia.

but there is still alot of thing to learn and i get to know that housekeeper doesn't really only clean room and finish.

you check for defects, anything contact hsekeeping or enginnering.

contact security if anything happens, and you communicate with the coordinator when you wan to check a particular room.

and how you update the rm status thru the phone whenever you finish.

so its not really as easy as what i think like just cleaning the room.

i trying to have a positive mindset instead of , HUH. NEED TO DO SO MANY THINGS UH. tt attitude la.

HAHA. cause if i continue to think in that way, i will not be able to learn well,

i will not be able to adapt and later i will perform badly.

and if i perform badly, i will fail.

and if i fail.

i cnt graduate.

and if i cnt graduate, i will have to retake.

and my dad's money will fly away.

SO. to prevent all these from happening and to be able to enjoy my internship.

i have to.

TAKE IT EASY.

and learn it well.

Perform well. so i can really OH YEAH IM OUTTA OF HERE!! by the end of 6 mths.

and next time when i step in, or if i ever do,

i want to live in the hotel rm, and not cleaning it.

PS : the view is super awesome!

on a brighter note, i get to see the rooms and if i never work in HK i might never even have a chance to step into the most expensive room, and all the other rooms.

so not bad huh. :)) too bad im not staying in it only. HAHAHA.

today is my off day but i shall stay at home.

replenish my energy.

tmr they are gg to have an orientation for all interns for all diff dept yeah so i save one day of cleaning the rm. HAHA i update again my blog if i do meet with any interesting post!

then, to all my friends, if you are suffering, or trying hard to adapt.

i missed kiti chanel , they are in china now and i feel sad for them.

i heard they cry everyday, but i try to cheer them up, and i hope it will be of use!

you know, its like everyone of us is gg thru this bad times, the hardship!

and i joke with the others,

next time i think i gonna be a tai tai so now i have to endure all this hardship, cos next time i want do, also no chance liao!! kua kua kua.

so you know, instead of counting down, we just work as it goes.

times flies fast.

maybe we really might meet with bad encounter.

but when it will be over, for eg : if someone scold you, yes you will feel upset at that time you get scolded, but when you finish work. maybe you might still feel upset over that incident, but when you have a sleep, its a brand new day, its all over.

thats how i used to comfort myself when i hit hard times with nobody by my side.

or i will complain to my friends, my parents and blog.

and you feel really better.

actually im glad i didn't cried like what i did when i start studying in RP.

haha that was a worse memories.

so i hope they are doing good over there!!

think of it another positive way,

you are not alone!! all of us are together! :)

i think of it this way so im actually quite okay now. HAHA

so gambatte bah. JIAYOU! EAT BITTER EAT BITTER AND WE HAVE SWEETNESS!!

till then!

A day w MTLW. random updates.

2011-09-11T19:03:00.003+08:00

The days has passed that our 2 weeks of holiday is coming to an end.

ok at least by tonight.

and most of us are starting our internship tomorrow!

worried that i might not have time to meet up with some of my friends, have been going out as often as i can for the past week .

and yesterday was with MTLW!

she was in msia all the while and i thought i could have like demonstrate an act of love by going inside jb to find her.

but then she was coming out to celebrate eat mooncake and play lantern festival day which is tomorrow.

so , no chance for me to do that. aww. HAHA.

we wanted to do something different, but ended up we do pretty quite the same thing the last time we meet up.

HAHA. but then cause i need to get ready some of my stuffs for my internship!

you know its like you are going to school on the first day and you have to prepare all the stuffs you need etc.

and i was working in the morning, so i can only meet her in the noon, and i thought i will be early,

in the end she reached even earlier thn me! HAHA.

we went to bugis first, to bai bai.

and she checked us in somemore! HAHA, i was shocked when i reached far east and realised eh, i didn't check in to the guan yin ma temple, how come got check in..

thn i was feeling eerie, thn she told me SHE checked us in when i was taking the joss stick. -.-

XIA SI WO LE.

HAHAHA.

went to bai bai first to pray that i will meet nice people and not xiao ren.

HAHAHA!

don't laugh, you know sometimes you just feel better after you have prayed,

when i always go to the temple,

prayed for gd results, pray to find a gd job, pray i won't get bullied etc. HAHAHA.

and MTLW forgot to bring her flats back to sg and so she was wearing wedges and ask me to wear too otherwise its weird.

but my legs was freaking painful because of the damm wedges.

speaking of that, i haven't use candle to sort of burn the ends of the shoes.

to make it soften so it won't cause you blister and pain to your legs.

past work experience ^^

us resting and MTLW brought out her ipad , so cute when we used that to take photo!

and she didn't take lots of photos with this!

if i owned this, bet i spammed everyone with my face shots! HAHAHA.

we went and shopped afterthat. i bought a cheap watch because i can't wear a bling one.

nevertheless that cheap watch doesn't look cheap and stil got a slight bling.

but not so bling compare to the one i been wearing!

i haven even wear the one that jieying they all gift to me!

but the ipad was quite heavy though.

its been long since we had take photo of us :)

and i was randomly shopping in bugis street when i spotted this,

i was saying, EH THIS PENGUIN IS SO CUTE!!

as impulsive buy again, but REALLY VERY CUTE!

and MTLW give me one look, you sure its penguin.

thn i look carefully.

oh.. hmm it look like a fat MAO TOU YING! HAHA. CHUBBY OWL?

haha, this year trend like keep having owl owl owl.

ok i own one owl necklace too, but i keep saying LAO YING.

lao ying is hawk isit? HAHA.

and i keep saying the wrong.! LAO YING! HAHAHA.

but nevertheless i got another top, angry bird one!

i guess i love cute tops like others and its always the last one!

this and the angry bird top! all sold out. i wan go bangkok :(

ok i saving saving saving for it! HAHA

in the end i really cant stand walking around in wedges because its been long since i wear heels you know!

i wear heels when necessary, when you know a particular dress need to be pair up with a nice pair of heels,

and i wear it even though it hurt me and i kick it away far far whenever i reached home!

most of the times i wear slippers unless there is lessons, i could be wearing covered shoes ,flats.

but you know all the slippers look super ugly in bugis street,

i hate those stripe, and those ali bababa one. it must be soft , if the sole is hard it really hurt my legs if i walk ard for too long.

last time i have one pair of slippers super comfy to wear! its so soft and so light , tt you don't feel like you are wearing any!

but the store didn't sell anymore!

so after i walked everywhere, die die must find one cute slippers instead of buying a ugly one.

yeah polka dot slipper! i got it for $10 only, HAHA.

quite cheap eh, most of my others slippers is $10 n abv.

HAHA, pardon my bui bui leg.

its a lil bit of height so i look a lil bit taller thn i suppose to be! HAHA

and you know halfway, my hair serum bottle spilled, and its all over my bag!

wa and you know my bag is like a trash bag , i mean because its big and i always throw everything inside plus there's not even a compartment so it do get a lil bit messy.

and you know i throw everything so whenever i want to find sth, i have to keep searching until the other time, jieying ask me to pass her my bag and she find it for me! HAHAHA!

and since the stupid serum was spilled, we have to take out everything and NICE GF ,MTLW help me to rearrange properly,putting all the things that i bought inside too!

ok, it looks like it got alot of stuff, because we was shopping ma!

and its was fat, and people can't knocked me, prolly they get bounced back! HAHA!

i always carry lots of stuffs, i think not a typical girl will do,

HAHA, i carry umbrella, makeup pouch, medicine kit, yes a medicine kit that contain my cramps meds, other symptons of sickness like ulcer, sorethroat,flu etc HAHA.

just in case i want to die no med ma, HAHA.

and i will either have some food inside, definitely , HAHA. and alot alot of stuffs.

we had KFC! hahaha.

it was nice, i think i was like a hungry ghost, because i finished everything very fast while MTLW is still slowly munching, HAHA

aftertat we wanted to take photo! but it was yellow lighting, and i was very particular bt the lighting,

especially if its yellow! NOT NICE ONE!!

make me look fugly.

even though yellow lighting shld be deluding to one, especially in retail.

cause you see wa like so pretty under those spotlight, but when you buy it bacl, you regret it. HAHA

everything is best looked at under normal white lighting!

but everywhere we went is yellow -.-

in the end we went ion orchard cos there was nice sofa seats to chill. HAHA

in the end the reason why we got this lighting cause MTLW edit, yeah at least we're in pink!!

pink pink day!

and god knows when we will meet up again, i mean she starting her intern at a much later timing, and im starting tmr, and i don't know if my physical body could take up all the hard work,

what if i am even so tired to come on9?

and i guess the only thing that i am motivated is having my own locker! HAHA,

but at the same time, i scared ltr i don't know how to use even though i tried it once when we signed the contract.

i bought all the mini shampoo shower so if i am comfortable with the environment, i can shower first whenever i finish work so i don't have to smell all the way from cityhall to woodlands.

and im not grumbling because tmr is the start, but more because im too used to a particular environment that i scared i can't adapt to the new one.

and also meeting people.

i am always quite wary with the people i meet,

especially those i know during work.

you never know whether they are kind or just pretending to be.

so i am always cautious. HAHA.

sometimes a lil bit too serious.

and the other day, a new colleague of mine, ok she was in her late 30s but she is a full timer,

everyone was asking bt my internship, and when she know that im gg to work in a hotel, she say, my voice so soft! must be strong enough so that others cannot bully!

actually my usual voice is gentle and soft,

sometimes its because im too tired and nobody can hear what im talking too.

no strength to even talk, haha

but if i encounter stupid goddam rude ppl, my voice will become dull.

and my face, HAHA can see.

when i was chatting w MTLW, a msg popped up, HAHA.

and she got excited and take it down using her iphone to take down my iphone.

you know, back sometime ago, maybe i was feeling sensitive and thought that MTLW n I are drifting away.

like its hard for us to meet up, its either she is free n im not, or i am free and she's not.

and sometimes when i talk to her, she reply like one ans one ans.

like don't want talk to me like that!

sometimes i hate the feeling of like we have nothing much to talk anymore and then we no longer even talk.

But glad, at least , she's still appearing on my blog now! :))

sometimes checking her out on her blog because unlike me, she doesn't tell me anything!

its only when i ask then she tell me lo,

so i will go and read her blog and talk to her instead, HAHA.

and its like really, i realised my hair is so much shorter when i pose w her,

her hair look longer, i changes as time pass, but she keep her guai guai straight hair. HAHA

but my hair grow longer liao!

i want to keep my hair longer now, HAHAA.

thn probably next time i cut it all short again. HAHA, see how it goes.

and, i have to get prepared to packed all the necessary stuff, actually meeting JY together to report to the HR dept.

so nervous. HAHA. i hope i won't have insominia tonight. i want to sleep well.

i got two alarm clock because i was worried i might be too tired next time that even if got alarm clock can't wake me up!

and, i have to clean up my messy room now!

pray for me!

sayonara!

ending off with one last photo of us <3

Lunch at Dhannie's

2011-09-10T00:14:00.002+08:00

Hello!! I been updating my blog quite actively for these past few days.

well before i start to get real busy!

dhannie invited us to his house for the hari raya visiting!

we brought a cake to his house as we think it would be quite rude to go empty-handed.

it was at redhill.

and as expected, i was sort of late. HAHA.

ok late for 15min. as i was surfing the internet and i almost forgot the time!

and you know, dhannie cooked for us!

initially i thought probably it might be his parents who will like cook instead,

since the last time i went to my colleague house, the parents cooked instead. HAHA.

he was so worried that his cooking skills might not be up to standard!

but it was nice! the sauce together with the macaroni was yummeh!

This was the sauce that he first brought out, cheese!<33

a close up shot

i used to think / till now that guys who cook is such a add point!

don't know why probably because girls are expected to know how to cook, but when guys cooks too,

they got this charming aura released within them! haha,

you know the attention, very focused in cooking amazes me.

i mean overall guys uh. HAHA.

last time in culinary class always find that guys who cook is omg so shuai. HAHA.

this is the macaroni to add tgt with the sauce :)

HAHA, whenever i look at this photo, i really feel like laughing.

dhannie fry all these for us too, but the samosa.

There is a story behind this samosa after today.

HAHA.

apparently, i was super full after eating the macaroni, plus chicken wings.

actually i don't like to eat SAMOSA.

frankly. not because dhannie fry and i don't like hor!

i just don't like samosa so you know, i had the chicken wings, macaroni instead and never once did i thought of touching the samosa.

HAHA. so when linda actually take one to pc.

i didn't really like thought that she will take one for me too, i mean literally putting onto my plate!

and i was shocked thinking in my heart. OH NO... but i kept quiet and continued my macaroni.

and i didn't know pc caught my expression when linda passed me the samosa.

cause i was left with the samosa and pc was asking why i don't want to eat the samosa,

and i say i was full already..!

actually im really quite full already!

thn she exposed me!

as she say she saw my expression changed when the samosa was handed to my plate,

and omg she seem to understand me liao,

when she say if someone pass me the food that i will like , i will look happy and will say thank you,

but when linda passed it to me, i said nothing.

and the way she imitate me was so goddamm funny!

i keep laughing because i was being exposed.

my mind so easily read with my expressions lor!

i think so, i mean if you are observant enough like pc or even MTLW.

or the way i type or if you know me somehow quite well.

if i am angry. i will show that black face.

if i am worried, i will really have that worried face!

ok i mean its normal everyone shld have the correct face for their mood.

but you know i still think its quite funny when people knows what i am thinking.

like, sometimes i don't know something and i pretend i know.

people will be able to expose me,

or sometimes if im not sure. basically if you just observe me, my face like tell everything.

i won't say but its like the face already had the answer.

and food particularly,when it comes to something i don't like,

just like i don't like to eat bak kut teh, though my mum knows how to cook, but she rarely cook now cause she know i don't like to eat when she noticed one day tt i didn't even touched the soup.

HAHAHA.

but in the end, out of courtesy, i still eat hor!

that samosa is probably digested already.

but i still think its quite funny when PC exposed!

and i swear i don't mean that linda is no good for passing me the samosa! HAHA.

cause she don't know and i din tell her in time i don't want!

HAHA.

HAHA i like this shot of both of us! :) HEHE. very rare i stick out tongue and i still look decent! HAHAHAHA. till then! we shall meet up soon! :))

shall end now, working morning shift tomorrow, and out with GF, MTLW tomorrow! :))

BYEBYE!

Farewell to Kiti Kui!

2011-09-08T19:49:00.002+08:00

Cute anot?! HAHA. this cute chick, sotong and duck is worth alot of money hor!

well, because it was me who draw it :) HAHA.

i draw it and give it to kiti since she is flying off soon this coming sunday to china which she is going to spend the next 6 months working there, complete her internship before she returned.

meanwhile as sotong, ( PC) and me is still in Singapore,

we actually design a book with all the lil memories we have , the times we spend together etc.

and since it was supposingly to be the last meet up we have for each other.

since i guess everyone of us would be quite busy and i don't even know if i can even fork out time to meet sotong despite her wking in spore.

BUT i will try to fork out the time :))

we arranged to go swimming tgt! :)

4pm and initially i was reluctantly to get inside the pool because the sun was still there and i hate getting tanned since i get tanned pretty quite easily.

me w/o makeup. cui. oh and can you guys believe this is the same swimming suit i have since secondary school??

HAHA. i think its time for me to get a new one.

the shorts is much much too loose!

kiti was laughing at pc swimsuit because she say she wearing a "conservative swimsuit" compared to us.

actually i quite kind of like her suit eh, because i don't like to show my fat arms to others.

but its hard to take it off when she want to change out of it. HAHA.

this time round instead of going to mingyi's condo like its mine , we went to yck swimming pool instead because its centre and sotong is living far from us and it would be quite unfair for her to come here all the way.

and i think, precisely because i tried everything.

Bowling,Kbox,Cue, Swim,Basketball,Badminton,EVERYTHING. i mean i won't diss it off whenever we planning on what to do.

unless jogging. only exception.

im not good at everything. HAHA!

im such a slow swimmer i swear practically because i don't put my head inside the water when i swim! HAHAHA.

you guys must be wondering how i swim right? haha, hands and legs moving, but not the heads.

i think maybe next time, i just ask them to teach me how to swim the properly one so i can swim more faster. HAHA.

after the swim, actually i got slightly tanned, its okay as it wasn't so bad.

we went to salted caramel for ice-cream at upper thomson, ard that area.

HAHA ok the two scoop one is mine.

the flavour was stout chocolate, and horlicks tin tam i think.

I SWEAR IT WAS NICE!

i prefer the stout chocolate over rum w raisin (kiti's)

pc got the same horlicks flavour.

i love chocolates, and i love more if they contain alcohol content too!

super awesome :))

she got the standard look while posing for food!

i will tend to get a lil bit shy shy not knowing how to pose when holding food, because

i dont know whether i shld focus the food or focus myself in the camera.

HAHA.

or maybe isit because i didn't know how to pose when people is taking my photo?

cos i think the effect is super different if i will to take myself i guess :)

there, did you guys realised that tinge of awkwardness?

im not sulking, pc took one candid shot of me! :)

after we finished, we went to the prata house for prata! HAHA. since it was quite near and so we had our prata!

i kind of like the feeling of going to different places just to eat different stuff.

aftertat we went to yishun just to eat macs and chill! :)

and during the journey in the bus, i asked pc to take her bag so that we can put the book inside her bag.

she is damm stubborn, initially don't want to give hor!

after give already then don't want faster go and sleep!

haha.

we waited till she was fast asleep thn we put the book inside her bag.

but dumb dumb her didn't even checked her bag until pc asked her to check if her waterbottle is inside her bag.

the funny part was when she was fast asleep, and we try to wake her up since we reaching, i bluff her that the person is checking ticket ( i hate the most when i was napping and the person have to wake me up to check my card to see if i really tapped. :(

her reaction super epic.

like super blur, and can't react.

still ask us, where?where? with that blur look,

got both of us keep laughing.

when she saw the book eventually, she was so touched that she cried!!

HAHA. ACTUALLY pc and i make the bet that that she will cry.

i mean pc guess she will cry and i was asking what if she doesn't?

n she say she will punch her till she cry then. HAHA

and actually i din realise her eye was welling up as i was sitting beside her until pc ask me handed her a tissue thn she cry.

HAHA

i didn't know what to do too!

haha crying was not my thing, and i will be like lost if somebody will to cry infront of me.

even though she is crying in joy, but very funny one.

haha, i think i usually disappoint people if they are being sweet but i look like i am immune to it,

sometimes im so scared like if people is trying to be sweet to me, like the thing that i could do is ,

thank you, awww.

but like if the atmosphere expect me to cry because i was touched..but i won't cry one leh!

HAHA but don't cry like abit bu hao yi si!

so like try to force tears out but can't.

but if i watch drama shows, or even books, i can cry.

strange right. HAHA.

but kiti's tears was real one, can see her eyes swollen and red. HAHA.

awww. i bet she will missed all her friends over here!

but this is life isn't it? :))

it will be soon be over!!

and we are planning to go on an overseas trip once she returned!!

3 more days to be exact to start our internship!

a start would mean its a step closer to ending!

lets pray everybody will be adapt well and cope well!

im really scared i can't adapt well though. kua kuakua.

i hate to imagine the same experiences i had again when i first start studying in rp.

don't see im cool cool like that. but.. i do feel scared sometimes..

not the job load but the people around me..

even a small workplace that im working is full of politics already.

sometimes one really need to be ignorant to get themselves out of trouble /gossip.

till then! :))

monday morning shift eh! 8AM must reached city hall. haish.

and im so worried ltr i don't know how to use my locker, how to get around the hotel. and what to do etc etc.

troubled..

ok i think i shall end now! BYE!

Frustrated. Pissed.

2011-09-07T15:25:00.002+08:00

Hey there! I am here to update my blog! :)

Actually i wanted to blog the farewell dinner blog entry with the girls yesterday,

i wanted to upload the photos , which i always usually do using photobucket because it will look bigger , as in the image size compared to if im using blogger upload pic, which is so small :(

but the photobucket is being such a bitch and i cn login but i cnt upload my photos.

i tried to use other website, but i don't really like to figure it out since i got really used to photobucket.

my followers in twitter shld have seen how i been cursing and swearing.

but till then, i will blog that entry soon,

as my mood wasn't that good now.

i gonna blog a very angsty blog entry and hope that i will be more calm and less angry soon,

since i realised it doesn't help when im complaining on my twitter and to my mum.

and i still get rather upset and angry.

i hate how people is so selfish, despite i know thats nature of human beings.

but seriously, does that really make them think that they can be oblivious to other people feeling?

in this case, its me. because im fucking angry and upset now.

as everyone should know by now, i am left with one week of free time to myself,

and colleagues is treating me like some robot machine.

i hate it when you have got the habit of helping others to cover their slot,

by working their slot, and when you couldn't work they give just you

WTF, YOU BEEN HELPING ME ALL THE TIME AND NOW YOU tell me you can't?

now, since when has there been a rule that its my fucking role to always cover for you guys?

I have my own life.

despite i have spent most of the time working there for so many consecutive days,

sacrificing my times with my family,friends and even ex , if you want to count it in.

if you guys jolly well have a family, boyfriend, friends.

take that in mind, that i HAVE MINE TOO.

and don't bloody give me the fucking face when i couldn't work for you guys.

im not trying to be sensitive so often even though i am quite sensitive

otherwise i think i would have breakdown so much early.

and nope, i am not crying, i just had this desperate feeling to vent it all out.

wonder why everybody is so selfish,

and when i say i can't work, the least thing i expect is to have SARCASM.

one of the thing i hate most is when people trying to attack me/ giving me criticisms.

i would feel like slapping that person face out.

i don't even mind if they doesn't even reply nvm its okay if i can't cover their slot.

as long as i informed you, thats my job.

but trying to say,

yeah i know, enjoy la.

OH YEAH HOR, YOU GOING TO BE A "CLEANER" SOON,

how do you feel?

I TELL YOU , HOW TO NOT BE FUCKING ANGRY?!

and this is coming from one of them.

and i don't feel the joke. do you guys?

firstly, what i am angry about is not the title that they give me.

but is that a need to say it like that?

just because i told you that i am going out with my friends and i cnt cover your slot,

do you have to reply like that?

sometimes i gotten used that i have to bluff them that i am having my exams so that they won't think that gg out w my friends is not a big deal, helping them to work is more important.

and this ain't funny.

firstly, being a " cleaner" like what she say, i don't think its not a low job.

its still a job.

and yes i choose it myself for my internship,

you got any problem with that huh?

and despite my friends cracking up jokes, which i can take after they know im taking up this job.

i can take it pretty well, i mean i know they meant it only as a joke.

joke is a joke,but when you are indirectly being sarcastic,

i won't take it lying down.

who are you to judge me?

do you even fit to do so?

i hate people talking without thinking twice how they would hurt their feelings.

and, know what?

i know it would be hard and tough working in the hsekeeping dept.

at least i treating it as a challenge, to challenge myself.

because i been telling myself.

if i managed to survive this, what is the other things that i can't possibly achieve right?

i am not a strawberry please.

i refused to be, and when you have the courage and guts like me to make a decision to work in that department, then talk to my feet.

even though im starting soon next week, monday.

i will work hard and prove everybody wrong.

even though i am slightly nervous of what coming to me in the next couple of months,

since i haven't started, all the anticipations, but when i gotten used to it

i guess i will be VERY HAPPY TO SAY, FUCK YOU BITCH I SURVIVED.

till then.

One more week.

2011-09-04T21:11:00.002+08:00

Hello there! I am here to blog.

whoops, time flies and a week almost passed!

as usual. always busy.

i gonna make full use of my last one week to enjoy myself with my friends! :)

not taking up more working slots despite the holiday since i am starting work soon in the hotel in 12 sep.

So many of my friends has gone to bangkok during the holidays ,

how i wish i was there too!

but nvm! i am thinking of going after i finished my intern.

it would be sort of my motivation if i can't adapt to the intern job.

but i have colleague who thought of going with me on a holiday too, and other friends who want to go other places too.

i need to have a deep pocket man. HAHA.

recently,i am addicted to this KPOP band, named 2NE1.

haha, i mean they are established since 2009, and i heard before their song ,

the famous, I DON'T CARE etc.

but you know, i wasn't really head over heels over any KPOP band,

there are so many girl and guy bands,

i would only listen to their songs randomly, especially when the audition game will have their songs

but will never really go and study their profile.

but 2NE1 caught my attention recently,

i love this member, PARK BOM! HAHA.

i lazy to take her photo and post it on my blog, but she chio!

ok beside appearances aside, i mean she talented, she the main lead vocalist in the group,

and even though i noticed her out of the other 3 member, CL,MINZY DARA.

but after i watched their 2NE1 tv, season 1 onwards,

i fall in love with everyone of them!

HAHA.

they are so cute! and the second favourite is DARA. HAHA.

you guys should really go and watch their season 1 2NE1 tv! They are so cute, quirky,charming!

i am more interested in looking girls instead of guys.

OMG. but then, all the KPOP guys always play "handsome"

me no like. i like muscular, BIG BIG GUY. HAHA.

a weird description though. ha.

anyway. some updates, i am free on monday! which is tomorrow.

but i guess i stay at home hitting on my books.

borrowed some books from the library few days ago, but havent got the time to read because i was busy working.

i love to read , its good when you just want to have some time alone to yourself.

and i hate people interrupting me whenever i am reading.

because i would be dying to read finish the book, ( if the storyline is interesting though)

and not working on tue, i have almost settled all my work slot in my current workplace already. heh. finding replacement stuff etc, in the next 6 mths.

who knows what will happen after the 6mths! maybe if i decided to work instead of going for further studies, my income doesn't stop as im holding back the job and i can look for another full time job at the same time.

the thought of having to go for further studies and working at the same time after i graduate

makes me having second thoughts.

sometimes, its very complicated.

or maybe i just like to think of what will happen in the future.

anyway, meeting the girls on tuesday!

probably hitting the pool! i mean swimming pool and a farewell dinner for kiti!

kiti is flying off soon to china soon, on this coming sunday midnight,

so this could be the last farewell meeting before i get to see her after all of us finished our internship.

meanwhile, beloved sotong is still staying in sg, just that her time is more flexible compared to mine, i have to work 6 days per week. :(

i get tired easily, so i get really freaked out if i cant sleep the night before.

i scared i would overslept.

nowsdays i don't get tired so easily cos i only go work,

minus the studying.

otherwise i can always plonk to my bed and get into deep sleep very fast!

working on wed, out on a thur, work on a friday. out with gf, MTLW on a saturday!

yeah free saturday since she happen to be free!

but i am clueless what we are going to do though.

i still haven received my pay for this month,

and im super broke!

need to give $ for my mum, extra since i work more in aug month,

pay bills,save.

not much left. i have a habit to allocate all the $ like pay this pay that ,save, then remaining i get to spend all!

like that i won't overspend, cos i try not to touch the saving!

unless im super broke liao. :(

i think most of my $ goes to foods, need to curb it,

shld spend more on others stuffs!

i think i have a tendency to buy stuffs for myself after being stressed out,

like working so hard, i tend to spent my $ like tap water.

making myself feel happy! :)

i am a hardworking girl eh , haha.

there is so much things i want to do,

i need to buy new shoes to prepare myself for the new job.

i think the best thing working in a hotel is i can be back to myself after i finished my job!

can go there wear shorts tee slippers, since i have to wear the uniform,

and changed back after i finished shift.

awesome max.

i need to do something to my hair too!

but hais, everyday work work work, do nice nice also no use since i have to tie up my hair,

cos im doing the hard work, confirm sweat like pig.

facis has told us before that the hotel industry is very complicated,or rather the people is very complicated, and we have to be careful.

and just yesterday, randomly, a colleague of mine told me that i have to be very careful when working in the hotel.

cos she say that the guys working in the hotel have a glib tongue ,like to tease and they just want to

"PLAY" and i must be careful not to be taken in, or get cheated by them.

haha some of my colleague also say the same thing,

all treating me like a baby girl like that, haha but i really appreciate all the good advice.

, but i am not stupid la, i won't work in a hotel hoping to get some fling with anybody.

i am very professional one hor, see i never even tackle any Drs while working so long over there,

though occasionally i work w a few , not bad looking uh.

thn i will tweet tweet, and everybody will know the type. haha shy*

just few weeks ago, there's one , they actually quite young one, like 26 year old plus,

to me i think quite decent, cos i prefer older guys :)

i just find them more charming then the childish haven grown up guys around my age,

no offence to my guy friends, i swear im not insulting you,

those guys i mean childish will definitely not be those i always chatted,

its those who always pissed me asking if i have breakfast ,lunch ,dinner that pissed me.

or have nth better to say, or just pissed me off.

i love guys that are slightly taller thn me, strong build. thn nice working w him cos he was not arrogant and he so cute!

cause sometym their handwriting uh, really , must see carefully, i was figuring out what he write, went to ask him, thn he say oh its his signature, super epic.

or because he make a mistake w the casenote, and i was verifying w him,

and as i was figuring what med to give after the mix up, he was so sweet to stand behind me quietly in case i not sure or sth.

i have a tendency only ask if i really no choice, otherwise i will just try to settle myself.

sometimes i get really startled when my dr walk around like ghost, no footsteps one, HAHA.

i din sense his presence until i turned, charming charming* aww. HAHA.

but then im not seeing him anymore, so its more like a eye candy only!

actually i don't have a type, if i like you, thn you are my type!

but i have a soft spot for those muscles. look strong :) HAHAHA.

so i just want to complete my internship succesfully in 6mths time,hoping no hiccups.

most of my friends know that i will sure complain in my blog if i encountered any unhappiness.

though faci has also warned us about revealing contents in my hotel

but i will be more discreet la, HAHA.

i angry need to say one! otherwise i can't subside my anger, and will be more angsty.

but once i finished venting it out, i am one happy girl again.

till then, see ya! :)

Updates

2011-09-02T12:42:00.002+08:00

Its the month of sep already!

officially left with 9 days to start my internship! starting on the 12th.

Just decided to came here and blog since today is a free day for me.

not working and its the holidays now! :)

kinda of cherish the free times i have right now because i am not sure if i will be more busier when i start my intern.

you know the anticipation before it really arrived especially when i am going to work in a new environment.

, i am a girl who like to be prepared instead of being left wondering what to do,

sometimes after working for so long, at a certain stage, i would ask myself,

what is my goals in life?

and this sucks when i don't have an answer for it.

sometimes i think i am becoming a dull person because i am always working.

i can be very focused and serious that i think i might have overlooked things in my life.

not to say that i don't go out and have fun with my friends,

but , its just that i don't know if i am going to continue to be like this eventually?

they say life is unpredictable, but its still do get a bit hard NOT to even think of it.

sometimes i really hate to write a post like this, because i would be thinking and i can't have an answer to it,

or is it because i knew the answer and i just refused to admit it ?

refused to accept that i am going to lead a normal life like all the others will be leading?

HAHA. im not saying that my life needs to be abnormal. HAHA, but

at least i want it to be interesting!

i wanna do things that i enjoyed, instead of slogging my guts out to work and work and work for the money.

"i want to be alive. "

i don't want to tell everybody that i spent most of my times working till i die.

you know?

its not like i don't love my job, i do, but just like a resume, everybody wants to make it as interesting and as long as possible right?

your achievement etc.

YES.

i wanna travel around the world, i wanna see the world.

i wanna acquire skills.

i wanna rock and roll.

there is a list of things i want to do when i am young.

but i am not going to list it out before i make it come true!

i hope that in few years time down the road, or soon,

i can be proud to say that i have achieved what i always want to do :)

till then. :)