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Im not picky. But guys are.. grr!
Sunday, May 27, 2012

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Hello guys! i am here to update my blog again!
i am still counting down to my late evening shift!
after today, i still got two more days to go!
working till 1am. everyday when its close to 12.30, my eyes could barely even open,
because i am very very tired.
even though i didn't run around so much like what i do if i do morning shift, but i already got used to sleeping 10-11pm, so its hard for me to stay up till the usual time that i slept!
and just yesterday, stupid colleague was telling me haunted stories up on the floors just before i go up floors to check rms, even though i don't want to listen, but he keep on saying, really damm, because i got paronoid when i went up to check rm,
even when the volume of the tv was so loud scares me when i merely turn on to check if its working.
and i used to stay longer in a rm, i faster zao when i check all the basic one,
anyway at night i cnt see clearly too!
when i saw another human being in black frm in-rm dining walking towards me shock me too. kns.
and so i faster went to find the RAs,  and was sticking with them even though i didn't tell them the reason why,
HAHAHAHA,
most of the RAs at night is usually guys, so i feel much safer sticking with them. somemore they are pairs leh, i am the only one going around alone! HAHA
of cos when i went to find another RA, which obviously they have been polluted by my stupid colleague who must have find them and told them the stories and they ask me if i am scared when i check the rm alone.
and i answered,
'' that why you never see why i still refuse to leave now?' LOL.
they still ka jiao me when they ended work and i was to stay at the office until 1am,
and telling me not to doze off later the 'ah piao' come n find me.
staying in office is much better thn up on the floors.
i wont be scared if i stay in office one,duh. HAHA.
ANYWAY, yesterday was so much peaceful when i stay in office,
i doubt so today, most of the locals will checkout and at night cfm have L&F calls:(
and i was chatting with MTLW, because its was so peaceful, and
she's attached in case anyone didn't know it yet. HAHAHA.
sometimes i would tell her when there is some certain guys trying to know me etc.
but she was saying im too picky and that we r not getting younger and in few years time,
its the guy who can choose us!
make me keep laughing, if i can't find the guy i want, i rather i stay single the rest of my life!
no mattar how much i yearn for love, NO.
i refused to settle for a guy that is 'OMG, GIVE ME A GUN, I WANNA KILL MYSELF'
most of the guys that i seen, + and - those that we chatted but didn't progress n those tt r tgt once before.
we was sharing, the guys common mistakes when they want to be friends with you.
NO 1. thx for the add.
this really infuriates me,
who is the one who add who first?!
and really you don't have to thank me for adding you, because i usually accept anybody's request as long as they are human.

No 2. Hi, how are you? what are you doing?
the next question i knew they are going to ask,
do you have a bf?
or some who judge on appearances might ask,
so whats ur height and weight?
i usually entertain only if im really bored.
like its not a big deal if i say no, i don't have a bf, but im not going to have you too.
you know. i know i sounds mean, but serious, almost most of the guys behave like this.
if you are really sincere, you find out that yourself.
just like what i will do if im interested in a guy.

No 3. this one comes from MTLW, make me feel like laughing so much,
when the guy ask her to talk to the patient for one hr so that she doesn't need to work hard.
I LAUGHED SO HARD MAN.
why this guy is so stupid one?!
who the hell want to impress girl like that?
you don't talk like this to 'create the impression' tt you are caring for her pls!
only stupid naive girls who are lazy/ not enthusiastic in their job will take his advice.

No 4. another epic one, ask MTLW to take photo of the uncles and aunties there to show them.
LOL! i keep laughing, WHY GOT SUCH GUY ONE?!
is he going to threaten the uncle and aunties not to go and visit the clinic so often?! LOLOL.

the other one i encountered was, asking me what i am doing,
when i ans him,
'online shopping'
he asked me to take photo for him the clothes so he can give me feedback on the clothes if its suits me.
LIKE COME ON, YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW ME/MET ME, and 
I REALLY DON'T TRUST GUYS TASTE.
plus i am confident w my dressing style and i been dressing myself for the past 20 years, i dont need a guy to come and tell me whats wrong w my dressing.
i cnt be bothered.

No 4. Treating me like his girlfriend when we have never met before.
i super cannot tolerate this.
how can a guy be so thick-skinned one?!
like when we are talking and suddenly,
i miss you, baby. i love you baby
I WANT TO BANG HIM TO WALL pls.
n no i refused to say ME TOO. because how can you easily say these words like its simply mean nothing.
i bet he used these kind of words to cheat alot of xiao mei mei,
poor thing, but i don't get taken in by sweet talks.
it disgust me especially when we r not even tgt, and his words doesn't worth any value anymore to me.
of cos im not saying all girls is like this, but to me its just doesn't work,
im not saying everybody shouldn't sweet talk anyone but,
sweet talks shld be in moderation when two person is really tgt.
PLUS ITS NOT EVEN SWEET AT ALL IF I DON'T EVEN LIKE YOU.

and No 5. when the guy can only say gd morning, good night to me.
LOL.
first msg was'gdmrng, n hope you slept well last night.'
FYI, i always sleep very well everyday because i am super tired.
and when its 12am and he ask me to rest early.
ISN'T IT IRONIY?! its already 12am!
and some telling me they woke up just to say gd mrng to me.
WA PIANG. you don't live just for me.
you don't have to wake up and talk to me first thing in the morning.
this one is really cmi so i never even replied at all.

No 6. asking me qns and thn telling me if i feel offended, i don't have to ans his qns,
its like' how old are you? er if its offended to you, its okay not to answer the qns.'
I MEAN, IF YOU KNOW ITS OFFENDED, WHY DID U EVEN ASK ME in the first place?
this guy shows me that he is a very indecisive person,
you can come straight to the point yet is being so wishywashy.
and its almost every qns, er if you feel offended.
i got pissed off and i say, its not the first time that ppl is asking me the same qns.
usually i won't get offended, im immune to it.
i know sometimes guys just want to strike a conversation, even if its bad.
i usually play along, until we have absolutely nothing to say, and THE END.
if a girl is interested in you, she will take the initiative to text you afterthat.
just don't give her the cold shoulder before she give up on you will do.

No 7.
you are pretty.. you must had before alot of boyfriend?
ANGRY BIRD.
even though i am happy w the compliments, but why is he even judging me when he barely knows me??

No 8.
Hi HEllo, H0Pe t0 kNOw u BeTrer..
i really want to gun shot people who actually type like this!!
seriously. i don't know how did they even got the patience to type words like tis.
PISSED.

of course, there is alot more of other examples,that i always see different guys using the same approach to know girls.
but its a bad mistake, unless you are goddamm hot looking tt the girls might give you a chance,
otherwise, you can prey on those 14-15 age of girls who might goes.
AWWWW, WHY HE SO SWEET, HE SAY HE MISS ME, HE SAY HE LOVE ME ?! and the entire soul flies up to the sky.
or girls that has nothing better to do, but think whole day of getting a bf.

but for me and for others older girls, i will ask you go n die pls. i am not interested in such guys.
and one of the guys who knows i blog still got the cheek to ask if i blog about him,
yeah blog about you, now lor, on a negative note.


what i need is very simple, but none can give me.
i need a guy who is not clingy,nt telling me he love me everyday, i get sick of it,
i need a guy who is hardworking, has goals, knows what he want, he love you for who you are, and i know that if i ever needs him, he will be there.

in practical, he just need to have a decent job.
and he is sincere in loving me.
he wants to have a future w me.
i don't wanna have a guy when i ask,
so whats ur plan,
'slack lor, see how lor, or find a job lor.'
can i even trust this guy giving answer like this?

just like MTLW, she finally settled on this guy, because the others just cmi anymore and she doesn't even mind getting married earlier if this guy has the ability.
SEE, you don't have to impress a girl so much.
i am sure the guy must have certain traits that make MTLW deciding to be with him only!
HAHA.

for me.. i guess i gonna stay single for the rest of my life.
always going one big rd telling the others yeah, i let go, but everytime, i am still holding on.
i will never forget the cute/shy impression he have!:D
i need to tell myself to be contented already..
ok i shall end now.
BYE!


Sunday, May 27, 2012
Finally i graduated.. Hmm.
Sunday, May 20, 2012

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Hi guys! Its been long since i ever updated my blog! Posting this as the first photo of this post because this is the first time i got so many likes from fb ever since i posted this very first picture of me after graduation day!
this photo makes me look so feminine right! HAHAHA.
anyway i been so busy working everyday.
as much as i tried to squeeze in some time for my friends,
still trying but because i am really so tired after work everyday :( this is bad.
i hate to grow up, i hate to tell myself this is all part of the growing up process,
the reality.
after finishing school = work.
unless i have one more time to enjoy myself, furthering my studies to university,
which i hadn't had the plans to do so in the meantime.
anyway, i had my graduation day on 15th may 2012.
was really so excited about meeting my friends and taking loads of photos on that day more then realising that i am really graduating!
apply leave for that day, and i had two invitations cards that i thought my parents would want to come,
but my mum only WANT to come after she heard that most of my friend's parents are coming.
by then, i had decided to give out the invitations card to yida because his parents wanted to attend but he didn't have any invitation cards, guess he didn't register online earlier on.
to me, i don't feel sad if my parents can't attend, because that means i cnt have more times talking to my friends etc.
BUT. my friends who is bringing their parents, some of them have to left early.
i didn't even take alot of the photos like what i had expected! pffsh.
BUT then, i realised, we do still hang out often, so it doesn't really mattar even if we had to take the photo now,
didn't take with pc, or meet up with MTLW as promised.
but its okay, i hope to stay contact with them even though we had graduated!
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i am going to start reminiscing the times i spent in RP, so it might get a bit tad too long-winded okay! HAHAHA.
my squabbling partner. lesden hoe.
I had ALOT OF 'partners in action'during my schooling times in RP.
i swear if i can go back in the time machine, i want to go back to year 1.
among the 3 years,
YEAR 1 was the best part , follow by year 2, and then yr 3.
i really feel so happy during the times in year 1,can never forget how most of us was sad that we are not going to be in the same class again because we are not studying the same course,
and MTLW even cried. I RMB!
HAHAHA, year 1, only those we was once in the class e35e will know,
there is always the non-stop fooling around in the class,
and catching each other pronounciation, HAHA i happen to be one of the few that they love to teased me!
even victor!
and even when we didn't know how to do presentation, also tried to anyhow 'HAM TAM' haha.
sometimes studying doesn't need to be so hardworking /serious.
you lose the fun.
my closest clique beside amin erdie,zw,iqbal,aizat,etc.
it was lesden hoe, MTLW, Zolene and Malcolm.
till to date, it has always been my hope to get all of us back tgt, but people do changes,
and its no longer the same being back.
but i am still contented whenever i think back of the memories we have,
still remembering the other time, there was a outbreak cnt rmb isit sars or bird flu eh! HAHAHAH
whatever, and we cnt go back to sch,
and so each of us arranged to meet at one person's hse.
HAHA, math classes was funny, E-LEARNING.
mass convo, don't know the answer but anyhow just say so that faci can just see the contribution to give us a grade.
and staying back late at school , just plainly hanging out, camwhoring. HAHAHA.
organising the first to 3rd chalet, the time when all of us spilt the workload just like a big family preparing the dinner. it was very heartwarming
its was plain bliss, but at that time, why didn't any of us realised? HAHAHA.
and also the prank of AMIN w his horrified mask,
even though we are not graduating together on the same day, but i hope we can still stay in contact!
year 1 was being so carefree, i haven't start working yet at that time,
ever when we moved to year 2, amin was like the big brother, organising meet up for the start,
but i didn't want to meet because i was the timid one, scared of being late,
because they always not on time one lor! HAHA.
and amin w the guys going one by one to the girls class,
its almost like parents looking at their child to make sure they are adapting well when they start a new term. HAHAHAHA. so mad cute, and also celebrating each and every one birthday.
i rmb that year was the year i celebrated so many ppl birthday!
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and of cos later sem in year 1, i get to know minqi, sammie, JJ, sufi and get to know more bt jieying.
which we are a clique because of the EDP, the entrepreneur development program,
now and then we do still hang out together, hehe. it was only then i started my clinic job, that makes me drifi away from my friends because i am always constantly working.
for the $ , $_$ face.
HAHAHA.
in year 2, it was another new term meeting new friends,
and it was only year 2 that i got the chance to meet friends that are studying the same course as me, and of cos the first time i am going overseas! with friends to australia too!
only the bad point was i was sick and coughing badly even when i almost couldn't go to aussie because i was very sick,
but still its a wonderful thing to be able to hang out w friends, going overseas tgt!
before that we even went to batam! and that is when i really love my course because they are always providing us opportunity, for exposure etc.
really enjoying myself, before that i had never go overseas before.
so was so goddam happy to be able to go 'holiday'
and that is how i am so interested to travel nowsdays, but till now i can't travel yet, planning for my BIG 21ST party!
and i really appreciate the problem based approach in RP.
i bet everyone goes WTF when they know they get a place in RP.
because thats what was my reaction early 6am,
an sms informing me that i got a place in RP.
and crying on the first day because i feel that this kind of learning is not suitable for me.
but after this 3 years in RP, i am grateful that i am studying in RP and not other polytechnics.
it is because they have taught me stuffs that other polytechnic might not have offered,
we learned in a pro-active way, we don't wait to get spoonfeed, and for those who learned how to take initiative because in RP, in a team in a class, there ought to be someone who take the initiative to lead,
to urge team members to do the PDT, worksheets, discussions, slides etc.
i had to say, i used to be a soft spoken girl, introverted.
but ever since i study in RP, it really changes me alot, or should i say, it shows me what i can really be.
i become more outspoken, because of the constant presentations everyday, i no longer shy away when there are challenges posed to me,
in fact, you can throw all kind of challenges, i deal with it as it comes,
and all this come to good use especially when i started my attachment later,
i asked when i had doubts, i listen, i was a good player to my team.
and of cos, in my later part of my years in RP,
i get to knew some of the funny friends that i am so happy i get to know them,
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HAHAHA this two girls help me block abit of my robe that makes me look so much slimmer! WAHAHAHHAAH.
this is a nice pose individually!
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kiti kui, which we are much closer in the final year cos we was in the same class.
she always seem to look out for me whenever i look like i was going to be outcasted in our class
maybe she got a secret crush on me hor! HAHAHA
HAHAHA, she was the one who come and DA SHANG WO first, HAHAHAHAHA!
cos she asked for my email and that is when we started talking etc.
friendship..sometimes its strange. HAHA.
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this was the pre graduation day where we actually test shot some
hahaha.
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forever making funny faces.
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for the past weeks, if i got off, i think i will meet kiti for a simple meetup,
movie and home etc. HAHAHAH.
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simplicity! HAHAHA. because sometimes i am lazy uh, everyday go town, so when i got my off day, i wanted to go nowhere near town already!
travelling journey :(
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another good friend of mine, chanel!
and also the last sem when we grew much closer, never had thought overseas graduation trip was possible if not for her!
i can't remember how we got closer, noticed her in year 2 sem 2 or year 3 sem 1.
HAHAHA, because she always stay back at sch with kiwi.
she was mad cute , thought that i will be angry with her because i called on on grad day to take photo but she didn't called me back.
HAHAHA, i didn't even take it to heart! cross my heart*
we are planning to go overseas again next year! the same old people, i hope its a wish that will come true!
this time to further countries!
another person is PC.
haha she was in a rush on grad day and couldnt take photos as she have to rush back off to camp,
she is a super sentimental girl.
i think even more sentimental thn me,
HAHAHA because she will say things like..
its really good we can hang out together now and we need to hang out forever kind of words,
HAHAHA i will pen down my thoughts, but she will really say it out. HAHAHA.
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SOME other photos w the peeps!
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we need to hang out often too!
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and i realised the grad robe make me so much fatter if nobody is blocking me!
was wearing heels on that day because i wanted to be pretty!
and ended up having pain on my thigh the next day when i work especially because i need to squat down sometimes etc to check rm, PAIN! HAHAHAH.
lucky its not often i wear heels, HAHAHA.
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me with xuejun!
its a pity sammie and hanfong, kraven karin didn't attend the grad ceremony!
i think the best part when i was starting to know them, and then it was the twitter frenzy arising , and i spam tweet alot and they totally imitate what i will tweet, and i get my nickname 'pork' after that, making me laugh out loud.
and everyone call me by  pork afterthat. HAHAHA. to me its entertaining and totally not insulting, love how to argue back w xuejun. HAHAHAH!
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took w minqi :)
the one forever complimented me make me so shy one!
AHAHAHA
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more photos!
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me and huimin, know each other since sec sch!
btw i didn't edit all this photos, so its natural if you see my face shape is sharp hor!

something like this,
me with my grad bear! HAHAHA. so cute one! HAHA
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this was a bit blur, so..
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here a clear one!
i don't know sometimes my face is so round, sometimes its so sharp,
especially when i take inner camera, maybe i can see myself and i will chin down, and thus gt the sharp face shape, which i like!
HAHAHA
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like this!
SEE. totally no editing!
tis was me holding the camera,
then, it was minqi,
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TADA!
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hehe, love minqi flawless skin, my skin only looked slightly smooth because i slapped thick of powder on it!
this was the only first full makeup on that i had after so long,
on other days, even for work, i only put loose powder, and draw my eye and i was ready to go.
HAHAHA, didn't bothered to dress up at all because i am always lacking of sleep, so i won't be pretty anymore liao!
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one last photos, i love all this photos very much!
as i was saying, we didn't take alot of photos because most of my friends actually left after the grad ceremony ended,
went back home and tried to take more photo w my grad bear!
haha
i remember the weather was so humind even when it was already night, so i was blowing the fan towards me,
and since my eyebrow is not ugly, so i tried to take one without my fringe..
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here you go!
how is it? HAHA pardon me i was in my cosy rm, i look damm demure right!
my rm attendants or colleagues always melt whenever i talk to them because too demure already!
sometimes when i realised i being too girly with the way i talk, i feel disgusted,
but it just comes naturally when i talk in a slow and normal speed,
because if i talk too fast, they cnt catch so i slow down and become like very gentle!
HAHAHAHAHAHA! sometimes they just unknowingly imitate my voice after they listen to me talking! HAHAHA, and apparently its not only them, sometimes other dept who happen to saw me when i ring door bell and announced my dept before entering, they will imitate me too! HAHAHA.
like when i called 'santosh' and another ra will start santosh imitating my voice. HAHAHA damm hilarious one!
but i got an advantage is, ppl cnt reject me when they listen to my voice pleading them for help.
HAHAHA, but only work on guys la, girls no effect. pffsh.
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HAHAHA and i realised i am still better off with my fringe on, because i look so matured w my fringe up!
maybe i keep my fringe up when im close to 30! HAHAHA.
cnt imagine when i turned 30!:(
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this is me, still looking young w bangs,
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compared again without bangs. HAHAHA.
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and eventually thinking bangs still suits me!
HAHAHA.
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anyway, i ended my poly schooling times!
it is not the end, but a new embark of a new journey,
im giving myself 1-2 year staying in this job, training my tolerance, learning as much new things as i can,
i wanted to make it one year, to realised, one yr might not be enough for me to save enough $ to go university.
gaining two year of experience in hotel industry will aids me if i want to pursue a degree in hotel adminstration again :)
that is so far my goal, but at the same time, i am still juggling both jobs at the same time.
my full time and part time job :)
but within this 2 year, i want to travel, die die must go holiday again!
and then organise chalets fr e35e after my bdae party,
mini gathering w my JJJS clique at probably either MBS or at the hotel tt im wking, must enjoy the privileges as a staff!
xmas celebration party again this year,
working doesn't mean life will be dull, i still try to make my life more happening as usual! :)
just that i am currently more obsessed with my bdae party celebration, its coming soon! :)
till then, happy graduation day everyone! :)
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Sunday, May 20, 2012
Updates!
Monday, May 7, 2012

Hello! Once again, i am here to update my blog :)
been quite some awhile again, most probably i will only update my blog if i am actually less busy or when i get my rest day!
Past week was really tiring, i think i am amazing and super strong as a girl. hehe^^v
i had almost or should i say evening shift for the past week,
attaching to other colleague/team ldr for 5-1am shift.
i think i grow old already, or has work tires me out that it get quite hard for me to actually stay fresh and awake after 11.30pm.
and to think i have to stay at the office till 1am.
i am actually going solo soon at the end of this month for this 5-1am shift,
actually the jobscope is quite easy, compared to morning team leaders,
but its just super no life, because you worked till 1am, wait for the transportation which always arrives at 1.30am, and the driver will drop one by one off,
and because i stay in woodlands, i usually the last one to drop off one eh!
sickening and by the time i reached home, its already close to 2.30am.
and you think i will want to wake up at 8am after tat?
i couldn't, i am a pig. HAHA, i would want to sleep more thn that, and i wouldn't want to meet friends early morning one right!
crazy, its not like all of my friends don't have other committment!
so i am deprived of my social life, actually ever since i finished studying, or after i came back on the mini holiday trip w chanel pc etc.
and started working.. i haven't really got the time to even meet up with my other friends!
its because i am always so preoccupied with work, 
the only recent time that i ever meet up was just with kiti eh!
HAHAH, we went to watch movie, the other time hunger games, and today too,
the fabulous 30!
i swear this fabulous 30 is another awesome movie, mind you, my tears is easily shed whenever i am watching touching scenes or pitiful scenes one lor!
this fabulous 30 is romance kind of a movie, 
for those who haven't watched, should go and watch.
this movie seems to be available on golden village cinemas only,
its talking about this women who turned 30, her pilot boyfriend doesn't want to settle down, n was on the verge of breakup already
and then on her bdae party, she get to know this young lad who is 7 year younger then her.
apparently that lad has known her 7years ago as a volunteer and had fallen in love with her, so when he meet her again, he wanted to win her heart again.
BUT. there the cruel part where this women doesn't like younger boys, 
this part i can relate very much to!! HAHAHAHA apparently. obvious. 
so this lad tried again and again to woo her.
and every time, he got rejected. 
sometimes i think if i had been more extreme like the guy, who knows what will happens huh.
hahaha #jussaying.
anyway, the point that i cried was when the women die die refused to accept him,
and when both of them returned home, since they live next door only.
SHOW MA, the women pilot boyfriend returned n asked her the lad, and she replied, 
'it was jus a boy next door'
wah, this part, the moment she say it, plus the sound effects added after she say, make me really cry,
in real , there no sound effects to trigger more ur emotions right, HAHA.
when she was negotiating w the boyf, the lad called her agn and agn, 
call was rejected agn n agn, and the lad actually cry.
I THINK THIS TYPE OF GUYS ALREADY EXTINCT.
no longer can find such guys anymore, or they just don't existed at all!
and i can truly understand why the girl doesn't want to accept him, because there was a part friends of his saying the women is way too old for him.
SEE ALL THE JEALOUS BITCH. 
n thn she tried to dress more younger,
BUT ACTUALLY SHE ALREADY super chio and doesn't look like 31 already pls!
just watch the movie and you know what i mean.
and the guy is also quite handsome too,
there was the point she doesn't know how to decide.
and i was so hoping that she will accept the lad instead of the pilot boyf.
just rmb, if a guy has been with you got 7years, and doesn't want to settle down,
its clear enough he probably doesn't have the intention.
and its actually so long 7 years! she totally wasted her youth on him if this was real.
but the good ending was, when the guy strong determination, not giving up each time she refused to give him an answer.
sometimes watching this kind of movie is good for the mind, i won't hope to have a relationship that is so drama, or expect the guy to be so good because you ONLY WATCH it in shows. 
HAHAHAHA.
not that i given up on love, but sometimes its just so difficult to find someone who can understand you, and someone who love you for who you are.
its complicated when its come to me sitting down thinking of relationships.

anyway, after watching the movie, we went to walk around, i still rmb last time if i had free time, i would want to meet friends in town, but after i work, and if i got my off, i want to settle for somewhere that is near and easier to reach home, unless the friend got a car to send me home la. HAHA.
cant really tahan the long travelling time i spend everyday to get to my workplace.
went shopping and i spend $ like water, seriously. HAHA
bought 3 tops , 1 skirt, HAHAHA.
i think shopping is enough for this month, before that, i already been shopping the last time i was off. HAHAHA.
its seem to be one of the mini luxury i enjoy.

because before that i been working so hard like a mad dog.
just imagine working from morning 7.30 all the way to 11pm. minus the two time breaks in between,
thats why i say i am a amazing and strong girl.
i had to wake up like 545am everyday.
i got a bit tad too much strong personality, 
working tmrw at clinic too.
so its another morning to night plus some rushing here and there.
i am still holding 2 jobs.
not like i need alot of $, but i haven't find my goal yet.
so i am still hanging on. HAHAHA.
its gonna be 11pm, time to sleep now. goodnights all! :)





Monday, May 07, 2012
Goodbye..
Tuesday, May 1, 2012

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Hello guys! Some self shots of me while waiting for my colleague to end work so that we can send the guys off at the airport yesterday..
in case you guys didn't know, but i had a low profile of changing my hairstyle again.
LIKE A STAR!
everyone was surprised when they see me with black hair.
when my redhair was still fresh!
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thats was because bitches start talking about grooming standards and thus i had to give up being a redhead and dying back appropriate colour, and ever since then, i didn't really take lots of photos, because i don't really like black hair!
its a boring colour. and because i dye twice in probably less thn 2 months, my hair become extremely dry now :(
anyway, i was running the whole day already, so my legs was already aching, so i was sitting down at the locker room, waiting for my colleague instead. HAHA.
before that i was outside roaming around, but you know raffles city, all the items doesn't interest me nor do i can afford it la, HAHA.
my PRC colleagues, 4 of them was leaving yesterday, as i am typing right now, i guess they should probably have reached their hometown.
they finished their contract here and didn't want to continue,
frankly, you can't do a lifetime as a room attendants.
all of the room attendants here are super young, or rather they are still young and so they can't spend a lifetime doing this forever, unless they are married with kids etc la.
HAHA.
so, we meet them at the changi airport, its quite long since i saw them because they had their clearance earlier and by the time i saw them, all changed!
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this was song yang! HAHAHAHA look at his hair! HAHAHA, he actually become much more stylish, if you guys actually saw him with his original hairstyle, i saw it. HAHAHA.
he look like tin tin. HAHAHA!
i still rmb when i was a rm attendant, and i was attached to him,
he do rooms super fast one!
but at that time i didn't know doing fast doesn't mean doing good. LOL. after doing as a team leader for sometime.
but sometimes its good to have fast ppl, because he is mostly under the 6-10 the stressful floor range, he turnover rm faster, it lessen my stress with so many CO rms.
HAHA.
it was quite fun when i was working with them as a trainee.
its like no worries, no stress one! HAHAHA.
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and then this hong hai! HAHAHA.
HAHA. he was wearing all white, glory back to his hometown maybe.
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the four of them who was returning back to china and probably not coming back anymore.
i know songyang and the skinny guy there! yangyue is going to us.
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a group photo with those who actually came to send them off too!
they look like they don't bear to go in, they only go in like 11.30pm, was waiting for the other 3 guys who got lost to get to T3.
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it was very funny when we want to take a photo, you can see most of them was crowding the left side instead of the right side. HAHA i forgot who take the photo already, but they never realise its so empty on the right side eh! LOOK at honghai, the guy in white, HAHAHA he was looking elsewhere, and they take already!
not everyone is focused to taking the photo one! hahah. oh well, its a memories! :)
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more n more!
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goodbye my colleagues! hope they are doing well in their hometown! :)
the existing one is still working, sometimes i had them under my floor range. but now i got evening shift for this whole week ;(
boring, going to work later, shift starts at 5 but i got to reach by 4pm and work till 1am.
two days, then all 3-11pm shift.
used to morning shift, and now got to adapt to evening shift :(
even though evening shift is less stressful la. HAHAHA.
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there is a few more shots of me! HAHA, btw completely unedited, hahha because its yellow lighting, its already make me much prettier! HAHAHAH.
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ending off with one last photo of me! ;)
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till then :)


Tuesday, May 01, 2012
Mint Museum of Toys
Friday, April 27, 2012

Hello guys! Haven't been updating my blog, but don't abandon me! i do still come and blog now and then, if i have something interesting to share, or merely if i am free and i just want to blog. HAHA.
most of the times, i am not very free, obviously working has taken a large part of my time nowsdays..
and you guys wouldn't want to hear me ranting everyday about my day on my blog right?
all my twitter followers knows i been so angsty everyday after work.
anyway, i been doing coordinator beside team leader,
sometimes, i am not even sure if this is a good or a bad thing,
i don't get to do team leader everyday, occasionally coordinator etc.
which might be good, otherwise its super boring.
and i just saw my shift for next week, its all evening shift eh!
die liao. i was supposed to meet my friends, now all can't meet liao :(
even though i love the idea of being able to wake up late at least,
i been waking up for 1 month, 5.45am everyday leh
except off day.
or coordinator will be 4.20am. ITS SUPER INSANE TIME.
but so far, i am quite disciplined, and i have a good mummy who will always wake me up.
HAHAHA
anyway, thats not the main topic,
i finally went to MINT MUSEUM OF TOYS!
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i mean, i have heard of mint museum, but i haven't thought of having the chance or time to go there!
it was organised by my dept, even though i was interested, but then, i realised i don't have any close colleagues that we can go together.
or until yesterday when i ended work, happily was going to check my bank balance because payday is here!
saw them, and they dragged me along.
of cos we got the tickets at a corporate rate,
and i must say, i love the museum!
i bet most of you don't know, history was my favourite subject compared to geography, back to when i was stilll studying,
especially when i read about history, i will get engrossed reading about it,
and i actually love to visit museum,
just put me in the museum and i take my time to read all about the history!
and today i was honoured to be able to visit mint museum!
and i really love the guide who introduced the toys's history to us,
AMAZED! he makes the toy alive when he introduce some interesting toys history.
Mint actually stands for moment of imagination and nostalgia w toys.
i ACTUALLY GOT EXCITED WHEN I SEE SOME OF THE FAMILIAR TOYS!
at least when i was young, i do still play toys!! barbie doll!
popeye, same as the person who was doing the introduction,
i hate the cartoon nowsdays, as early as when i was 12 years old,
i found them boring and stupid.
the NEW kind of cartoon or toys just couldn't compared to the old ones!
its just hold so much more memories looking back at the old toys that children nowsdays is deprived of, because all of them rather play the iphone apps etc.
so! i taken quite alot of photos in the museum, photo was allowed! :) however when you are inside, you will realised they have no windows because they doesn't want sunlight to change the colour of the toys, and all the toys are placed in glass display cases,
no flashing is allowed during phototaking too, FYI, i hate flashing anyway. HAHA
so let the photos do the talking!
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you see the price! DID YOU GET A SHOCK? all these toys actually worth so much $,
but can't compare to me which is priceless. KUAKUAKUA. HAHAHAHA.
just kidding, but just imagine, the luxury of owing all the items inside this museum,
and you can no longer find all these toys outside anymore!
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all these toys has different origins, some coming from england, france, brazil , india, africa, etc etc.
HOWEVER, comparing to toys now, MOST ARE MIC.
MADE IN CHINA.
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owning toys nowsdays is no longer like the past.
back then, toys was something everybody treasured alot, during my parents time, they don't even have the $ to own toys like that.
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just look at the designs! HAHA, people back then was much more simpler,so the design of toys was simple, but i rather prefer this way, toys was meant to bring joy to kids,simple luxury to them,  toys make today is created to earn more profit for the company, who cares whether the kids loved it?
just throw in the publicity, marketing tools and POOF, every kids love it.
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you get more fascinated if you do visit the museum! and the guide was saying, this is less then 10% of the owner's collection. can you believe it?
and all these toys are all new, they have their boxes. nobody played it before.
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and he also say, they got the idea of movie, SHREK from this!
i forgot which year he say, but just imagine, shrek has probably existed way before we was born or even when technology advance!
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THIS THIS!! WALKIE TALKIE!!
i remember when i was still small, we have similar walkie talkie like this, we go around playing police and thief acting cool. HAHAHA, that was fun!
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you guys probably don't know, but back then when i was still living in bedok,
i HAVE MY OWN PLAYGROUND, MY OWN TOYS CARS, TWO FULL BASKET OF TOYS.
two full basket is not refering to small basket,
the basket is super big that a human can sit inside!
but nowsdays i doubt i can still even find that basket anymore!
aiks, that time don't even have access to iphone or camera, otherwise can take photos show!
its based just on my memories! HAHAHA
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and they sae this was propaganda toys, back then during the MAO ZE DONG TIMES.
the communist times in china.
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all this toys was created to 'brainwash' the people!
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the robots that first look like this.
after which, its keep on progressing to real robot that can talk like a human!
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i got excited when i saw this!! ASTROBOY!!
did you guys watch astroboy movie?
HE GOT EYELASHES ONE! HAHAHA
HAHAHA. its very sad that he died, but he revive again and become much more stronger because of the dad.
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the comics! haha
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DAMM CUTE LA! HAHAHA fat fat one!
do you know most of the toys was actually fat one?
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do you guys remember tom and jerry?
The cat that always chases the mice!
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the top glass display was showing much more fierce looking tom and jerry, but this one, it show the tom and jerry cuddling together, friendly, because this was created for infants less than a year old,
so it was make to look less violence!
HAHAHA i still have those vcds at home!
AND CASPER!!
i do hope you guys out there can relate to what i am blogging,
pls tell me same generation one! HAHAHA,
if you never heard or see before, means you are the new generation one!
HAHHA
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this is casper, and i DID KNOW CASPER GOT GF ONE!!
the one beside him is the gf!!
i got one whole set of casper shows too!
the friendly ghost :) all the others toys is so effing cute one!
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and they have paintings too!
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back then, batman was friendly one, even when they catch bad people, the only thign they do was WHAM! ps din take properly the caption, but now all the batman shows is scene of gruesome, blood., all the killing.
look what the world has changed to.
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BATMAN! HAHA.
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amazing right! this toy on the right, looks familiar but i can't remember already!
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as you can see, japanese toys,
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and this is popeye!!
its suppose to pronounce as PO -PYE
but when i was small, i called it PYE PYE!
actually i do still called it PYE PYE! hahahaha.
the girlfriend forever going to run away with the muscular guy one!
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and the guide was telling us, if we have noticed, the popeye only open one eye only.
and its because he is never the handsome sailorman,
he was a old sailorman, he only have 3 strands of hair if you do see him removing his hat during the shows!
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and now, the snow white!! and the seven dwarfs!
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i know the existence but i never bothered to remember the names of the dwarfs!
i was a kid remember! kids don't remember such names!
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and pinocchio!!
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i remember panda plushie was like this, but then i dun really like this material, the fur is too hard.
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this toys existed before i was even born, i just find it cute!
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and FELIX THE CAT! this was the origin before it keep on changing the look to currently super skinny felix the cat!
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and there was this dog that was created during the great depression times!
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this was how the mickey mouse look like in the past!!
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the difference of mickey mouse make from different countries?
england mickey mouse have teeth one! HAHA
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then there was the section that most girls probably like, the teddy bear!
BUT I DON'T LIKE TEDDY BEAR ACTUALLY.
this blue one can reach as high as 35000 pounds.
just imagine.
i have never like teddy bears.
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i dun like the fur because some teddy bear the fur is hard, and i used to have asthma when i was young, so i din have a teddy bear.
i love BIG PLUSHIE THAT I CAN HUG. but not teddy bear..
mad hate. especially if i fall sick, having a teddy bear slping next to me worsen my condition.
thats why i have my BIG TURTLE INSTEAD! HAHAHA, he is soft and cuddly but big!
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the museum actually won awards for architecture design of the building,
this was me standing and on the glass floor while looking down.
HAHAHA.
its cool :)
over the years they have also organised competitions to discover talented people in creation of toys,
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and sadly most of the prize winners are actually guys!
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the guide was saying, last time, kids have the abilities to use their imagination to play toys, compared to kids nowsdays who can only playtheir toys on handheld device,
they lose the basic abilities of having creative imagination, painting skills etc because technology has changed.
i still remember i will play 'princess,teacher' game with oh li mei when we was young,
HAHAHA, using blanket as our princess dress, HAHAHA.
and playing ',ma sak; we play real teatime game, pouring cold water into the fake toys,
putting two chair and a table in the centre, and watching our favourite cartoon.
MY HELLO KITTY SHOW. HAHAHAHA.
life was so much carefree back then!
growing up really changes us alot.
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the history of when a girl is born into a family, ZHONG NAN QING NU. where family wants boy instead of a girl. to give the girls a new hope that was abandoned, they was taught sewing, reading, studying,
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all these toys was sewn by the girls who sell it for a living,who was given a new phase of life for them,
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it was amazing,
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and i know la, we girls nowsdays can't even sewn like them!
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but thats because, we are treated equally now what!
all girls received education like guys, some even much better thn guys,
so there is no longer the conservative thinking of girls must know how to sew, cook, think for the hushband, accomodate the hushband logic.
DO YOU EVEN THINK I LOOK LIKE I WILL LISTEN?! HAHAHA
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betty boop! HAHAHA i heard that it was censored in the past for a period of time because she was showing the sexy undies. HAHAHA its super gorgeous pls!
HAHA
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the barbie doll on the right is so pretty!!
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the beatles!!
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and look at this popeye!
this was actually taken off from a merry go round!
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HAHAHA, you don't get to see this anymore outside!
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and mickey mouse!
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this was also a display!
this was a toy car make of metals , SUPER REGRET WHY I DIN INSIST OF KEEPING THOSE CARS that i have, otherwise i could have sell it to them, and make money!!
i am not even sure if they have cars like i have that is still selling out there!
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this!
its not motorised one hor, you have to use ur leg to move this vehicle!
i got alot of this cars, see all different shape somemore, the living room was like a parking lot for my toys cars! pity sia! HAHAHA
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this pig also another familiar one, but i can't figure it out!
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this was the ugliest mickey mouse that was very first created,
don't belittle uglyness.
LOOK AT THE PRICE!
whoa.
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i guess this was very familiar to everyone out there!
the snakes and ladder, the exact design i used to have
the five stones!
skipping rope where we used to compete with friends to see who jump the most.
and there was marbles!
and alot more!! HAHA
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gun! HAHAHA. suddenly giving me ideas of playing all these games again on my party!HAHAHAH.
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mint museum is a great place to visit if you haven't!
just refer to their website for more details! :)
with that, i shall end this long post with lotsa of photos! :)


Friday, April 27, 2012

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